"The nature of human beings" is such a big proposition that Taiyi cannot understand it and has never tried to understand it, because even if he is full, he will not be free enough to feel uncomfortable.
But he wanted to describe his nature.
He is a human who feels that he cannot be more ordinary. If it were not for the system, he would rather hide under the wings of his new father Cheng Guang and wait for death.
Don't look down on him, this is probably the most desired way of rebirth for every human being who has experienced an unsatisfactory life.
Except for the impossible ambition——
Even if there is no system, with Cheng Guang's character, he will not let Taiyi be a fool. He must be strictly disciplined to make him mature and become the material Chengguang hopes for. With Taiyi's character, he basically has to follow Chengguang's arrangements. The road goes on——
Other aspects of Taiyi have returned to the most ordinary category:
He occasionally has great ambitions and pursues advancement, but most of the time he just wants to get by. However, along the way, he accomplished many great things. It can even be said that he changed the world;
There is a passion for it, but it is superficial. He talks a lot and takes very few actual actions, even after he becomes a transcendent. He rarely takes the initiative to do things unless he is forced to do so. However, when the real thing comes, he is the most reliable one;
After being promoted to a high position by the crowd, Taiyi experienced a long period of losing himself. As some events brought shock, he realized the cruelty of reality and finally regained his composure.
But he is still easily affected by the surrounding environment, often swinging between "self" and "the oneness that people need". But when he was really pushed to the edge of the cliff, he resolutely implemented his "self" side, even if everyone disagreed;
It is difficult to describe the soul in terms of good and evil. Sometimes it makes decisions coldly, and sometimes it is indecisive and hesitant. It has no leadership qualities at all and can only be either a fool or a warrior. As a result, after countless political and military incidents, he was not only the best soldier, but also a leader recognized by more and more people.
To sum up, Taiyi thinks that he is very contradictory——
Even if you become an extraordinary person, it will only last for less than a year after all, which is much different from the time in your previous life. You cannot change the behavior and way of thinking of most mortals. When he encounters something that he has no time to think about, he will completely abandon the ordinary way of acting and thinking.
After deleting and deleting some of the past life memories, Taiyi told Yuan Ziyi everything he wanted to say. Sometimes the logic didn't make sense, but the meaning was expressed, and Yuan Ziyi listened thoughtfully.
Human beings, despite the limitations caused by Taiyi's lack of knowledge, in the final analysis, still cannot escape the part that Taiyi wants to express most: the contradiction of the coexistence of two sides.
They not only pursue light, but are also fanatically obsessed with darkness; they both yearn for order, but also like to create chaos; they both yearn for life, and they also seek death inexplicably; they both love nature, and yet wantonly destroy...
These various things are mixed into human nature. Human beings are chaos, and human nature is the unity of Hunyuan.
"Man...chaos...the magic of creation and destruction...humanity...the dark, cunning, completely negative nature of the tailed fox..."
Yuan Ziyi stopped escaping and began to seriously think about the coexistence of "being" and "nothing", and the unity of "positive" and "negative".
Seeing Yuan Ziyi trapped in her own space, Taiyi somewhat understood why she had escaped before.
From the information obtained from the white turtle, Taiyi discovered that all the fox gods and kings in the past were nine-tailed with negative attributes. Their energy attributes were dark, and their spell types were yin, poison, evil, corrosion, corrosion, etc., like Yuan Ziyi The initial and return energy has never appeared.
Moreover, when Yuan Ziyi tried to advance to the Nine-Tails, the experiences and memories of fox gods and fox kings in the past appeared, allowing Yuan Ziyi to understand that the Nine-Tails represented disaster, not a disaster at the level of power, but a real evil creature that would bring disaster to the world of mountains and seas. , The outside world brings misfortune.
Therefore, she was afraid. She didn't want to bring misfortune to anyone close to her. She, who loved "upgrading" the most, refused to "upgrade" for the first time in her life.
Until the arrival of Taiyi, this contractor "Yuan Ziyi always wanted him to be great, but he was always willing to be small" told Yuan Ziyi that good and evil are not opposites. In humans, they exist at the same time, and greatness and smallness are also Same.
If humans can do it, there is no reason why Yuan Ziyi can't do it. In terms of mental stability, she thinks that the hard training in XX years (the specific number is withheld here) is by no means in vain.
"I am who I am, not the Kyuubi, but the one and only Yuan Ziyi!"
Yuan Ziyi's spirit was like ripples, spreading around her and becoming wider and wider.
For a moment, Taiyi felt that his spirit was also affected. The surrounding starry sky scene briefly turned into an endless grassland. Countless flowers were blooming on the grassland. The appearance... was indescribable. It was probably because Yuan Ziyi had never seen too many. flowers, so the "design" of the flowers was too abstract. In the center of the grassland - where he and Yuan Ziyi were located was a huge pink palace, with statues of him and Yuan Ziyi above the palace.
So is this what Ziyi’s mental space looks like? Taiyi, who had never seen the appearance of his own mental space and never the appearance of other people's mental space, found it quite new. The only thing was that the statue of himself was pink, which felt a little weird.
The Yuan Ziyi in front of him completely turned into a cloud of purple mist, with golden light spots flying in it, like ribbons of celebration or joyful fireworks.
Suddenly, several strands of black energy emerged out of thin air, trying to get into the purple mist. Taiyi stretched out his hand to mobilize his mental power to help, but Yuan Ziyi's cold scream came out, and the black energy was absorbed by the golden spots and purple mist, leaving no trace at all. rise.
If he were in the outside world, Taiyi would definitely not be able to recognize what the black energy was, but this was the space he created. As long as he wanted to, his spiritual body would tell him everything.
Those black energy are the evil thoughts integrated into the spirit and body of the Tailed Fox clan. Every Tailed Fox clan has it. It can even be said that the Tailed Fox clan itself has evil thoughts as its core, and the strongest part of this evil thought is cunning.
In the spiritual space, Taiyi's thinking will become extremely flexible. He can recall the situation in the outside world. Even the Bai and Red tribes who are on the side of Yuan Ziyi are cunning, have no firm intention, and change their minds at any time. .
"So, what's going on with Qingqiu Baining? What's wrong with her?" Taiyi thought of the timid and nagging white fox.
Plop—Plop—
A strong heartbeat came from the direction of Ziwu, and instantly filled the entire mental space. The reshaping of Yuan Ziyi had come to an end.
The purple mist suddenly swelled outwards, and then quickly retracted until it was completely absorbed into Yuan Ziyi's new body.
"Uh - who are you?!" Taiyi grinned from the corner of his mouth to his ears.
