Ling Yu recalled those things, and the confusion in his heart did not fade away. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that there was a kind of pessimistic irritability lingering, which made him at a loss. There was actually no way to get rid of it completely. He, at worst, can die. If he no longer exists, all those worries will disappear, right?
But he didn't have the courage to die, he still wanted to know the answer.
Everything seems to be fine. Many parents may think that what the adoptive father said, and he can feel it sometimes. Is he being too pretentious? He hoped for a relative who would love him more, but his adoptive father couldn't do it. After all, he was not his biological father.
He must have been bewitched by a demon, so he couldn't maintain his usual forbearance and had random thoughts. He even asked strangers to verify his thoughts. He deeply blamed himself. If he continues to numb himself, become more stupid and remain unchanged, Ling Yu can actually tolerate it. As he grows older, his self-healing power repairs faster than before.
Only in the illusion could he feel the long pain like ordinary people. This kind of pain made him feel that he was a human being, a living person of flesh and blood, rather than a carrier of demons.
Li Sa couldn't help but sigh when she saw Ling Yu's logical and self-consistent thinking. This handsome guy has been brainwashed by his adoptive father for many years and is not easy to convince. Tell him directly that his adoptive father has evil intentions?
Li Sa couldn't help but use her powers to ask questions in Ling Yu's mind: "I already know that with your strength, you can be selected into the school team just by relying on the literary test. You can successfully go to Zhongzhou Mansion to participate in the grand event. It is not difficult to enter the elite team. .Why on earth do you want to go to an extremely cold place? Your adoptive father doesn’t seem to want you to go there.”
Ling Yu was not surprised and did not answer Li Sa's question. Instead, he said in his mind: "You can indeed see my thoughts. Then can you see my adoptive father's thoughts?"
"No, he used some kind of magic weapon, and I can only vaguely sense his emotions. His feelings for you are indeed very complicated, and mixed with some kind of twisted hatred." Li Sa said bluntly, "Ling Shang should be very He hates monsters. His Taoist companion and unborn child died in an extremely cold place twenty years ago. And you are a child of the demon clan. If you are really possessed by a monster and have the possibility of becoming a monster, what will happen to him? Maybe I’m sincerely good to you?”
"I know." Ling Yu said stubbornly, "I can feel his hatred, but every time he leaves this illusion, his mentality will become calmer. It will also be good for him to vent those grievances and not be stuffy in his heart. of."
"But you're going to be in pain and you're going to get hurt."
Ling Yu said: "When the time limit is up, the illusion will automatically close. It won't take long for me to fully recover after leaving the illusion, and I will not delay going to school tomorrow."
Li Sa knew that her few words could not change Ling Yu's dependence on Ling Shang, so he changed his words: "I couldn't see any demon form condensed on you just now. The demons I have seen are all formed by black mist." , you are the red mist steaming out of your body. Have you ever thought that the person possessed by the demon may actually be your adoptive father? Everyone who enters the boundary of the extremely cold place may become the carrier of the demon .”
Ling Yu's heart trembled. Indeed, the demon might have possessed him at first, but the demon was very powerful and he had been resisting being controlled by the demon. So would the demon leave and find another host? What if the adoptive father was corroded by the demonic energy released by the demon, and used the hatred and resentment to enter his body unknowingly?
The purification ritual performed by his adoptive father on him was not so bloody at first. As he grew older and his self-healing ability became stronger, the purification in the illusion became more and more painful.
Could that be a sign that the demon has eroded his sanity a little bit?
"Can you remove the magic weapon nailed into your body?" Li Sa suddenly asked.
Ling Yu said: "I know the spell, but my adoptive father doesn't know that I know it. If I remove it, he will definitely feel it and it will make him sad and disappointed. Why do you ask this?"
Li Sa said: "Just asking. If you encounter a powerful demon in the future, you must mobilize more powerful spiritual energy, and you must remove those imprisonments. Of course it is good if you can remove them yourself, in order to survive or save yourself." More people have violated the previous rules, and I think reasonable people can understand.”
Ling Yu didn't answer clearly, but Li Sa could feel that he had already remembered these words in his heart.
"If you want what I saw today, I can put it into your mind and you can think about it yourself." Li Sa said.
Ling Yu said: "Okay, let me see that scene."
Li Sa used his superpower to transmit the scene he had seen before to Ling Yu. When Ling Yu is willing, the transfer of this memory image is very smooth, and it only takes a moment for him to see the situation from another perspective.
Li Sa added: "My friends and I are leaving first. I will contact you before the martial arts test. Remember to form a team with us."
"Thank you." Ling Yu thanked him sincerely and added, "When you leave this barrier and recite the following spell, you can teleport directly from the basement to the outside of the yard. The small teleportation circle can teleport up to two people at a time. If you have friends Come along, we can walk together."
Li Sa left Ling Yu's barrier and appeared in the basement. Zhao Yin asked: "How is it?"
Li Sa said: "Hold my hand and I will take you away to explain in detail."
The spell of the small teleportation array was not difficult. Li Sa recited the spell and in an instant he took Zhao Yin to the outside of the house, among the flowers.
Zhao Yin took away the invisibility props. Both of them had higher physical attributes than ordinary people. They returned to the campus quietly together and found a secluded place where no one was around. Li Sa then told Zhao Yin what he saw and heard in the barrier. .
Zhao Yin clicked her tongue and said, "I didn't expect that the well-dressed and serious Ling Shang could be so cruel. Is he torturing Ling Yu for a long time to vent his hatred and anger?"
"Is there a possibility that Ling Shang is the one possessed by the demon?" Li Sa raised this view again.
Zhao Yin said: "Maybe, ordinary people are also swayed by hatred, persistent and distorted. I think Ling Yu may not be as honest as he seems. Think about it, anyone who continues to endure such torture that gradually gets worse, second Can you remain pure and good for ten years?"
Li Sa sighed: "If it were me, I might not be able to do it. I would definitely run away if I had the ability."
"Do you think Ling Yu is incapable of escaping?"
"He does have the ability. He may have other ambitions or unknown purposes. For example, going to an extremely cold place." Li Sa said, "He has never answered me directly why he went to an extremely cold place. He deliberately thought in his mind This content was hidden very deeply. I didn't see so much just now. His brain wave energy recovered first. In the illusion, only his physical injuries seemed to recover a little slower. When he was meditating, The brain wave energy is actually recovering.”
"This shows that the spiritual power that illusions can block is limited. If spiritual power is regarded as a kind of energy that runs in this world, then high-level cultivators must have more energy channels to draw from than low-level people. People with multiple spiritual roots can The spiritual energy controlled by the operation is more than that of a person with a single spiritual root." Zhao Yin analyzed carefully.
First update of double update
