"Xiaolan's scream, is this enough to prove how good the soundproofing of the door is?" Fang Xiaoling shrugged her shoulders, ignored the sound outside the door, and continued, "I said before, both of us are [little Me], but it’s different.
In fact, our [Higher Self] met a long time ago, in the year 3588 in the real world.
On July 5th, my 16th birthday, I happened to be qualified to enter the life cabin.
On the way to the space station, I met the first generation of adults.
At that time, I didn't know her true identity.
She said she was looking for similar people and advised me not to go to the space station.
I don’t understand what she means, because apart from the space station, there is only one other way, and that is [New Home]. "
Roland interjected and asked: "Niu Houshi also mentioned going to [New Home] to work. Where is that place?"
"It's not important." Fang Xiaoling didn't want to say more about this, "It's a place where we keep digging holes and burying technological seeds, trying to create real plants through technological means.
Before the birth pod came along, it was literally the only place in the world where you could work and make money.
Stop it, sister, you can find it yourself. Whenever I tell you the answers to some questions, you will have more questions in your mind.
If you always ask me questions midway, there will be no need to talk about this matter. "
"Good sister, please continue talking."
"There are many things, as long as you are alive, you have the opportunity to slowly know the truth." Fang Xiaoling said this deliberately, hoping that this would be a reason for Roland to live, but the other party did not nod.
Fang Xiaoling continued: "As a result, my [higher self] really didn't go to the life cabin.
When I arrived at the entrance of Space Station No. 8, I retraced my steps and went back to look for her.
Just because along the way, I couldn't see any expression on any human face.
I feel that I and those people should not be on the same road.
So I went back to look for her..."
"Good sister, I know you remember it very clearly, but if you keep talking like this, I'm afraid I'm going to fall asleep." Roland looked at her with a half-smile, "Let's get to the point."
“Later I found out she was the tower owner.
I also know that her thoughts are for the whole world, and I am willing to help her.
But after working in the backstage of the life capsule for a few years, I found that all this was unfair.
The world of the "ego" should not be regarded as a virtual beast. The existence of the tower prevents the "ego" from controlling its own destiny.
So we made a bet, and she also entered the life cabin and created an "ego", which is you.
So Yu Mengying won't help me. She is just a referee-like existence. There are many rules set between me and the first generation.
Just to make this bet more fair.
Including jointly formulating a new destiny track, which is the Akashic record that the two of us called on the entire research and development team to co-write, named "Timeline Main Volume Summary".
Hold on to your doubts for now and listen to me continue.
In fact, this matter is simply like a story about children quarreling:
One child said the track was poorly designed.
Another kid who designed the track said it made sense.
Let's call them F and L.
F said that if you think it is reasonable, you can run down and try it yourself.
L said that if someone feels it is unreasonable, they will give up on their own, because this track is placed here and no one is forcing them to run.
F feels that L is arrogant, because those who are on the track in life, how do they know that they can stop running?
F said that if L didn't know that he was the designer of the track and ran like others, he would definitely go crazy.
So they started a bet. F and L built a new track together. On that track, they had to run at least a hundred laps. If in the end L also felt that the track should be destroyed, then L would naturally destroy the track himself.
But if L thinks it doesn't matter and can still send his [mini-self] to run another lap, or even run forever, then F will always help her continue to work in the background.
In this story, F is my [higher self], L is your [higher self], and the runway is the destiny track. "
“Why create a new runway in the first place?”
"Because there is no original [ego] on the original track, and for the sake of fairness, of course she must also experience a tragic fate." Fang Xiaoling said, "Otherwise, how can she understand the pain of all living beings?
And on the new track, the tower must be destroyed in the middle of each round, because I need to let her see with her own eyes that [little selves] who are not controlled by the tower will live far better than those who have the tower. . "
"Including losing a parent?"
"Including losing your parents." Fang Xiaoling said without concealment, "So strictly speaking, I am also the murderer of your parents."
"It's not you, it's your [higher self]."
“But in my memory, these are the things I did.
When I restored all the abilities of the Rainbow Queen, the Akashic record program would automatically start, and I could directly feel everything about it.
Therefore, every Rainbow Queen can feel the memories of the past.
I mean the memory of each round. Every time a lap is completed on that track, we call it a [weekly run].
The moment I became the Rainbow Queen, I had already completed twenty weeks. "Fang Xiaoling saw Roland's confused face and continued, "Whenever a winner appears between us, you will understand the truth instantly.
Because by that time, you will also return to your [higher self]. "
"If I die now, will you lose?"
"Of course not, we are just a small team that has reached the end of time." Fang Xiaoling said, "It's just that I lost, myself.
I'm not talking about [higher self], I'm talking about...
Uniquely me.
The me who has reached the end of time..."
"I almost understand." Roland said, "Before this, we have completed twenty laps.
By this lap, you and I are running off the track.
But for the [higher self], the game is still being played by the [ego], and we are treated like garbage and completely ignored, right? "
"Originally, the [higher self] didn't understand the matter of the end of time, because they couldn't feel the [ego] that had left the new track at all." Fang Xiaoling explained, "It was Yu Mengying who discovered it. Standing upright outside the venue, this is actually the tenth floor of the tower."
"The top of the tower?" Roland said in shock, "Am I lying on the top of the tower now?"
"Yes, the top of the tower, the crown layer." Fang Xiaoling took a deep breath and said, "The starting point for the transmission of [higher self] consciousness in all life cabins is also the end point for the awakening of all [ego] consciousnesses.
The spiritual sect is the sect closest to the truth. They are aware of the existence of [higher self]. Those who have practiced spirituality to a certain level can even truly have a dialogue with their [higher self]. "
(End of chapter)
