Banxia didn't know how to reply. She looked at Du Sinian quietly. She had really loved the boy in front of her for many years.
I still remember that when they first met, they didn't understand the love between children.
In a blink of an eye, I reached the age of talking about marriage, and finally understood the so-called love and love, but because of a misunderstanding, we were separated in two places.
In fact, now that I think about it, it seems like they haven't been separated for too long.
Seeing this familiar face again, it didn't feel so strange to me.
But it is indeed strange.
For example, the wrinkles creeping up the corners of the eyes, such as the unfamiliar and polite tone...
Banxia's heart was full of mixed feelings, and she was hesitant to speak.
Du Sinian said gently: "You don't have to be afraid that I will pester you. I won't. I will always feel guilty for you and will spend my whole life praying for you. I just want you to have a peaceful and healthy life in the future." , no illness or disaster."
"Thanks."
After a while, Banxia finally squeezed out these two words.
In fact, by now, she had no idea what she could say.
There is too much distance between them. Although all misunderstandings have been resolved, but...
Thinking of this, Banxia lowered her eyes, "I feel relieved."
Hearing these words, Du Sinian was slightly startled, and for a moment he didn't know what to say.
He looked at Banxia blankly, with a trace of unwillingness in his eyes, and more importantly, sadness.
But you should be happy, right?
After all, she was relieved.
She chose to forget all the unpleasantness in the past...
Du Sinian took a deep breath and said, "That's fine."
Obviously they used to talk about everything and were so intimate.
But now, they are so unfamiliar, as if they are just two friends who don't keep in touch often.
It would be a lie to say that I am not sad.
Even Banxia's heart was still uncomfortable.
They looked at each other for several seconds, hesitated several times, and sighed several times.
He Xi stood beside him at a loss, but he couldn't do anything to help.
After a long time, Banxia finally said: "It's time for us to leave."
Du Sinian was stunned, "Is there a place you want to go?"
In fact, you shouldn't ask these questions, after all, they won't tell you if you ask them.
And even if he said it, there was nothing he could do.
But Banxia still replied calmly: "No, just take it one step at a time."
After saying that, she nodded slightly, "Then, farewell."
Du Sinian nodded, "Okay."
Farewell.
After all, I still couldn't say these two words.
I can only say it silently in my heart.
Seeing Ban Xia walking away, Du Sinian raised his head again, "Are we going to say goodbye now?"
"maybe."
Banxia's gentle response made her feel lighter at this moment.
Du Sinian seemed to have mustered up his courage and finally came to her.
When their eyes met, he was speechless and choked again.
Banxia finally raised a smile, "It's good to just say goodbye, isn't it?"
Du Sinian actually has a lot to say.
Looking at those familiar eyes, he couldn't say anything.
He was afraid that he would say the wrong thing.
But I was afraid that I would be speechless.
After struggling for a long time, he nodded gently, "Yes."
He finally plucked up the courage and looked at Banxia intently, his eyes filled with affection.
"I want so much in this life. I want to be safe and free for the rest of my life. I want to be with one person for the rest of my life. I also want to meet my beloved forever. But how can I meet my beloved? How can I be so virtuous? Even if you encounter it, you can’t grasp it.”
He took a deep breath and smiled bitterly, "It's because I'm cold and cold.
Foolishly, I have betrayed my promise and betrayed you. Now I only ask you that I will be safe and sound in this life. Even if I am separated from you, I will be satisfied. "
Banxia was stunned for a moment, then suddenly opened her hands and hugged him gently.
Du Sinian's heart skipped a beat, and a warmth spread from the bottom of his heart to his whole body.
He just stood there stiffly, and after a while he reached out his hand and hugged Banxia gently.
Banxia patted his back gently, and then gently let go of his hand.
"Everything is fate, nothing is up to you."
Du Sinian's hand was still frozen in the air, and he took it back after a while. He smiled lightly and said, "Yes."
As he spoke, Banxia finally bypassed him and walked into the crowd.
Du Sinian didn't dare to look back.
It seemed that he didn't want to see her retreating figure.
He stood stubbornly, gradually raising his head and looking at the sky, without lowering his head for a long time.
The tears in his eyes were forced back.
It’s not up to anyone.
This is what you deserve...
He Xi hurriedly caught up with Banxia, "Banxia, you obviously like..."
"Don't you like that young master too? Why don't you stay?"
Banxia asked directly, leaving He Xi speechless.
He Xi sighed, "When I was young, I often heard what the older generation said about life, and I always felt that they were talking about it. Aren't people's lives in their own hands? Why? At such an old age, you still believe in that kind of thing."
"But later, as I got older, saw more, and experienced more, I realized that there really is destiny in this world, and everyone's life seems to be predestined. There’s no way anyone can help it.”
"I often think, doesn't every choice I make come from my own heart? So everything I am suffering now is my own fault, but I also think, if it is destined that I will What about that choice? Is everything I am experiencing now destined to be?"
He Xi said with a slight smile while following Ban Xia gradually away.
"Although it is said that our destiny can be controlled in our own hands, who can be sure that everything we think we have in our hands is not planned by fate?"
Having said this, she turned to look at Banxia, "Maybe you and I lack love in our lives."
Banxia just smiled, "I really left this time."
"yes."
"I really won't look back."
"I know."
"Are you sure you don't want to fight anymore..."
"If there is fate in fate, we will meet again. If there is no fate in fate, we just want to be well."
He Xi smiled and said, "I'm very open-minded, let's go."
"..."
Looking inside the palace, Lei Yutian has already carried people back.
And on the way back, he would tease Yichen from time to time.
"Is the girl at the gate of the palace just now saying that she likes you?"
Yichen gave him a roll of his eyes, "A man who lives on a knife's edge, how do you know whether he likes it or not?"
"I don't understand, do you understand?"
"Even if I don't understand, there are still people who like me."
Lei Yutian: "..."
How on earth could such a person be kept by Her Highness the Princess?
Look at how frustrated he is!
"Look at you taking every step and turning back three times. Isn't it the first time you are liked by someone?"
Yichen was speechless for a moment, "What does it have to do with you?"
"Of course it has nothing to do with me, but you have stepped on my foot twice in a row."
Yichen: "..."
Have it?
Why doesn't he remember?
He coughed twice in embarrassment and quickly walked away from there...
It's better to go back to the girl quickly.
