The greenness on Wang Mengyao's face is something I have never seen in my life.
Yes, this is the first time I have seen this kind of innocence, naturalness, and unmodified youthfulness.
Lin Xiaoyu is beautiful, but her beauty is wrapped in a layer of "armor" that I can't break through. It is not natural youthfulness.
Huai Rujin is also very beautiful, but her beauty is the beauty that has accumulated over time. She is young but has grown old.
"You, why are you looking at me like that?" Wang Mengyao said shyly.
"Oh, I..." I looked away awkwardly, "I'm just wondering, why do you say you are an old girl when you look so young? Could it be that my eyesight is dazzled, so I have to see clearly."
"Pfft", Wang Mengyao covered her face and said with a smile, "How could you think so, even a girl would be embarrassed."
I scratched the back of my head and said with a smile: "Sorry, I may lack the knowledge in this area, hahaha, I lost my temper."
Wang Mengyao also laughed and asked: "Listening to what you said, it seems that you don't have a girlfriend yet."
I was disappointed and said: "Forget it, forget it."
In fact, I don't know how to answer her. I really don't have a girlfriend yet. Whether it's Lin Xiaoyu or Huai Rujin, they can't be counted as my girlfriends now. Even if she is pregnant with a beautiful girl, she can only be regarded as a fiancée at best, but we have never even had a serious relationship.
I felt my face heat up, and my shyness came back. After holding it in for a long time, I asked, "Well, what about you? Do you have a boyfriend?"
Wang Mengyao shrugged and said, "Neither do I, nor do I think any man would accept my profession. If we live in two separate places and spend less time together, why bother others?"
Although she pretends to be strong, I know that in her heart she definitely hopes to have someone to rely on, a man who can care, love, support and care for her.
"There will be." I comforted, "You will definitely find someone who can understand you, support you, and be like-minded like you."
Wang Mengyao smiled and said, "Thank you."
"Have you tried to find one on the base?" I asked.
Wang Mengyao shook her head, "Forget it. In the base, everyone can't see each other without looking up. The relationship between colleagues is fine. If we really become a couple, what's the novelty?"
"You're right." I nodded, "Then your parents didn't rush you? Didn't they arrange a blind date or something?"
"Why not? Every time I go back, they take every opportunity to arrange a blind date for me, which makes me afraid to go back now." Wang Mengyao complained.
"Hahaha, how pitiful the hearts of parents are. Sure enough, parents all over the world are doing the same thing." I said with a belly laugh.
In addition to a bed, there is a desk and chair in the room. I gave the chair to Wang Mengyao, and I kept leaning against the desk.
"You're still laughing." Wang Mengyao raised her pink fist and hit me lightly. But soon, she seemed to feel something was wrong. After all, we had only known each other for a short time, and this move was a bit too intimate. She immediately blushed and hid.
At this moment, I clearly felt that my heart was trembling violently.
At that moment, the world was quiet.
In my eyes, except for a beautiful, pure and shy girl, everything is nothing.
Her smile bloomed in my heart like a flower, and then quickly occupied all my heart.
Around the roots of the flowers, warm water is flowing, nourishing the flowers to bloom.
"Is this - is this the feeling of heartbeat?" I was in a trance for a while, and even became addicted to this feeling and couldn't extricate myself.
"Li Rui, you... what's wrong with you?" Wang Mengyao seemed to feel something and asked with a red face, "You look weird..."
Only then did I come back to my senses and explained awkwardly: "What, I, I just..."
Just when I was thinking about how to explain, I didn't expect Wang Mengyao to speak before me and said: "Are you, are you attracted to me?"
"Ah?!" My eyes widened immediately. Although it was the truth, I couldn't admit it just like that, and it was still being questioned by a girl.
But wouldn’t it hurt someone’s self-esteem if I said no?
I'm in a dilemma. It doesn't matter, it's not a big deal to admit it anyway. I've even experienced things like being forced into marriage by women. I'm afraid of admitting my heartbeat? So I plucked up the courage and said, "Yes, I am indeed moved! Because your smile just now was so charming. I believe that no man in the world can restrain his heart."
This sentence not only acknowledges the heartbeat, but also preserves the other party's face. It also changes the key point and makes the problem no longer so embarrassing. At least, we no longer have to face a problem directly, which is the response after admitting it-whether she is willing to accept my heartbeat.
Wang Mengyao seemed to be relieved, smiled, and said, "Then I'll just think you're complimenting me."
