Liu Shengsheng didn't know what to say for a moment. She just felt that Nan Xin was really brave. She could blurt out such a thing...
If it were anyone else, it might be easy to say, but she is so thin-skinned and likes to wait for a long time before admitting to someone. How did she find the courage to blurt out what she thought was the worst thing?
Seeing that Liu Shengsheng didn't respond for a long time, Nan Xin sighed again and said, "It's because of this that I feel so anxious and inferior, that's why I come here to tell you so much. I have been regretting my words last night. Come on, maybe I should have said it later, ugh..."
She felt helpless, and her expression was full of regret, "No man can accept such a woman, let alone when he doesn't know my identity, it is even less likely that he will accept it, so I think now he should Have you left already?"
Nan Xin couldn't help but laughed bitterly, "Actually, this is fine. If I continue to hide this lie, then I will only hide more and more from him. Even if we are really together later, every lie will be exposed. , we all have to suffer once, it’s better to tell us earlier and get rid of it sooner.”
Liu Shengsheng: "..."
She really couldn't say anything about this.
Even in modern times, some men will be a little concerned after hearing that their girlfriends have had an abortion, and there are not a few who break up because of this.
What's more, in this feudal ancient times.
In this feudal society, any normal man would not be able to accept this kind of thing.
What's more, he is still a young and frivolous young man. He has never even married a wife, so he is even less likely to accept it...
If it's those who are older, it makes sense.
She understood Nan Xin's melancholy, and she knew something about it, but she had nothing to say for a while.
But I thought of that letter again.
She then thought again, if what that letter said was true, then Cen Jinshan didn't really like Nan Xin. He just wanted to coax Nan Xin's sincerity, so that he could deceive Nan Xin away willingly...
If it was to deceive Nan Xin, it was really possible for him to accept everything from Nan Xin, because he had no intention of marrying Nan Xin in the first place...
Thinking of this, Liu Shengsheng's expression gradually became serious, and she spoke slowly, "Is it possible that he won't actually leave? And he will stay and tell you that he doesn't care about your past..."
Nan Xin smiled bitterly, "How is it possible? This kind of thing is simply impossible. A man would mind if his wife was married before. Otherwise, how could there be so many unwanted widows in the world?"
"Most of the men who can accept widows have some flaws or are too poor to marry a wife, or they are extremely ugly. Imayama is the son of the leader of the martial arts league, and he is so charming. Even if it wasn't me, he would There are tons of other options and he won't come back to me."
Having said this, Nan Xin felt very bitter in her heart. She sniffed and said, "He should have left the capital by now, right?"
The streets are a little wet today, as if it rained in the middle of the night last night.
But the weather is very sunny, and maybe the streets will become dry again soon.
Liu Shengsheng lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.
Nan Xin sighed again and again, maybe she is still walking back now because she still has some thoughts in her heart?
If Cen Jinshan really left the capital after returning, should he return to the princess's mansion willingly?
Recalling the happy times during this period, Nan Xin felt extremely uncomfortable.
Liu Shengsheng said inappropriately: "What if he really didn't leave?"
"Will not."
"If he tells you that he doesn't mind your past..."
"Absolutely impossible."
Liu Shengsheng raised her lips, "Yeah, you think it's absolutely impossible. After all, young men of that age value face the most. Only one person among a thousand people is an exception. How can we have such good luck? Come across that
What about exceptions? So, if he really didn’t leave, then maybe he really had other plans..."
While saying this, Liu Shengsheng had been quietly sizing up Nan Xin's reaction.
But Nan Xin's reaction was mediocre, as if he didn't take these words into his heart at all.
Liu Shengsheng was really helpless and could only say sincerely: "Lies are endless. If there is a first one, there will be a second one. As you said, a lie always needs countless lies to complete it, so Yeah, maybe people lied to you about more than just that...
"There will never be unreasonable overtures in the world, nor will there be so much desperate true love. It is more about weighing the pros and cons and weighing each other."
Seeing that Nan Xin finally turned to look at her, she smiled and explained, "What I mean is, if someone really likes you unconditionally and treats you well, you have to be careful about whether they have other agendas."
Nan Xin nodded blankly, "I know what you mean, but Shengsheng, he will not come back."
After saying that, Nan Xin lowered her head in despair.
At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly came from the front.
"Little new!"
The familiarity of this voice directly made Liu Shengsheng feel the crisis for a moment.
However, Nan Xin raised her head suddenly. When she saw the boy she had longed for, a burst of joy suddenly flashed in her eyes, and she looked ahead ecstatically.
"Imayama? How did you..."
"Xiaoxin! I knew you would come back!"
I saw Cen Jinshan running over from the front immediately. He had two big dark circles under his eyes, and most of his originally flowing long hair was stuck to his body, as if he had been soaked by the rain and was half dry. appearance.
Ahead is Nan Xin's residence.
Looking at it like this, it seems that Cen Jinshan has been staying at the door all night...
And it seemed like he hadn't slept all night.
Liu Shengsheng had been sizing him up all the time, watching helplessly as he held Nan Xin in his arms, feeling unspeakably heavy in her heart. ap.
He actually didn't leave...
The point is, even though Nan Xin told the story, he didn't even leave.
Did he really know Nan Xin's true identity a long time ago?
Does he really have other intentions?
Is the future recorded in that letter really true?
Several questions flashed through Liu Shengsheng's mind, and it wasn't until she heard Nan Xin's voice that she finally came back to her senses.
"Aren't you leaving? Why are you here? I thought you had already left the capital..."
Cen Jinshan hugged Nan Xin tightly, "What nonsense are you talking about? Why should I leave? As long as you are still in the capital, I will not leave the capital. I have already figured it out. I will settle in the capital in the future. I won't leave your side!"
Nan Xin stood there at a loss, her eyes were red, "Why? Didn't I reject you yesterday? I told you, I have been married before, and my past is terrible..."
