The purple smoke floated in front of her eyes like a ghost. She wanted to reach out and touch it, but she remembered that she was now a snow spirit fox. For some reason, she felt a little lucky for this. Human beings are too complicated. It's really painful to be human but unable to see through each other's inner thoughts - especially when you trust the other person.
She couldn't help but think of Li Mengling, who had made a wrong choice at a critical moment, causing Roland to lose his soul.
But Ouyang Qu's betrayal gave Fang Xiaoling a completely different feeling.
This is a feeling that is difficult to describe and distinguish. The first collapse of trust made Fang Xiaoling a little disappointed and angry, but she did not choose to never trust Li Mengling again because of this. She even had the illusion that there will be sunny days after the rain. She believed in Li Mengling. It was just a moment of confusion, after all, Li Mengling was just a child.
But this time, Fang Xiaoling's biggest feeling was not disappointment or anger, but sadness and despair.
Sad about the dark side of humanity.
She can resent Li Mengling, she can resent Ouyang Qu, she can resent Roland, and even herself.
But how could she resent all humans?
When she discovered that everyone, including herself, had a dark side to one degree or another, she didn't know what to do. Is Ouyang Qu really the only person to blame for Xueyi's death?
The purple smoke gradually dissipated, and in a daze, she found herself in a forest covered with purple clouds. Fireflies were floating around her. Everything here seemed to be full of mystery. She walked nervously, not knowing what would happen. What.
Suddenly, a white fox appeared in front of her. It looked at her as if waiting for something.
Fang Xiaoling approached slowly and found that its eyes were full of wisdom. She knew that it was a snow spirit fox and that it seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time.
"Xue Yi!" Fang Xiaoling ran over in human form, knelt down and hugged it, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"It's all over." Xueyi's voice was very calm, "Actually, even if Ouyang Qu doesn't kill me, I will find an opportunity to kill him."
"Stop talking about Xueyi, it's all my fault..." Fang Xiaoling hugged Xueyi tightly, as if she knew it would disappear soon.
"I must say, this is also the purpose of waiting for you here." Xueyi's voice was like a wisp of smoke, floating, without any texture, but pervasive, almost directly reaching Fang Xiaoling's mind, "Originally, I also wanted to If you want to join the demon clan, I hate humans, and I don’t really regard you as a friend. Like Ouyang Qu, I just want to use the [Red Lotus] ability in your soul. As I said before, even if Ouyang Qu is a good person, I I will also find an opportunity to kill him."
"I don't want to hear you say this!" Fang Xiaoling cried crying.
"Sorry, I can only say this. This is the deepest secret buried deep in my soul." Xueyi's body is gradually turning into purple smoke, "These are Xueyi's thoughts... Rainbow Queen, you It’s been a long time since I’ve returned to the realm of [Purple Rhyme].”
As she spoke, Xueyi's body had completely turned into purple smoke, which was floating around Fang Xiaoling's body as if it were alive. The smoke had a faint plant smell, which seemed to soothe Fang Xiaoling's sad heart and calm her down. many.
Fang Xiaoling sat down with her back against a big tree as if she was exhausted. She subconsciously put her hands on her chest and took a deep breath. At this moment, she suddenly felt the purple smoke floating in front of her, just like herself. Some kind of power is surging.
"There is no doubt that my name is Ziyun and I am part of your soul." The purple smoke condensed into a ball and floated in front of Fang Xiaoling. "I have been sleeping for a long time. It was your despair and grief for people's hearts that woke me up, Rainbow Queen , why on earth do you want me to sleep?"
"I... I'm sorry, I don't even remember." Fang Xiaoling sighed softly, "I don't even remember who I am."
"you know."
"I..." Fang Xiaoling was silent for a while, frowning and muttering to herself, "Do I know?"
"Rainbow Queen, you might as well listen to your own voice." Before she finished speaking, the purple smoke suddenly transformed into an image exactly like Fang Xiaoling.
She smiled proudly, pinched her waist and said, "Of course I am the Rainbow Queen. Although I have forgotten my identity now, I must be a very powerful guy! When Roland comes back to life, I will definitely scare her. Chin! Hahaha... Now I am awesome. Not only do I have [Red Lotus] and [White Lotus Root], but I also have [Purple Rhyme], the ability to read minds. The one just now was Xueyi's voice. From now on, everyone will be fooled. Can’t stand me anymore!”
"No, no, no... I don't think so! I..." Fang Xiaoling felt very embarrassed. These things hidden deep in her heart were suddenly expressed like this, like a private diary being taken out in public. It's like reading out.
