Liu Yunxiang lost too much blood and remained in a coma. It was already three days later when he opened his eyes again. Feeling the warmth coming from her hand, she turned her head and saw Yan Mu lying on the edge of the bed, seemingly asleep, but holding her hand tightly.
As soon as she moved, Yan Mu woke up and looked up at her. Their eyes met.
Yan Mu's eyes were bloodshot, his face was pale, his chin was covered with stubble, and his hair was messy. When he saw her waking up, his eyes suddenly became wet.
Liu Yunxiang felt distressed and held his hand instead, "I'm just too tired, so I need to sleep a little longer."
"Three days."
"Eh?"
"It's nothing more than running down a mountain of swords and boiling in a sea of fire."
Liu Yunxiang's heart ached and he reached out to touch his face, but because he had no strength, his raised hand fell down again. At this time, Yan Mu held her hand and placed it on the side of his face.
"How can I bear to leave you? I will never."
"In the past three days, I have inexplicably had some pictures in my mind. They are obviously not real, but they feel so real, as if they really happened." Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang as he spoke, "You seem to have said it too."
"What?"
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"When I die, I become a withered tomb. Every year on my memorial day, you will come to see me, but only once a year. You will sit in front of the grave, looking at the tombstone, but not saying a word, sitting so quietly. One day. Year after year, you slowly get older and have white hair on your head, but you still come every year. Until that year, you said you would never come again, and you gave up..." Here, Yan Mu's heart was as sharp as a knife.
He looked at Liu Yunxiang, his eyes full of guilt and distress, "I didn't care about my life before, but you were so angry that you wanted to take the child and leave me. At that time, I didn't understand that much, I was just afraid, so I tried to restrain myself. The madness in my heart, protect yourself. Now I can understand that when the person you love dies, leaving that person behind is like going through a disaster every day. Especially that person clearly has a choice and can live without death, but he thinks that it is him anyway. If you lose your life, just lose it, without considering how your lover will live in the future."
Hearing Yan Mu's words, Liu Yunxiang felt a sigh of relief blocked in his heart, as if he had finally been pierced and could finally come out.
"That was the last life."
"Last life?"
"After you died, I guarded your grave for decades. I loved you, but under the endless torture of those decades, my love for you dried up. In this life, I originally wanted to stay away from you, but ..." Liu Yunxiang smiled helplessly, "But I couldn't control myself, and many misunderstandings in this life have been solved. I found that you are very good, and that you love me. After going through so many things, I decided to be with you. Together, you will have no regrets or regrets."
Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang quietly for a long time, and finally kissed the back of her hand, "Thank you, and I'm sorry."
Liu Yunxiang shook his head, "I also want to say sorry to you in the previous life."
If she had been willing to admit her love for him earlier, he would not have chosen to die decisively.
Often what we lack is not the ability to love, but the confidence to love calmly.
Yan Mu brought his son over. The little guy was still sleeping. Even though he was being held around, he still slept soundly, spitting bubbles, occasionally staring and rolling his eyes, and continued sleeping in a weird posture. No matter how hard he tried, he still slept soundly. Can't disturb him.
"You can eat, sleep and cry." Yan Mu concluded.
Liu Yunxiang leaned over and kissed his son's forehead, "The little guy has endured hardships with me."
"It's you who endured the hardship, but he is very comfortable."
"By the way, what is your son's name? Have you decided?"
Yan Mu was silent for a moment and said: "This child will also be included in the genealogy at a glance like his brother in the future. My brother's name is Qin Yan, so let's call him Qin Mo."
Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Originally, we named Yan'er Yan Xingzhi and sister Yan Xingyi. Later, Prince Lu changed his name to Lu Yan, and when he entered the genealogy, it was changed to Qin Yan. The younger brother followed his elder brother, so let's call him Qin Mo. "
Yan Mu looked down at the little guy and saw him sleeping with his chin propped up on his hand. This little look was so cute. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it. Only then did he feel like he was a father.
"I have two sons and a daughter."
Liu Yunxiang also looked down at his son. From now on, they will be a family of five.
Liu Yunxiang thought of the eighth girl's aunt and hurriedly called Zijin in for questioning.
"Don't worry, girl. The Yunhou Mansion was afraid that the matter would cause trouble, so they put the aunt back into their own courtyard that night. After Mrs. Yunhou committed suicide, His Highness asked, Nayunhou said that the aunt wanted to leave the house, he I have agreed. I knew you were going to ask, so when the aunt left, I sent you out of the city gate specially to see them leave."
Hearing this, Liu Yunxiang was completely relieved.
"Finally, I can live up to the Eighth Girl's trust."
"You almost died for this trust!"
"As long as the eighth girl and her mother still have thoughts in their hearts, the days will not be too difficult."
After experiencing this incident, Yan Mu simply took a personal leave, took Liu Yunxiang back to his house, closed the door, and refused anyone to visit. In the next month, he devoted himself to accompanying Liu Yunxiang and the children, walking with them every day, practicing boxing and kicking with the inkstone, painting with Xingyi, and then holding the three treasures to bask in the sun.
Whatever happened in the court, no matter how critical it was, he would not hear or listen.
It wasn't until a month later that Liu Yunxiang finished confinement and the child was one month old.
The door of the mansion just opened in the morning, and soon the eldest princess came.
She first scolded Yan Mu, saying that if he closed the door and listened, could he really stay in peace? He also said that Lady Meng has been acting like a monster recently, and she has caused great harm to the ministers, and she may have been eyeing him at Zhenbei Palace recently.
"What's the meaning?"
"She wants a fiefdom for her unborn child."
"gave birth?"
"without."
"Since you haven't given birth, how can you tell whether it's a boy or a girl? Even if you are a prince, you won't be given a fiefdom at birth. You can only get it after leaving the palace and building a palace and making military exploits."
"Your father is really willing to make an exception for her and her unborn child."
Yan Mu snorted, "That's none of my business."
"What she wants is Zhenbei Sanzhou!"
"Are you crazy!" Yan Mu frowned, "Those three states in Zhenbei are my fief!"
"So, if you continue like this, the Zhenbei Palace will really have no meaning."
The eldest princess came to the backyard. At this time, Qu Moran was here with Liu Yunxiang, and the two of them were talking around the child.
"The eyes are like you, and the nose and mouth are like daddy."
"But I have double eyelids and he has single eyelids."
"The little guy has double eyelids, but it's just hard to see right now."
"Yeah?"
"Definitely is."
The eldest princess walked in with a smile and said, "You can have double eyelids or single eyelids. Let my aunt take a look."
Qu Moran stood up and helped the eldest princess sit down on the chair in front of the bed.
"Mom, look, do these three treasures look more like Yun Xiang?"
Hearing Qu Moran call her mother, Liu Yunxiang's heart skipped a beat. Then he saw the eldest princess turning her head and patting Qu Moran's hand on her shoulder. The mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled.
Liu Yunxiang also laughed, this is great.
The three of them chatted and laughed for a while. Sanbao fell asleep, and Liu Yunxiang asked the nanny to take him away.
The eldest princess was silent for a moment and said, "Do you think it's strange that something happened to you this time?"
