It was quiet in the bedroom.
Zhang Chongguang couldn't hear any sound, but his inner world had fallen apart. Just now Huo Xi said, she said Zhang Chongguang, let's try again.
His eyes were closed.
How much he wanted to promise her, how much he wanted to respond to her: "Huo Xi, let's try again."
This time he won't let her down.
Be good to her,
Treat her with all your goodness!
But what qualifications does he have? Zhang Chongguang, what qualifications do you have?
Your left leg is disabled, let alone walking. Even if you are married, a woman has to sit on it. You can't even provide her with the most basic life, so why should you start over with her?
Zhang Chongguang slowly opened his eyes, and there was something called brightness and destruction in his eyes.
He spoke very slowly, and it could be seen that he had carefully considered it. He looked ahead and spoke calmly——
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"Because I protected you in the car accident?"
"How long has it been? Does it matter what the truth is? What's important is that we were separated and divorced, and now we have found our respective partners... Why, do you think it's good for me to come back to me now? Huo Xi, but you asked I don’t. Do I still have nostalgia for the past?”
…
Horsey asked him softly: "Are you nostalgic?"
Zhang Chongguang sneered.
He looked sideways at her, with a hint of coolness in his eyes: "A little bit, after all, we have raised three children together, but you have to let me say no more. You said that I am like this all because of you. , it’s good if I don’t resent you in my heart, why do I have so many feelings for you! He Lu is good, although she can’t compare with you in terms of appearance, temperament, and family... But that’s not important, The important thing is that she is docile and obedient and will not antagonize me. I feel quite comfortable getting along with her."
He spoke in a daze, his heart aching.
Horsey listened very quietly. After he finished speaking, they were silent for a long time.
She asked him: "What if I don't leave? I must stay and take care of you?"
Zhang Chongguang clenched his fist tightly.
He stared into her eyes, which seemed calm but were tainted with a layer of imperceptibility and storm... After a long time, his thin lips gently uttered a few words: "Really?"
The next second, Horsey was defenseless.
She was roughly thrown onto the bed by him.
Then he pressed heavily on her body, and because of the suddenness, their breaths intertwined chaotically and hotly, spraying on the soft side of her neck... Hosi couldn't help but tremble.
Next to my ears, there was his joking voice: "Does this make you feel?"
The tone was actually a bit mocking.
Huo Xi gasped and looked at him. Zhang Chongguang's slender fingers gently scratched her delicate face. His voice was very soft and soft, but the words he said were very unpleasant: "Don't you have feelings for me? Why are you letting loose now that I'm holding you down? What's happening like this? Is it because your current man is not good enough and can't satisfy you?"
He said it deliberately to be frivolous and to humiliate her.
"Let's go!"
"Aren't you going to wait for a cripple to fuck you?"
Hosi's eyes were filled with moisture, but she refused to leave, so he looked at her stubbornly.
Zhang Chongguang's facial muscles were shaking.
Suddenly, he started to unbutton her clothes and he was rough with her.
It's like treating the most worthless woman.
Horsey didn't run away.
After taking off his clothes, the woman's perfect and slender body stung his eyes. He opened his belt and pulled his trousers down... It was the first time that he did not avoid his scars in front of others.
Even after all this time, it's still in pieces.
There was no good part of his left thigh, and the flesh seemed to have been spliced together.
Horsey wanted to cry after seeing it.
Zhang Chongguang held her pointed chin. He leaned over to lick her lips and asked her softly: "It's scary, isn't it? It doesn't walk very neatly. People often call it a lame when walking on the road. Now It doesn’t have much strength either. If you want to have sex with me, you’ll have to put in some effort. Hosie, do you really feel it when you sit on such a remaining leg?”
Hosie lay softly on the bed.
Although he took off her clothes, neither of them actually had any thoughts at this time, except sadness... nothing else.
Her eyes were filled with water.
She once thought that she hated Zhang Chongguang so much that she would never shed tears for him again in her life, but she never thought... Huo Xi knew that she had fallen into his hands for the rest of her life.
It wasn't sympathy. She couldn't explain why.
She loved and her heart was moved,
That feeling may be sprouting quietly now, but it's different from before.
She raised her hand and placed her soft palm flat on his cheek. When she looked at him up close, she realized that he had really lost a lot of weight. Although he was still good-looking, there wasn't much flesh on his face.
The skin and flesh are compliant and very tight.
Hosie stroked it inch by inch, her voice was a little tight, and she asked him in a low voice: "Does it still hurt?"
Zhang Chongguang grabbed her hand.
He didn't speak, didn't push her away immediately... Perhaps his heart, which had been lonely for too long, needed comfort at this time.
He needs it, and so does she.
He caressed her hand, cherishing it, which was completely different from just now.
