Chapter 723 The nightmare that cannot be erased
Lu Xuan's post-war psychological syndrome was really serious. Many people tried to enlighten him, but it had no effect at all. It can be seen that without special methods, he could not be freed from the pain.
Zhang Yufei understood this very well. At this moment, Lu Xuan could only let Lu Xuan vent all his negative emotions, and maybe he would feel better, so no one could disturb him.
Lu Xuan was in good physical condition, and Zhang Yufei believed that he would not catch a cold, so he held Fei Wenting and refused to let her pass.
Fei Wenting glanced at Sister Yufei, gritted her teeth, and nodded, thinking to herself, Brother Xuan is really a person who values love and justice, but if he values emotion too much, bad things will happen. side, and because of this, Brother Xuan will live in pain and find it difficult to extricate himself.
At this time, Fei Wenting also discovered the mental illness in Brother Xuan's heart, but there was no way to do it. Her heart trembled and tears flowed down——
Lu Xuan still clearly remembers that one afternoon after dinner, Liu Zi took out a photo of his sister and showed it off: "Lu Xuan, look at how handsome my sister is. She is a beauty at first glance. She will definitely be a beautiful woman when she grows up!"
"How about I introduce you to him," Liuzi said with a smile, showing a bright smile in the sun, and his grinning mouth showed his white teeth.
That scene came to mind again, and Liu Zi patted his chest and said that as long as Lu Xuan was willing to go, he would definitely introduce his sister to him and treat him as his girlfriend and wife.
At that time, Liuzi drank some Erguotou, her face was red, and she started to praise her sister's beauty through the wine. But Lu Xuan looked at the little girl in the photo, who looked about 11 years old——
Lu Xuan wanted to call him a beast, but Lu Xuan understood that at that time, he was still living in the shadow of broken love, and Liu Zi wanted to free himself.
But there’s no need to bring your sister along, right? It can only be said that Liuzi was really drunk at that time!
Lu Xuan patted the tombstone as if patting Liu Zi's shoulder, but his eyes suddenly turned red and said in a deep voice: "Liu Zi, logically speaking, I should be quite happy to be alive now. I have many confidantes around me. , I have money, I want a car, I want a house, I don’t lack anything, but what about you—"
At this point, Lu Xuan's body started to tremble and he said loudly: "But what about you? After you die, you have nothing left. You can't even take care of your young sister. What is this for? What is it for!"
"I'm not worth saving. I'm a rotten person. I can't even bear the blow of a broken love!" Lu Xuan shouted again: "Liuzi, you don't have to think about anything now, but you make my life so painful. You really It’s not interesting enough, it’s not brotherly enough!”
At this moment, Lu Xuan poured a full glass of wine gently onto the tombstone: "Liuzi, this is your favorite Erguotou. Brother, I brought it to you,"
"After so many years, I dare not come here until now. Liuzi, I'm sorry, I should have come earlier, but I'm really scared." Lu Xuan seemed to have thought of something extremely painful, and his voice sounded like he had stayed up for several nights. Generally hoarse and choked with sobs: "Every time I think of your sister's desperate eyes, crying, and empty and scary expression when she heard the news of your death, I really don't dare to face it, I'm really scared , I was afraid that your sister would blame me. My illness couldn't bear any stimulation, but I thought wrongly. Tingting was really sensible and she didn't blame me, so I was wrong again this time. If I had come earlier, Tingting wouldn't have to. So much suffering.”
Lu Xuan spoke softly, with an indescribable pain in his heart, and said: "Liuzi, don't worry, I'm here this time and will take Tingting away. I will never let Tingting suffer the slightest bit in this life." The harm will make her happy every day, Feijia Village, I will also fulfill your wish and help you alleviate poverty and become rich in Feijia Village."
At this moment, Fei Wenting finally couldn't bear it and rushed over. Seeing Brother Xuan's body wet, she quickly covered him with an umbrella and cried: "Brother Xuan, please stop doing this. My brother's spirit is in heaven." , I will be sad when I see you like this, let’s go home!”
Lu Xuan felt a lot better after venting his inner emotions, but there was still a hidden haze between his eyebrows. He didn't know when he would be able to get rid of such inner demons. In his dreams, he would always do this constantly. The dream - the scene of Liu Zi having his head blown off, lingering -
"Brother, you are a hero, a brave soldier, and my good brother," Fei Wenting choked up and said, "Now Brother Youxuan takes care of me, you don't have to worry about me anymore!"
After Fei Wenting finished speaking, she quickly helped Lu Xuan up and held an umbrella for him: "Brother Xuan, let's go home!"
"Yes!" Lu Xuan nodded, and Zhang Yufei came over, took out a handkerchief, and gently wiped the drops of rain or tears on his face.
Sometimes Lu Xuan is like a man who stands upright, fearless and heroic, but sometimes he is like a child who can't find his mother, so helpless and so sad.
When Zhang Yufei saw Lu Xuan's appearance, she felt heartbroken. It was this kind of Lu Xuan that had such great attraction, making her deeply obsessed with him and unable to extricate herself.
At this moment, Zhang Yufei leaned over and kissed his cold and white lips gently, using her warm red lips to warm his heart.
Lu Xuan felt the warm fragrance on his lips, and when he regained consciousness, his eyes gradually became clearer, and a smile appeared on the corners of his lips: "Yufei, thank you, let's go!"
Zhang Yufei blushed and said, "Yeah!"
Lu Xuan held up his umbrella and said to Liu Zi's grave again: "Brother, I will come to drink with you tomorrow. I hope that by then, I will no longer be sad, but can forget the past and truly accompany you." Have a nice drink."
At this point, Lu Xuan stopped talking, clenched his fists and said, "I will also promise you to live well!"
Lu Xuan raised his head and looked at the magnificent scenery of mountains and rivers. His eyes shot out two rays of light. I, Lu Xuan, want to eliminate the demons in my heart and stand upright in the world!
After saying this, Lu Xuan held an umbrella and walked slowly down the mountain with Zhang Yufei and Fei Wenting. The heavy rain gradually became lighter. When he walked home, he found Lai Wenhua and hundreds of his brothers. Not yet, and Lai Wenhua is standing at the door of Zhang Qiuqin's house, looking inside, like a thief——
