Nan Xin finally came to her senses. She turned around and glanced at Liu Shengsheng with a complicated expression, and then slowly withdrew her gaze.
Looking at her red eyes, Liu Shengsheng felt indescribably weird. He immediately walked behind her and helped her gently push up the swing.
"What's the matter? Tell me."
Nan Xin lowered her eyes and shed a tear.
"Shengsheng, you really guessed it..."
Liu Shengsheng was stunned, what do you mean?
Is that man really not a good person?
But I don’t think I’ve ever told Nan Xin about it... Kanshu La
Is something not quite right?
Liu Shengsheng quietly waited for Nan Xin's next words.
Nan Xin sighed deeply and added: "I thought that I would never trust any man again in my life, and I thought that I would never meet the so-called love in this life. I thought that the most I could do was go Wandering around the world, or hiding in a deep palace all my life, hiding in my princess's house, I just never thought that I would meet him at this age..."
Having said this, Nan Xin smiled bitterly, "Actually, when we first met him, there was nothing special about him. He was sunny and cheerful, young and frivolous. This is what every young man has. When he was young, he was Most men are full of life and there is nothing serious about them, but then why do they become more and more involved with them?"
"Probably because he has the same hobbies as me, and he can always see through the deepest desires in my heart. He seems to know that I am a princess, knows that there are many things that I want to do but cannot do, and knows that I also yearn for it in my heart. He was full of energy, and he always took me on sightseeing tours. He also said that we, little girls raised in a boudoir, would never forget things we had never seen before."
Nan Xin looked up at the sky and said calmly: "It is indeed unforgettable. I often think of the scenery that cannot be expressed in words, and I often think of his optimistic smile..."
"Wait a minute, what you said is somewhat contradictory to what you just said."
Liu Shengsheng was confused when she heard this, and quickly interrupted her words.
Nan Xin smiled, "There is no contradiction. Didn't I say it? You guessed it right."
After finishing speaking, she looked back at Liu Shengsheng and said word for word: "He is really interested in me. No wonder you think he has other intentions."
Liu Shengsheng: "..."
Is this the original sentence?
I have long forgotten...
Liu Shengsheng's eyelids twitched, "Then why are you crying? Is it because he said something unpleasant?"
Nan Xin immediately shook her head, "No, what ugly words can he say? At best, he can only mean what he says and can hurt others, but those words never enter my heart. I know he is joking."
"Then why are you?"
"I feel like he's not joking this time, you know? He made his feelings known to me..."
After Nan Xin finished speaking, she burst into tears again. She looked so aggrieved.
Liu Shengsheng was completely confused and couldn't understand why she was doing this...
Listening to her talk, she seemed to be very interested in that man.
But looking at her shedding a few lines of tears, she didn't seem to have much interest in that man.
So what exactly does she mean?
Nan Xin sniffed, "He's really good. He's different from ordinary men, and he's even different from the terrible people I've seen before..."
Liu Shengsheng: "..."
So should I tell her about the letter?
If she talks about it at this time, she will definitely cry even harder, right?
Thinking like this, Liu Shengsheng sighed softly and asked again, "Then why are you crying?"
Nan Xin burst into tears when she was asked.
She stood up, turned around and hugged Liu Shengsheng.
Liu Shengsheng patted her back quickly, "What's wrong? You
If you have an idea, just say it. Am I not listening? I will always be with you..."
Nan Xin didn't cry out, but her shoulders shook.
Liu Shengsheng was really helpless. When did this girl become so stained?
It's been a while since I got to the point, and I just cried when I knew it...
Well, maybe that's how sad it is to the extreme, so let her cry for a while first.
With this in mind, Liu Shengsheng found two chairs. After helping Nan Xin sit down, she also asked someone to make a pot of water for her while looking at her intently, waiting for her to finish crying.
Perhaps because of being stared at all the time, Nan Xin finally calmed down.
She spoke slowly, "Shengsheng, is it always difficult for people who love each other to be together?"
Liu Shengsheng's eyelids twitched, "What do you mean?"
Nan Xin took a deep breath and finally said: "I am no longer a young lady. I am no longer qualified to pursue true love. Not only have I been married, I also have a child. Although that child has been aborted, ..."
At this point, Nan Xin covered her face in pain, "But I am no longer qualified to accept other people's love. After all, he is still one year younger than me. What do you think of such a young man?" , his future should have unlimited possibilities, and he can meet many, many women, many of whom are better than me. How can I be worthy of him?"
Liu Shengsheng: "..."
Nan Xin cried with snot and tears, "Although I am a princess, all I have is an identity, but I no longer have the most important thing a woman should have."
"You know? I actually never thought about remarrying. I was prepared to be alone for the rest of my life, but I met him. I'm so confused now. I don't know what I should do. , if I reject him, I feel that I will regret it in the future, but if I don’t reject him, how can I be worthy of him? How can I be with him? "
Liu Shengsheng gradually realized the seriousness of the problem.
She listened to Nan Xin's words expressionlessly, and after a long time she said word by word: "Did you ignore a question?"
Nan Xin looked at her blankly, "What?"
"You are a princess. How many people can't achieve this status? Your status is different from that of all women. You don't need to compare with other women at all, because looking at the whole country, there are only a handful of people who can compare with you. It can be counted that your identity alone is what deters him, so the one who really needs to feel inferior is him, not you!"
Liu Shengsheng explained with a serious face, and then said: "Also, do you know what your first reaction is when you like someone?"
Nan Xin swallowed her saliva, "It's...what?"
"It's because of my heartache, because of my inferiority complex, because of how you are now."
Liu Shengsheng said in a serious tone, "As early as when I saw you caring about him with a distressed look on your face, I knew that you were already attracted. Only when you like someone will you feel distressed when you see that person hurt, because you don't like him. As for that person, if you see that person injured, you will only feel that he is frustrated and embarrassed."