Very slowly, they interlocked their fingers and pressed them onto the sheets.
Unknowingly, he lowered his head and kissed her...a restrained and trembling kiss. Her back muscles were tense due to restraint. Hosi did not reject him at all. There were tears in the corners of her eyes, and she pressed her trembling lips against his.
This kiss was full of heartbreak.
He also continued. He was a man. At this time, the woman he loved was lying under his body, so softly letting him do whatever he wanted. No one could resist all this.
He knows that no matter how he is, she will not refuse him.
Whether he was sympathetic or moved, it seemed that Huo Xi was going to devote the rest of his life to him.
Zhang Chongguang is not a saint...
When he was confused and confused, he discovered that she didn't have any emotion at all. She was very cooperative with him but she didn't feel anything at all. This discovery made him feel cold.
He didn't continue and buried his face in her neck.
Breathe gently to calm down.
For a long time, Zhang Chongguang whispered softly in her ear, as if he was talking about love but full of a special flavor. He said softly: "Huo Xi, look, how can we continue to repair this situation? Will the rest of my life last long? But it's not short, we have hurt each other and redeemed each other, so that's it, okay... As for the feelings I owe you, I owe the Huo family, I think one leg has almost been paid off."
Huo Xi closed his eyes gently: "Zhang Chongguang, is there only kindness and debt between us?"
"What else? What else?"
"Actually, Huo Xi, we can't go back. If He Lu and I are together, she won't be as reluctant as you! Even though my legs have become disabled, she can still serve me without changing her expression, even if it's for money, even if it's for change. Destiny, but she makes me feel comfortable when she serves her, and I think it’s pretty good... Why should I give up such a woman to settle for you?"
"Horse, do you think so?"
…
Horsey listened in a daze. Even though she knew that he was deliberately angry with her, she still cared.
During these days, He Lu has been by his side.
She could not ask how far they had progressed.
Is it true or false?
The sweat just now turned slightly cold, and Hosi sat up slowly... She took his shirt and held him in her arms. She understood what he meant, she was no longer a normal woman.
He has needs, and He Lu can satisfy them.
After a long time, Huo Xi asked softly: "Do you still love me?"
Zhang Chongguang was lying on the bed, covering his eyes with one hand. It took him a long time before he answered her question. He said, "Maybe a little more! But Huo Xi, we all have to move forward."
Huo Xi snorted and said she understood.
She got out of bed and began to dress, not avoiding him but dressing in front of him.
Put them on one piece at a time.
When her clothes were neatly dressed, she did not turn around but chose to turn her back to him. She said softly: "I'm leaving!"
Zhang Chongguang said nothing.
He sat up and leaned against the bedside, took out a cigarette from the bedside table, lit it... and when he took a long puff of smoke, the pain relieved his heartache.
It only calmed down a bit, and Hosie had already left.
The familiar pain in his heart struck him again, condemning him to lifelong loneliness.
Before he finished smoking a cigarette, the servant downstairs suddenly ran up and walked in without knocking... Although the light was dim, you could still see the clothes scattered on the floor, especially belts and so on. I added some ambiguous.
The servant dared not look.
She quickly got down to business, "When my wife just came downstairs, she accidentally touched a vase, and a lot of blood flowed from her wrist. I asked her to take her to the hospital, but my wife refused. She said she would drive away."
Zhang Chongguang stood up from the bed without thinking at all.
He still has a pair of underwear after all.
The servant quickly got out of the way.
Zhang Chongguang put on his pajamas and went downstairs lamely. He walked very fast and urgently.
Huge pain in legs.
On the parking lot outside the villa, Hosi's car had not yet driven away, and the windows were down.
She sat in the car with her bleeding wrist outside.
And she tilted her head, as if she was sure he would come downstairs, staring at him deeply... There was a little bit of victorious mockery in those sharp eyes.
Zhang Chongguang knew that she had been deceived, and she did it on purpose to make him nervous.
Deliberately making him feel distressed.
Their eyes met for a while, Huo Xi slightly curled his lips and started the car in front of Zhang Chongguang.
At the same time the windows are raised.
"Hoshi!"
Zhang Chongguang called her, but she ignored him and the expensive car slowly drove away from the villa.
Zhang Chongguang knew that she was well aware that nothing would happen to her.
He should go upstairs, he should think about how to cope with the coming days, but he didn't want to move at all, he just stood there.
Later, he suddenly remembered the maple tree in the backyard.
His legs hurt, so he walked over slowly, and then he saw a green and light red tree... It turned out that in late summer, the maple trees also quietly turned red.
Zhang Chongguang's lips trembled and his facial muscles trembled uncontrollably.
The maple trees are red.
Will he also wait until his autumn...