"You don't have to feel embarrassed, I am part of your soul." The phantom with the same image as Fang Xiaoling turned into purple smoke again, it floated, and said, "Your guess is roughly right, I will give you the ability to read minds. , you only need to do one thing, which is to come to the realm of [Purple Rhyme] and order me to convey someone's voice. But I can only retell someone's voice when they last communicated with you, and cannot retell someone's past and future. voice."
"It's already very powerful." Fang Xiaoling murmured softly. She admitted that she had a strong impulse in her heart. She really wanted to have this ability to understand the true thoughts of others, so that she would not be fooled again. Cheated.
"You want to understand Roland's thoughts, why don't you order me?" Purple Smoke said.
Fang Xiaoling was stunned, "I just had this idea, and you already know it?"
"Of course I'm part of your soul."
"Even if she's not here, even if her soul has been torn to pieces, can you still convey her voice?"
"As long as she has lived and expressed her voice, I can find that voice from your subconscious." The purple smoke rises and falls, as if with joy, "In fact, you have already received those voices, but you are just yourself You can't find it, just like you can control your fingers but not your hair."
"Zi Yun, I order you to tell me what Roland is feeling!"
The purple smoke instantly transformed into the image of Roland. She stepped forward and grabbed Fang Xiaoling's hair, angrily yelling, "You idiot! You were fooled by a kid like Li Mengling. Are you a pig?! I shouldn't have pitied you long ago. You retarded guys are so childish to try to cooperate!"
"I'm sorry, Roland, I...I will definitely resurrect you." Fang Xiaoling did not feel that the Roland in front of her was an illusion at all. Except for the fact that her voice sounded a little floating, like it came from a gramophone, both her tone and movements, They are exactly the same as Roland's usual behavior.
But then, Roland suddenly calmed down, and the hand holding Fang Xiaoling became softer. She touched Fang Xiaoling's head and continued, "But I still want to thank you. Since I was sixteen years old, I have never given up. I have never experienced the feeling of having a family. To me, the three of you are like my sisters. Hey...it's just you idiots, it's really not easy to worry about."
Fang Xiaoling shed tears, and the feeling of depression she was holding in her heart finally dissipated.
She regretted listening to Roland's voice. Didn't she know these words in the first place? If not, what else would Roland think?
"That's enough Ziyun, come back. I shouldn't doubt Roland." Fang Xiaoling sighed longly, "Ouyang Qu's incident has made me a little too suspicious."
Roland's expression suddenly became dull, and then it turned back into purple smoke. It floated and said, "My energy has been almost exhausted. Your body is too tired now. Rainbow Queen, please go back to Bingso Continent and take a good rest." .”
"How do I get back?"
"It's very simple, as long as you have a thought."
Fang Xiaoling just tried it, and then she suddenly opened her eyes, as if waking up from a dream, and found herself lying on the cracked ice. She feebly stood up on four legs and shook her head. For a moment, the world was spinning, as if the whole earth was shaking. After a while, since she was the only soul in her body, a lot of burden seemed to be relieved. The scene in her eyes It gradually became clear and stable again. She tried to move her steps and staggered through the hot area. She lost her sense of direction and didn't know where she should go or how long she could hold on. She just walked forward step by step...
As long as you don't stay where you are, you might be able to have a glimmer of hope.
She thought like this, but the surroundings were vast, without any illusions that could bring her hope. Apart from the heat and loneliness, there were only dark clouds in the sky. It was so dark that its end could not be seen from all directions, as if it was threatening to destroy the entire sky. The Ice Soul Continent is shrouded in darkness.
"I am the Rainbow Queen..." Fang Xiaoling murmured, forcing herself to keep moving forward, step by step, walking... She imagined that maybe in the next step, she would be able to see the dawn, maybe take another step. , you can suddenly discover a strange-shaped fruit.
These fantasies kept her going, but all she found was a crueler reality - the surroundings seemed to be getting hotter and muggier, and she was walking in the opposite direction, heading deeper into the territory of the demons...
But this didn't make Fang Xiaoling give up. She thought of Shen Yi and Fang Xiaoling who was in the real world before. She continued to grit her teeth and persist, as if fighting against fate.
"I am the Rainbow Queen." Fang Xiaoling gasped for a while and took a step forward with difficulty. She stopped and gritted her teeth before taking another step forward. She didn't know if it made any sense to do so. She just felt very uncomfortable. Unconvinced, "I am no longer the Fang Xiaoling I was before!!"
Just after saying these words, in this lifeless and hot ice field, Fang Xiaoling saw a green plant bud, showing off the power of life in the gap in the ice in front of her.
(End of chapter)
