Whether it is torture or interrogation, there is no result in the end.
Although simple information sharing after some people sober up (pointing to the other person about missing the torture session last night, etc.) can push forward the progress of certain aspects a lot, in terms of actual gains, there is really no result. .
Hibiki Yuta is not someone who can decide on an opportunity to confess after being pushed around.
And Omer Linton is not someone who will be forced to make any promises by the gossip army.
It's just that these words can still touch my heart more or less. It's like Omo who has always subconsciously avoided that possibility while speculating on people's hearts, and now he really has to face the fact that that possibility exists.
He is not inferior, but he subconsciously rejects the fact that there may be one more person around him, his personal space is invaded, and various considerations about life have to add to the members' feelings.
Therefore, when he always speculates on other people's thoughts, he subconsciously abandons the 'common man's' style of thinking and does not consider that possibility.
It is undeniable that he actually has a fear of that kind of life.
The fear of 'whether I can do well' in my current state.
Because he is an efficient person, breaking up at the end of a relationship would be a waste of time.
But according to the statistics of some good people in the Holy Terra Federation, the proportion of first loves that end without any problems is almost 70%.
This is based on the premise that there are many technical solutions for reference.
Yes, a technical solution in the true sense.
For example, ghost consultation, such as AI love simulation created in the form of galgame, which sounds very unreliable but is actually effective, most people still fall in love for the first time.
So much so that most people admit the fact that first love is just a matter of 'gaining proficiency' after all.
Yes, it's true.
Whether they admit it or not, that's exactly what happened.
Only when you have experienced first love can you understand how to get along with another person comfortably and intimately, and will you not be so nervous and nervous in various situations, making mistakes and omissions, and even making the other person dissatisfied without even realizing it.
Your first love will always be your/her worst-performing relationship experience, and it will also be the most memorable experience for you. In the end, it will be difficult for you to separate from her, and it will be difficult to disassociate yourself from the awkward relationship in this relationship.
And the conclusion drawn from this fact is naturally contrary to his character.
It will also make him resist the process of falling in love.
In this sense, Omer's efficiencyism is also perfectionism, not to mention a greedy desire.
Trying to achieve an ideal relationship for the first time, but after realizing that reality probably does not allow it, they directly choose to avoid it.
But it was just a few days ago (personal experience).
He brought a group of monster eugenics members back to his office, and when he explained to Apon his cohabitation with Akane Shinjo, he realized belatedly——
——These people from other worlds, including the locals, take it for granted that they only take it for granted when they interact with each other: their freedom and privacy are violated by the other party.
In other words:
He was already in that state.
He even took a step back to expand on the details of what he really resisted: that is, the relationship itself would bring about, and all the considerations in life would involve adding one or more members - something he thought he was not good at doing.
The only thing most people can care about and be extremely attentive to is themselves, followed by their parents.
Just like for a long time in his life, only his adoptive father needed to make him think more.
But the result...
This is obviously what he has been experiencing every day since he became a trainer during the summer vacation!
We often ask after each other, and we have to consider the taste and nutrition of those girls even for three meals a day. When we go out, we have to consider whether those ponies, as well as a certain fat human roommate, want to go out for a run.
He is just a few years older, and he has become an elder.
That kind of life lasted for two full months. He just regarded it as a trainer's job and took care of his roommates. It didn't matter.
Looking back now, everything seems wrong.
Should I ask for a salary increase? That’s not the domain of trainers at all, right? ——When he realized this, he had not forgotten the real point:
Not to mention love, simply getting along with the opposite sex and considering other people carefully in everything, it turns out... it seems... probably... not worth the fear...
Without realizing it, he was already better at this kind of thing than many people who had observed it. Omer felt that this was an experience that could be applied without a doubt.
suddenly see the light.
This word is enough to perfectly describe his current state.
Naturally, his mood will become much clearer when the problem he has always been in awe of subconsciously is suddenly solved, but this does not mean that he will stop defending alone.
After all, the practical problems he had raised with the two Ma Zhongpeng and Nan Mengya were still unresolved.
He remains such a busy man.
You are so busy that it is difficult to have time to cultivate relationships, and you are so busy that it is difficult to have the confidence to commit the weight of your life to others.
Perhaps after some time, when the working environment and rhythm have changed, he will have time to prepare, and with that kind of confidence, he can change his current attitude.
But what will happen to people and things by then?
He pushed open the paper door and looked at the rising summer sky.
The cycle is probably still continuing, but this time there is no 'acceleration'. The celestial body still carries the natural heat of this climate, as if it is going to scorch everyone on this land.
"Don't you think it's a waste of time?"
Suddenly, his light screen lit up, and a helmet-shaped head, which was probably also sleep-deprived, emerged from it.
"After struggling all night, that kid still doesn't have the courage to confess."
In response, Omo just sighed: "What a sad news for Hibiki Yuta."
"right."
"I mean, even you know that he likes Rikka, which is really bad news for him." Omer, realizing that the other party had misunderstood, sighed again and explained.
"Oh Duo, this is a direction I didn't expect. Does the boy Gulit selected still have such a side?"
"Didn't you feel satisfied with your peeping last night? I would like to know how to judge the invasion of privacy, Chief."
"You can't say that, otherwise wouldn't a just hero like Gulit also have to face trial?"
"I've been trying to stop you! Alexis Kelif!"
Gullit's voice broke into the screen from one side, and he punched the opponent in the face when they met. But this time, Alexis punched back from under his cloak.
"Aren't you listening too! I even heard you sigh!"
"Shut up! Heretic!"
"Oh, Linton, don't you think this guy is angry? Guwa."
This time, as soon as he finished speaking, he was punched out and made a shameful sound like a bastard ninja. Alexis, who had been tied up for many days, behaved in such a regrettable manner. This may also prove that the world is still running according to idealistic rules. of.
For example, Gullit's angry attack produced a critical hit or something, which is very idealistic.
"Calm down early in the morning. You also have to save energy to avoid other alien monsters appearing later, Gurlitt."
"…Indeed."
"Yes, yes, please shine more brightly in the last days of your life~!"
"But it would be a good thing if you can shut up Alexis. This will definitely make everyone's life better. It doesn't matter if you waste some energy."
"Oh Duoduo! This is a personal grudge. Are you angry too? Are you angry at me for wasting your time? Don't be like this. I deliberately didn't mention Qian's matter."
"Unfortunately, I'm not angry because time was not wasted."
Turning his head to look at Rikka Takarata, who was yawning as he walked out from the other side of the corridor, and Yuta Hibiki, who greeted him as he ran out from his side, and hurried forward to say hello, Omo turned around. He looked at Akane Shinjo who was sneaking around on the other side and trying to sneak around behind him.
Their eyes met, and the latter stood up straight again, showing a guilty smile: "Good morning, good morning, little snake."
"Good morning, Akane. How are you? Are you feeling dizzy?"
He was smiling, and that smile was as calm as ever, but Akane felt there were some subtle differences.
It's like his eyes are a little brighter and no longer so gloomy.
"Do you remember what happened last night?"
"Yesterday, last night, what happened?" Thinking of the fact that she drank too much last night, Qian felt even more guilty.
However, the other party just said:
"A good thing to be happy about."
"And it's undeniable that I'm pretty happy too."
(End of chapter)
