"Not only do I not know how to face him, I also don't know how to face the feelings in my heart. Just from the short period of contact yesterday, I was horrified to discover that I still have feelings for him, and those feelings are real. It’s so scary, because I don’t want to do that, and I can’t do that! I just can’t help myself, and I really feel terrible about myself.”
Having said this, Banxia rubbed his head painfully, and then murmured to himself:
"Although everything is a misunderstanding, and although he is also a victim, this cannot change the fact that I have hated him for a long time. For a long time, I have lived by hating him..."
"But now, you suddenly tell me that my hatred is not worth it, and that I don't have two enemies, but only one, Du Qianyi. My heart is confused, and I don't know how to face all of them. People."
Liu Shengsheng didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only say softly: "Although Du Sinian is not a very good person, and he is indeed stupid, but this matter cannot be all his fault. If If you really can't control your emotions, if you really like him..."
"No! I don't like him anymore."
Banxia shook her head excitedly and said with a painful look on her face: "I won't like him anymore, never again."
Sure enough, when people don't get love, they tend to say sarcastic things.
Although it is love but cannot be obtained.
In other words, you can't even love...
She sighed, "Then you tell him and speak clearly to him. After all, pretending to be faint won't solve the problem."
"No, I don't know how to face him. I feel that suddenly I am powerless to do anything. I can't find an outlet for the anger in my heart. All the hatred is stuck in my heart. It's neither up nor down, obviously. I should feel relieved, but now I only feel pain, and feel that I have fallen into even greater pain..."
Banxia took a deep breath, and then said: "Your Highness, is there any way you can take me out of here?"
Liu Shengsheng was slightly startled, "You were not kidnapped here. You can leave at any time if you want."
But Banxia raised her head and said, "You know what I mean by leaving."
Liu Shengsheng fell into silence.
Banxia continued nervously: "Your Highness, I am serious, can you help me?"
"Don't you still want to kill Du Qianyi yourself? She is not dead yet."
"With you here, she will definitely die."
Banxia said very seriously: "I believe in your strength, and I also believe that she has done many evil things. Someone will definitely catch her. Besides, even if it wasn't you, Du Sinian would take action."
"Don't you want to watch her perish with your own eyes?"
Banxia was stunned for a moment, then said: "Of course I did, but while watching her demise, I also had to face that heartless man all the time. Of course, I now know that he is not a heartless man, but that image has changed. Deep in my heart, in my heart, he will never be innocent, and I will never be able to forgive him."
Having said this, she looked at Liu Shengsheng with piercing eyes and said, "Please do me one last favor, Princess."
"Everyone is free. If you want to leave, no one will stop you."
Liu Shengsheng still said the same thing.
Banxia couldn't help but stepped forward and took her hand, "No, you know what I mean, I can't face him anymore, and I don't want to be entangled with him for the rest of my life. If I can let him Thinking that I am dead, or in other words, I want him to regard me as a dead person. From now on, bridges will return to bridges, roads will return to roads, and I will have nothing to do with him anymore."
Liu Shengsheng opened her mouth to say what she wanted to say, but before she could say it, Banxia had already said:
"Your Highness, please grant me your permission! If he knows that I am alive, even if I leave, he will definitely look for me everywhere and pester me for the rest of his life. And I am too soft-hearted towards him after all. I am afraid that one day I will I can’t dodge his sugar-coated bullets, so I’ll trouble you, Your Highness.”
"..."
To be honest, Liu Shengsheng couldn’t understand
She couldn't understand her mood. .net
I always feel like pretending to be dead or something is too childish.
But looking at her pleading expression, Liu Shengsheng didn't say a word after all.
"..."
When he walked out of the palace, Du Sinian immediately greeted him, "How is it? How is Banxia's condition? How long will it take for her to wake up?"
Liu Shengsheng exhaled, "I'm sorry, she can't wake up."
Du Sinian took a big step back and was about to rush inside on the spot.
Liu Shengsheng grabbed his arm and said, "Fourth brother, give her the final peace. I will have her buried properly."
After saying this, she glanced at Nan Muze, who immediately led someone into the palace and quickly carried Banxia out.
Du Sinian just widened his eyes and didn't make a sound for a long time.
Liu Shengsheng patted his shoulder, and when he was about to leave, Du Sinian finally opened his mouth, "It's impossible. Didn't you say that everything would be fine as long as you were here? Didn't you say that she was fine? What’s going on? Why is this happening all of a sudden?”
Liu Shengsheng just sighed without explaining.
I really don’t have time to play such childish games with them.
I don't want to worry about whether Du Sinian can guess it.
Since she brought Banxia back to the palace, and now Banxia wants to leave the palace, then let her do as she wishes.
Everything after that can only depend on her own destiny.
He Xi didn't understand the truth of the matter. When he learned about Banxia's death, he cried like ghosts and wolf howls along the way, which also strengthened the credibility of the matter.
There was an atmosphere of sadness throughout the palace.
And watching Banxia being carried away, Du Sinian stumbled and sat on the ground, "No, no..."
"Liu Shengsheng, come back! Tell me, this is not true."
"It's fake, right? You guys banded together to lie to me, right?"
"..."
Perhaps because he was afraid of seeing the truth, Du Sinian didn't dare to catch up and check. He just kept repeating, "How could you lie to me?"
He insisted that the two of them were lying to him.
Even so, he was still in pain.
He was afraid that his guess would be wrong.
I am afraid that Banxia will really leave me...
But he didn't have the courage to check the truth.
He held his head in pain, "Liu Shengsheng, don't leave, come back..."
"..."
When she heard the news that Du Sinian had passed out, Liu Shengsheng had already had Banxia quietly taken out of the palace.
After all, they wanted to "bury" her, so they deliberately walked far away from the palace before finally stopping.
When Ban Xia woke up, He Xi was obviously shocked, and then he hugged her and cried bitterly.
The two exchanged greetings, looking more like a loving couple.
Liu Shengsheng looked helpless, "Our performance was too clumsy. Many people probably know that you were pretending to be dead."
Banxia looked at Liu Shengsheng with a grateful expression, "It doesn't matter, whether they know it or not, I hope they will regard me as a dead person. Maybe in this way, he will not think of coming to me."