"Hahaha, everyone loves beauty. It's not a fault to admit your beauty."
"But beauty is fleeting, and beauty is just skin after all."
"You can't say that. Look at the shooting stars. None of them last forever, but even if they shine brightly for a second, they are worth it."
At this time, I noticed something flashing in Wang Mengyao's eyes. She did not choose to peek, but looked at me openly. After a while, she said: "Li Rui, if, I mean if, If I said I wanted to try to get along with you, would you be willing to accept it?"
"Uh," my expression froze, and at that moment, I didn't even know if I was still breathing, "I..."
Seeing my dead look, Wang Mengyao immediately said: "Forget it, you will definitely not accept it, just pretend I didn't say anything!" After that, she got up and left.
I don’t know what happened, and I don’t know how I reacted, but I grabbed her and said, “Wait!”
Wang Mengyao turned to look at me, her eyes seemed full of expectation.
"I do!" This time, I said it without hesitation.
Although I must admit that my heart is full of contradictions, fear and uneasiness.
The contradiction comes from myself, because I know very well that although she and I are not on the same journey, we still fall in love with her out of hand.
The fear comes from the outside world. If Huai Rujin knew that I was dating another woman outside, would she blow up the entire Snake Island with her personality?
Wang Mengyao probably didn't expect that I would agree so quickly, so she asked: "You, are you serious?"
By this time I had calmed down and knew that I had to bear the consequences of the decision I made. I definitely don't want to hurt her, let alone deceive her feelings, but if I tell her now that I regret it, it is definitely not the best solution - I already have a probably safer way in my heart, which can not only let her experience The feeling of being in love once again won't make her fall too deep - a holiday couple, we will break up after my trip is over.
Some friends may want to scold me. Isn't this a scumbag? I have to make a quibble here, scumbag is a derogatory term for those who play with women's bodies and minds. And I really like her and want to help her.
I nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, I'm serious. I like you and am willing to fall in love with you!"
Wang Mengyao's eyes were sparkling. She felt incredible and a little shy. She hid her face from me, but she couldn't help but put down her hands and raised her head to look at me.
"Do you feel that happiness comes too suddenly?" I laughed.
"Yeah, it feels like a dream. Could it be a lie?" Wang Mengyao looked at me in confusion, trying to find the answer from my eyes.
I looked at her and said with a smile: "It's true, every word is true. However, I also need to remind you that our current situation is basically love at first sight, but love is not a three-minute passion. , you said that we don’t know each other very well. In fact, we don’t know anything about each other’s work, conduct, hobbies, etc. If we feel uncomfortable being in the same place..."
"I know what you are thinking." Wang Mengyao interrupted me, "Don't worry, I am no longer a love-minded little girl. In fact, I have already figured out what you want to express deep down in my heart. I can tell you clearly. , no matter whether we can be successful or not in the future, I can accept it calmly. If we can't be lovers, we can still be friends."
Seeing that she was so open-minded, I felt relieved a lot, "Well, this is for the best."
"So, does this model between us look like an upgraded version of blind date?"
"Haha, when you say that, it does mean something like that, but we fell in love at first sight, not arranged by our parents." I laughed.
"In that case, let's be honest now." Wang Mengyao sat up straight and asked seriously: "You run an antique shop, where do you live, how old are you, how much income do you have, and -"
"What else?" I asked doubtfully.
"How many girlfriends have you had?" Wang Mengyao asked.
"Uh-" I paused, "I swear to God, there's only one person, and it's you."
"Pfft," Wang Mengyao covered her mouth and smiled, "You are so bad, you have never been in love."
"Then how many have you talked to?" I asked.
Wang Mengyao pretended to be deep in thought, thought for a while, and then said: "I can't say, if you count the boys who are pursuing me, there will probably be - one row!"
"F*ck!" I was immediately confused, "We are in the same platoon, but our experience in relationships is completely unequal! It's ridiculous. I have been thinking about how to guide you to look at relationships rationally. It seems that we should I should be the one being guided.”
Wang Mengyao smiled maliciously and said: "I'm just testing you to see if you are really as you seem -"
"What is that?" I asked curiously.
"Innocent." Wang Mengyao popped out two words, her eyes full of contempt for me - well, it was probably ridicule, but it wasn't ridicule, it was probably a joke between lovers.
I suddenly felt that my rank was too low and I was no match for Wang Mengyao.
