Niu Houshen paused for a while and continued: "But then you can't make your own choice.
If an experiencer's spiritual coins in the life cabin are not negative.
At the same time, when there is nothing to experience in life, you will get an opportunity to experience life for free.
It’s just that everything external when the [ego] is born is completely random.
The system will randomly select parents who have posted free tasks and want children.
Most of the [higher selves] of those parents are first-time parents and want to gain experience in educating their children in a free way. "
"Experience? What's the use of that? Didn't you say before that the [ego] can only inherit the inner nature of the [higher self], and experience is considered memory? What's the use of that?" Roland immediately caught the loophole in Niu Hou's words. Asked, "Those experiencers let their [ego] gain the experience of educating children through free methods, but their new [ego] in the next life also have no relevant memories?"
"First Generation Master, don't be anxious. I understand what you mean, and let me explain to you." Niu Houshou said patiently, "Actually, the experiencers in the life cabin also need to learn through the [ego].
[Ego] Our life experiences will have a more or less subtle influence on us.
For example, in my second life, my character became extremely stable and realistic due to the experience in my first life, and I would never engage in behavior similar to gambling.
It’s good to be down-to-earth, but being too cautious can lead to missed opportunities. "
"So troublesome." Roland looked forward and found that this room was obviously longer than the previous one. She asked, "It seems that you have more memories in your second life than in your first life."
"Because I have lived for a long time, if you are interested, you can read my memories here." Niu Houshen said frankly, "The filing cabinets here, each cabinet, contains a whole year's memories. When you go inside, you can see the specific date classification, and you just need to place your palm on the corresponding drawer to read it."
"Reading...you mean my brain will feel what you've been through?"
"Yes."
"Oh, I'm not interested in that." Roland stayed away from the filing cabinets instead. After turning sixteen, she would be forced to travel to people in different time and space at regular intervals, and at the same time she would read The relevant memories of that person are just like they were when he was in Li Mengli's body.
Looking back at that time, she didn't have a time travel device, nor did she escape the supervision and control of the tower. Even the sanctioner almost killed her.
But now, he is called the first generation tower master.
If he was really the tower owner, how could the people in the tower dare to attack him again and again?
Even at the beginning, he took the lives of her parents and threw her soul into the body of a stranger, making her feel like she was living in a nightmare all day long, unable to escape.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help clenching her fists.
It was as if the hatred that had been sleeping for a long time had reopened her eyes. She sighed silently in her heart: Whether it is Carnival Island or Saint-Furre, the warmth brought to me by the team almost made me forget my past feelings for the tower. Those hatreds.
When did I start to become like this?
Is it because I am missing a few soul fragments?
It was because I met my parents that time and learned that they also lived in the main world.
Roland stood there and didn't hear what Niu Houshen said next. Niu Houshen said from the side: "It's really a lack of consideration. How can a first-generation adult with such a status read the memory of a person like me?
In this case, let's get out of here.
As for my second life, if the first generation of adults is interested, I will be happy to briefly talk about it. "
Roland was still stuck in the past and couldn't extricate herself. She carefully felt her inner feelings. Although she also felt a strong indignation, the strange thing was that this feeling was actually a bystander's mentality.
It’s very similar to the feeling I had when I saw Niu Houshi’s [ego] experiences in the video.
She was very angry, but those past events were not enough to make her fight the tower like she once did.
Only then did Roland understand that the reason that supported her and the tower to continue fighting was just to protect everyone in the team from being harmed.
As early as when she was on Carnival Island, she didn't want to fight with the tower anymore.
Of course, the premise is that if Gauta is willing to let the team go and give up the arrest completely.
If this was true, she hoped that Fang Xiaoling had not fully restored all the abilities of the Rainbow Queen.
"First Generation Master?" Niu Houshi saw that Roland didn't respond and thought she was not interested in his second life, so he said, "Shall we go out?"
"Oh, okay." Roland came back to his senses and said absently, "Where were we talking about just now?"
“What I just meant is that [the ego’s] life experiences will also have a subtle impact on the experiencer, and this impact may even change the behavior of the next life.
If the experiencer died of drowning in his first life, he may be born with a fear of water in his second life.
This is the disadvantage of putting all your energy into cultivating one [ego].
If multiple lives are carried out at the same time, the probability of such disadvantages will continue to decrease as the number of lives experienced at the same time increases.
For example, this [ego] drowned and died, but the other [ego] gained recognition from others by swimming. That would give the experiencer a comprehensive and balanced experience. "
“It’s true that gambling is wrong, but there are also a lot of people who succeed in putting all their money on the line.” Roland said, “For example, I used to think that playing games is the most waste of life.
Especially when I saw the ZS002 parallel world, where people all over the world ended up lying in game warehouses, living in a virtual world, I felt particularly sad.
That’s why I hate playing games so much.
But then I met a little girl, and she made me discover that playing games is not all bad.
In fact, there are many things that cannot be judged correct or incorrect using just one definition. "
"You are right." Niu Houshen nodded and said, "After experiencers summarize the different results of doing the same thing multiple times in their lives, they will come up with a balanced experience of positive and negative coexistence, which is called It is [temperance] experience.
[Temperance] Experience will not judge the quality of a thing. A [self] that likes swimming too much may drown and live a short life, or it may be stronger and live longer.
As experiencers gain more and more [moderation] experiences, [the ego] will become more and more wise in life.
For example, the "ego" of some experiencers usually seems to be steady and down-to-earth, and is honest in their dealings with others. But when they really get an opportunity, they are still able to break everything, dare to venture, dare to try, and show off their talents. This may be the so-called city government. "
(End of chapter)
