In fact, the reason why Lu Mingfei was willing to be a licking dog was entirely because he did not dare to express his feelings loudly.
No matter whether it is Nono or Chen Wenwen, if Lu Mingfei really breaks the news and expresses his inner thoughts loudly, they will definitely refuse, at least Nono will definitely refuse directly, so Lu Mingfei's heart will not be clear. A phantom that holds the illusion of being like Don Quixote.
But, Lu Mingfei, eh, he just doesn't confess, eh, he's just playing around, just holding on to the delusion that you might also like me, right?
However, when Lu Zefei and Lu Mingfei had a real conversation, he discovered that in fact, he did not have the kind of all-or-nothing love for Chen Wenwen that he desperately wanted to confess.
Lu Mingfei discovered that he suddenly didn't like Chen Wenwen that much anymore.
He is a young man who lacks love and is lonely, and Chen Wenwen is one of the few people of his age who will convey kindness to him.
Just a small touch of kindness moved Lu Mingfei very much, and he wanted more care or attention from Chen Wenwen.
However, he mistook this feeling for love.
In fact, Lu Mingfei just lacked some friends. If he really had friends, he wouldn't be brothers with the facial paralysis senior, and he wouldn't hang out in the Internet cafe alone every day. Lu Mingfei is just too lonely, too lonely.
Including Nono after that, she actually just reached out to give him a hand when he was in trouble. He wanted to repay this girl, but he never thought about whether the girl needed his love or not.
They just happened to pass by his life and saw that the poor child was in such a miserable state, so they showed a little kindness.
Of course, Lu Zefei also spent a lot of effort to help Lu Mingfei get out of his knot.
In the original work, Lu Mingfei is like a child of this world, and no one dares to call him truly desperate.
Whenever he is about to fall into the abyss of sadness, someone always gives him a little comfort like charity to keep him going, because if he is truly desperate, then he will definitely become something like a devil.
As Lu Mingfei's biological brother, Lu Zefei must guide him correctly.
That day, in the library of Shilan Middle School, Lu Zefei had arranged for an actress to be there waiting for Lu Mingfei.
As soon as Lu Mingfei entered the library, he saw the girl.
The other party was wearing a white dress, bathed in the afternoon sunshine, sitting in a seat by the window in the library, reading quietly.
The temperament of this literary girl made Lu Mingfei think for a moment that he saw Chen Wenwen. But she is not Chen Wenwen. Chen Wenwen's quietness is more like a school girl during the Republic of China, and this girl's temperament is more like that of a complete female academic hegemon.
But I have to say that the other person's literary girl attributes seemed to be a plus. Lu Mingfei's eyes were attracted again and again. He had an idea in his heart to go up and chat with the other person. This was a natural thought.
Lu Mingfei suddenly felt a little dry. He subconsciously licked his lips, and then felt that he looked a bit bawdy like this.
"Brother, you look more embarrassed than your brother Lu Mingze... What do you think, which one do you like more, her or Chen Wenwen?"
"Brother, don't talk nonsense. Chen Wenwen and I are innocent."
"Oh, I didn't tell you what's wrong with you. Tell me quickly, who do you think is prettier, her or Chen Wenwen?" Lu Zefei looked at his brother with a smile.
"Both, all, are pretty." Although he didn't want to admit it, the temperament of the girl in front of him was also very attractive to Lu Mingfei, "But I feel that Chen Wenwen makes my heart move more."
"Because she invited you to join the literary club when you had no friends?"
When Lu Zefei asked this question, Lu Mingfei froze on the spot as if he had been struck by lightning. He suddenly seemed to wake up from his hazy state.
"Of course, little brother, no matter who you like, no matter whether you like Chen Wenwen or not, what you have to do now is to work hard to improve your cultivation and connotation, and work hard to make yourself a better person, right? "Lu Zefei looked at Lu Mingfei and persuaded him earnestly.
...
Lu Zefei's words echoed in his ears, and Lu Mingfei figured it out. From today on, he will become a sunny boy, a cheerful boy, and what Da Lang calls him...a spirited boy!
Yes, he wants to be a spiritual boy!
As soon as this idea came to mind, Lu Mingfei saw a little boy suddenly appear in his room.
The little boy was wearing a small black suit, a white silk scarf, and a pair of small white square-mouthed leather shoes. He appeared to be about thirteen or fourteen years old.
The little boy was looking at Lu Mingfei opposite with a pair of pale golden eyes.
"I'll go! Can you give me a preview of your next appearance?" Lu Mingfei covered his heart. He would be startled every time by the way this guy who calls himself his brother appears.
"Brother, do you really want to change?" Lu Mingze asked quietly, staring directly at Lu Mingfei with a pair of golden eyes.
"Don't look at me like that, it's scary. I really hate my past self now. I want to change. Do you have any opinions?" Lu Mingfei sniffed and met Lu Mingze's gaze.
Lu Mingze's eyes were lonely, and his tone was meaningful and sad, "Brother, if you want to change, you will lose your power and power, and you will also... lose me."
"Power and power? Please, I just want to become tall, rich and handsome and marry Bai Fumei. Well, I am sixteen years old now. When I turn eighteen, whether I can hope to grow to 1.8 meters is what I will consider more." Lu Mingfei just has an idea right now, to change himself!
"Brother, don't you understand? In this world, I am the only one who truly has the same heart as you." Lu Mingze discovered that his brother's personality had unknowingly changed under Lu Zefei's "steady guidance." changed.
Lu Mingfei stretched out his palm and said righteously to Lu Mingze: "Don't you really have one heart with me. The real one heart is when we played StarCraft together, drank flower wine together, and gossiped about female classmates together. Let’s skip school and eat wolf-toothed potatoes together, you’re still far behind!”
"Yes." Lu Mingze sighed quietly. "It seems that you have forgotten me, brother. But what made you change?"
Lu Mingfei looked at Lu Mingze, at this delicate little boy who seemed not to belong to this world, and said seriously: "My brother told me that my loneliness was actually given to myself. I just need to make changes." , become sunny, and you can slowly get out of this loneliness."
"But you were born lonely, my dear brother." Lu Mingze's voice rose a little higher, and his mood fluctuated slightly.
This was the first time Lu Mingfei saw the little boy's emotions fluctuate.
