Human beings are very complicated lives.
While trying to change the past.
On the other hand, I am afraid of losing what I already have.
The afterglow of the setting sun illuminated everything in sight, and the sea breeze blew Fang Xiaoling's long hair, which fell on the deck after hugging and sighing.
She could vaguely hear the laughter of Xiaolan and Li Mengling when they were playing around, which made Fang Xiaoling a little scared.
If Roland, who was seven years old, had waited for her parents on her birthday, maybe her soul would not be lonely.
In that case, the pendant around Fang Xiaoling's neck should no longer exist, and Xiaolan would not appear.
Why did the pain that seemed obvious at the beginning become the source of happiness now?
"What are you thinking about?" Roland walked to her side, "You seem to be restless lately?"
"It's nothing, I'm just reflecting on myself. I really shouldn't travel to the past without authorization and try to change your life."
"Good sister, don't be stupid, it's been more than a month since this happened." Roland patted her shoulder, "I don't even care anymore, why are you still struggling?"
Fang Xiaoling looked at the sea, was silent for a while, and then murmured: "Sister, do you think your life is lucky?"
"What do you think?" Roland put a coat on her and shook his head gently, "Of course it's not lucky, it's even chaotic. It's like a storm on the sea. You can't see clearly what's inside, but you can clearly feel it. Extremely dangerous.”
"Then if you were given a chance to live again and your life was decided by you, what kind of life would you choose?"
Hearing this, Roland thought for a while and wanted to answer, but he hesitated.
After a long time, she replied: "I don't know."
"I thought you would tell a dream journey." Fang Xiaoling said, "I imagined that if I didn't know anything, I wouldn't have anything to do with Gaota. Although I divorced Shen Yi, as time went by, I will definitely meet a new fate, right? Then I can have a child, just like my sister’s parents, and live an ordinary life, which will be quite good.”
"If you could choose again, would you choose that way?" Roland looked at her, with some expectation for the answer in his eyes, "I thought the same thing as you at first, but I always felt..."
"I always feel that my final answer is to continue my current life, right?" Fang Xiaoling squinted and smiled, "Even if we could choose again, we would still do the same thing because of each other's existence."
"Maybe." Roland said softly, "But I still want to change what happened when I was sixteen, but I'm afraid that after changing it, I will lose my current abilities and Gaota will do something even more extreme. I have no way to deal with it.
So...even if you want to change, you have to defeat the tower first. "
Fang Xiaoling didn't speak. After a while, Roland continued: "Xiaoling, you should have seen that Meng Ling and Xiaolan had a lot of fun recently. She was actually suppressing her true inner thoughts, right? I won't [Purple] Yun], but I can also feel that she is a bit..."
At this point, Roland seemed to have made a decision and asked simply: "How long will it take?"
Fang Xiaoling's hands tightly grasped the edge railing. She knew that this problem could not be avoided.
Roland just asked her today, and he already trusted her.
What's more, she didn't ask herself what on earth she was doing? Or are there any plans at all?
She asked: How long will it take?
"Soon."
Fang Xiaoling’s answer actually means: I don’t know.
Roland nodded, she hesitated for a while, and then said: "Xiaoling, I didn't mean to rush you.
But today is already December 18th, and in another week, it will be the time for negotiation between me and the tower owner.
Of course, we can travel to that point in time now to negotiate.
Or, just don’t negotiate at all.
Or, it doesn't matter even if time has passed, we can go back to that point in time to negotiate.
But I still want to remind you that December 25th is an important time node. Both Gaota and Li Mengling are paying attention to this time.
Well...actually I care about it too.
Hopefully you can make some moves before that time comes.
Even if it's just a hint of resistance. "
"What if there is still no sign on the 25th?" Fang Xiaoling didn't want to hurt Roland, but she still asked, "Sister, do you still remember what I told you in the mall? This is a gamble.
Unconditional trust is a difficult thing in itself.
I don't blame you if you give up now.
However, I am sincerely and sincerely asking you to please believe me. "
"Good sister, it's not that I don't believe you, it's just..." Roland frowned and clenched his fists involuntarily, "I'm very scared. The experiences I've had since I was a child, and those bloody and terrifying things, have never made me what I am now. So scared.
I thought it would be easier to leave everything to someone I trusted.
But the reality is completely opposite.
I'm not afraid of you giving up, not afraid of you not trying your best, and not afraid of you actually standing on the other side of the tower.
I trust you.
You will definitely fight with all your strength. Even if you lose, it is definitely not your responsibility.
But I'm still scared.
I'm not afraid of losing.
I'm just afraid that I will blame you when the time comes. "
"elder sister……"
"Xiaoling, if I fight on my own, I can still blame fate.
But now, I'm really putting everything on you. "
"I understand." Fang Xiaoling stretched out her palm, "But I really can't confirm it, because even I don't know the real plan."
Seeing that Roland didn't speak for a long time, Fang Xiaoling explained: "At first, I was looking for an independent space, but I couldn't find it. Later, I wanted to find an island, so we went to sea.
But just now, I changed my mind.
You can start implementing the plan. "
"ah?"
"You heard me right." Fang Xiaoling pushed the messy hair on her forehead behind her ears, "Sister, please call Li Mengling over. I want to announce my plan."
Roland reacted for a while and said: "Xiaoling, you know there is no point in doing this because we can't confirm whether you really want to announce the plan or whether you are acting for the tower."
"It doesn't matter. Didn't I say that if you want to defeat the tower, you have to rely on your own feelings." Fang Xiaoling looked up at the sky and said, "Guys from the tower, you have a new bet, let's take a guess. , will the Resisting Fate Team really implement the plan I’m going to talk about?”
After a while, Roland called Li Mengling.
Xiaolan also came over.
The three people stood in a row, as if waiting for the captain to lecture.
(End of chapter)
