Liu Shengsheng shook her head and tried her best to smile normally, "It's not uncomfortable."
Nan Muze hugged her distressedly, "How can it not be uncomfortable? That's a poison..."
"Actually, it's just a little bug. It doesn't hurt at all."
Listening to Liu Shengsheng's words as if nothing had happened, Nan Muze was so distressed that he couldn't breathe.
He took a deep breath, not knowing what to say.
The pain in my heart is difficult to hide and difficult to express...
"Aze..."
"You say it and I listen."
Liu Shengsheng's voice was much softer, and she only heard her say: "In the next few days, I may slowly forget about you..."
After the words fell, Nan Muze did not speak for a long time.
What could he say?
At this moment, besides feeling distressed, what else could he say?
Nan Muze just hugged Liu Shengsheng tightly, feeling so heartbroken that he couldn't help himself.
How could he be forgotten?
You obviously want to forget everything, right?
"Aze..."
"I am here."
"Don't let me leave your side."
Nan Muze's heart twitched, and then he nodded slightly.
Liu Shengsheng added: "If I really forget you, you can tell me what happened to us bit by bit and let me absorb it slowly. I don't want to lose my memory, but I don't want you to be poisoned either. Likewise, I don’t want to die, this is the best way, don’t blame me..."
Nan Muze shook his head gently, "I don't blame you."
How could he have the heart to blame her?
He would only blame himself for not protecting her well, and blame himself for taking so long to find out about it...
Liu Shengsheng smiled and said, "I never knew you could be so gentle before."
Nan Muze opened his mouth, but stopped talking.
Liu Shengsheng said: "It's good. If you will always be by my side, if I can be by your side forever, there seems to be nothing terrible about amnesia."
What Jing Chun said was indeed right.
You will not lose your memory immediately after being poisoned.
If there are still three or five days left, then I can say goodbye to everyone around me one by one.
For example, if I remember everything now, I still have a lot of time...
I just don’t know why, but when I think about this, I feel empty in my heart.
Nan Muze touched her head gently again, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end nothing came out.
Liu Shengsheng seemed particularly calm.
"Compared to letting you or me die, or letting you or me find someone we don't love to sleep with and do things that only you and I can do, I would rather exchange my memory."
After a pause, she added: "I believe in your love for me, and I also know how good you are to me, so I believe that even if I forget everything for a while, you will take good care of me, right?"
Nan Muze nodded heavily, and although he did not speak, he held her tightly in his arms.
It was as if he wanted to rub her into his flesh.
The feeling of heartache seemed to suffocate him.
In the end, he couldn't help but opened his mouth, "Don't worry, I will definitely help you restore your memory. No matter where you are in the world, I will find the legendary Hades Grass."
"Whether it is Ghost Learning Island or a secret door, I will work hard wherever I go. I won't let you forget me for too long. You will definitely think of me in the end."
Liu Shengsheng smiled and said, "Isn't that what it is? When I think of you again, you must still love me like you do now."
Nan Muze shook his head.
"No, I love you more than now."
"What are you talking about? Are you not satisfied with my love now?"
"It's very full, it's overflowing."
Liu Shengsheng was amused by his words, and while laughing, she lay back on the bed again.
"Get some sleep. Didn't you get a good rest last night?"
Nan Muze lay back next to her, stretched out his hand to hug her gently, and said softly: "Are you sleepy?"
"fine……"
"Can you please stop sleeping?"
Hold on a little longer.
He still had many, many more things to say.
Liu Shengsheng turned around and faced him, their eyes met, and both of them blinked.
Liu Shengsheng reached out and touched his face, "What's wrong..."
Suddenly, he noticed that Nan Muze's eyes were a little red.
Before Liu Shengsheng could ask, Nan Muze hugged her again, "I'm afraid you'll forget about me when you wake up."
I don’t know why, but my heart suddenly throbbed with pain.
It was as if a needle was pricking the same spot over and over again, making Liu Shengsheng extremely uncomfortable.
She, who was still very calm at first, now has a little red eyes, "Don't be like this, I just forgot it temporarily, won't you help me restore my memory?"
Nan Muze said "yes" and then said: "But I don't want to be forgotten by you for a moment."
This is the truth.
Those were the words he kept deep in his heart.
Liu Shengsheng hugged him hard and retracted her body into his arms, "I don't want to forget you either..."
It doesn't matter if you forget anything.
At least don't forget Minami Ze.
The two figures hugged each other tightly, and their hearts were equally heavy.
It is such a sweet scene, but even the air is filled with sadness.
Nan Muze's heart was full of pain, "Shengsheng, if you still remember me when you wake up, is there anywhere you want to go?"
Liu Shengsheng shook his head.
Nan Muze asked again, "If you can still remember me for three or five days, I want to stay with you every step of the way. When you forget everything, I will be the first to appear in your world."
Liu Shengsheng nodded.
He said: "What if you forget about me as soon as you wake up?"
"Will not……"
Jing Chun said that she slowly lost her memory.
It’s unlikely that you’ll wake up and forget it all.
Nan Muze hugged her very fearfully.
She was clearly in his arms at this moment, but for some reason, he always felt that the distance between them was getting farther and farther.
He felt extremely sour in his heart, "I'm sorry..."
"This is my own choice, why are you saying sorry?"
"It's not because of this incident, it's everything that happened before."
Nan Muze's tone was a little hoarse, "I'm sorry for the harm I did to you in the past. I swore to protect you for the rest of my life and never let you be hurt in the slightest again. Now, I haven't done it..."
"No, no, don't have such thoughts."
Liu Shengsheng quickly comforted him.
But he said with a face full of remorse: "I should have such thoughts, and I can never forget them."
"Growing up, I have never been afraid of anything, but now, I feel very scared."
"Shengsheng, what if you really forget me when you wake up?"
"If you forget me, I will be in great pain."
"I don't want you to forget me."
"I really don't want to."
"..."
Nan Muze's body trembled slightly, but he never let go of Liu Shengsheng.
"I'm used to you being by my side wherever I go, and I'm used to staying by your side silently. No matter how bored I am, you will never dislike me."
"I have become accustomed to talking to you about everything that happens. Whether it is good, bad or strange, I can tell you anything, and you will tell me everything."
"Even when I am busy, there is always someone I can think of in the deepest part of my heart. When I return to my house, you will always be by my side."
"I thought we would go on like this for the rest of our lives. You believe in me and I believe in you. No one can destroy our relationship."
"It's okay to sleep in separate rooms, it's okay to live out, even if you have to be far away from me, even if you never let me touch you again, it doesn't matter."
"But, can you please not forget me?"
"If you must forget everything, can you try harder and at least remember me?"
"Shengsheng..."
"Can you..." m.
"..."
