Listening to every word of Nan Muze's words, Liu Shengsheng's heart was as sharp as a knife and she felt extremely uncomfortable.
She quickly got up from the bed, "I won't sleep anymore, I'm not sleepy at all now."
Her eyes were red, and she was obviously afraid that she would forget the person as soon as she woke up.
Besides, it was only afternoon, so they could wait until dark before going to bed.
With this in mind, she quickly dressed up and said, "Let's go, let's go shopping together, chat, and then rest together after dinner."
Nan Muze nodded obediently, got dressed, and then walked out hand in hand with her.
But even though their hands never separated, Nan Muze's heart was always heavy.
He held Liu Shengsheng's hand tightly, fearing that she would suddenly disappear.
Liu Shengsheng was hurt by his pull, but she didn't push his hand away. Instead, she walked around with him in Prince Cang's Mansion.
It was probably around dinner time when Liu Shengsheng suddenly felt dizzy and sleepy. She couldn't help but want to fall asleep.
But he still had a meal with Nan Muze obediently, and then returned to the house.
Nan Muze was always by her side, and when he saw her resting with her eyes closed, he was still reluctant to rest.
It could be seen that he had been sitting silently by the bed. Even though he was very sleepy, Liu Shengsheng still reached out and pulled him down on the bed, then turned over and pressed him on.
"It's already dark, why don't you go to sleep?"
Nan Muze opened his mouth, wanting to say he was reluctant to let go, but Liu Shengsheng suddenly took the initiative to kiss his lips.
His eyes suddenly widened, a little shocked and a little flattered, and then he held the back of Liu Shengsheng's neck and took the initiative to deepen the kiss.
Liu Shengsheng raised a smile on her lips, "Now there are no more bad things caused by Gu insects. You can come to me to rest every day..."
There was a hint of naughtiness in her gentle words, and Nan Muze was so doting on her. As soon as she finished speaking, she took the initiative to kiss him again.
The candle lights went out, and the two people in the room hugged each other tightly again.
Until midnight, neither of them could bear to close their eyes.
The bed was soaked with sweat.
Afterwards, the two hugged each other tightly, neither of them willing to let go first.
Obviously they see each other every day, but at this moment, they seem to be reunited after a long separation...
That deep feeling is so precious.
It was late at night, and Nan Muze gently hugged Liu Shengsheng, "Are you asleep?"
Liu Shengsheng shook her head. Even though she was very sleepy, she was still reluctant to close her eyes.
Nan Muze saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart, "Just rest, don't get too tired."
Liu Shengsheng opened her mouth, but said a little tiredly: "Aze, I..." ap.
"I'm here, tell me."
"I can clearly feel that I am forgetting something bit by bit. My head is very light, and I can no longer recall many long-term memories..."
Nan Muze's heart clenched, and indescribable sadness surged into his heart, "It's okay, I'm here."
"But, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe it won't be long before I completely forget how good you were to me. I'm not afraid that I'll forget everything about you. What I'm afraid of is, what if I only remember your bad things? ? My personality is so bad and my temper is so bad. I will definitely be very cruel and indifferent to you when the time comes. What should I do then? I don’t want that..."
Nan Muze gently touched her head, "No..."
"Will do."
Liu Shengsheng hugged him and said in a low voice: "Just now, I was walking around the house with you, strolling around, and I suddenly found that everyone around me was strange, but haven't I been staying at the house the whole time? ? How come the people here feel strange to me? I must have forgotten them, right? But don’t I still remember you? Doesn’t this mean that my memory is forgotten bit by bit? ..."
"I will always be here, don't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid that I'll forget everything. I'm just afraid that I'll forget how good others are to me. Aze, you must always be with me and don't let anything bad happen to ***..."
"good."
Nan Muze kissed her forehead, "It's okay, I will always be there."
Liu Shengsheng finally closed her eyes and said, "I'm really trying hard to find a way to solve the problem, and I'm really trying my best. After this, I suddenly feel that I am not worthy of being a miracle doctor..."
"Don't say that. People will always go through a lot of hardships in this life. Think on the bright side. After this incident, you will definitely have smooth sailing in the future."
Nan Muze began to comfort her softly.
She gritted her teeth and said, "You have to promise me that if I forget how good you are to me and only remember how bad you are to me, you must stay away from me and don't suffer around me, do you understand?"
Nan Muze shook his head and said nothing.
Liu Shengsheng said with a choked voice: "If I am very bad after amnesia, you can also choose to forget me. I will not be angry with you, you know?"
Speaking of this, she felt extremely heartbroken for no reason.
"But I'm a bit selfish. I've almost forgotten you, but I don't want you to forget me at all. I don't want you to be angry with me at all, and I don't want you to stay away from me. How can I So selfish..."
Nan Muze hugged her tightly, feeling equally distressed.
Liu Shengsheng climbed out of bed again.
"Aze, please go back to sleep. I want to have some quiet time by myself."
"Didn't you say that I can stay with you every day..."
"Yes, you can do it every day from now on, but today, if you are next to me all the time, I won't be able to sleep."
She was telling the truth.
If Nan Muze had been here, he would really not be able to sleep all night.
But this kind of thing doesn't mean that you won't lose your memory if you don't sleep.
She would only feel more clearly that the memory was being withdrawn from her mind.
She had felt it since she was just strolling around.
Probably I was forgetting something while walking.
For example, a second ago she still remembered the appearance of a certain maid, but when she turned around, she felt that the maid was very strange.
He must have forgotten them.
She could feel this clearly.
So even if you haven't slept all night, you will still forget as much as you should forget tomorrow...
There won't be any change.
And staying with Nan Muze all the time, the pain in his heart will only get deeper.
That feeling made her breathless. It was so uncomfortable.
Perhaps seeing her discomfort, Nan Muze put on his clothes and walked out.
As soon as Nan Muze went out, Liu Shengsheng immediately walked to the desk and picked up pen, ink, paper and inkstone.
She wanted to write down some important things as soon as possible.
There are some things you must remember!
Absolutely never forget it!
She didn't know whether her choice was right or wrong, but now that she had made her choice, she had to grit her teeth and bear all the consequences!
When she finished writing a piece of paper, Liu Shengsheng stuffed the paper into her arms...
Although she was feeling sleepy, she still had many things she wanted to write.
But as I wrote this, I couldn't hold it any longer, so I lay down on the table and fell asleep...
