Following the route in his memory, he climbed up the mountain again, and just as Liu Shengsheng expected, Nan Banning was indeed there.
It was still on the edge of the cliff. Nan Bangning was facing the cliff like last time, standing there motionless, with his back to her, but this time, Nan Bangning was alone.
There were no onlookers around.
Liu Shengsheng ran out of breath. The moment she saw Nan Banning, she finally stopped and said, "I knew you were here."
Nan Wanning's back froze, obviously not expecting Liu Shengsheng to come here.
But he didn't look back, and still stood quietly.
Perhaps seeing that he was fine, Liu Shengsheng breathed a sigh of relief, "I saw the letter you left. Are those gold, silver and jewelry you specially left for Xiao Qing?"
Nan Bangning still didn't speak.
Liu Shengsheng added: "Why should I hand it over to others? Wouldn't it be better for you to take it with your own hands?"
Nan Wanning has been ignoring her, and she is not annoyed. "If you hand it over to her, she will be very happy. Plus, if you are here, her future..."
"you're good."
Nan Wanning finally spoke, but only said this.
Liu Shengsheng was silent, "It's not that I'm great, it's that your performance is full of flaws, and you're too eager to cater to me."
Nan Bangning looked at the other side of the cliff and saw the sun was shining brightly over there. From a distance, he could still see mountains surrounding it.
He stood quietly on the edge of the cliff for a long time before saying, "Why save me?"
After a pause, he added: "I almost forgot, your original intention was to arrest me."
"You don't have to come back."
Why do you come back when you know you won't be happy when you come back?
Liu Shengsheng really couldn't figure it out.
Nan Bangning just raised his head and looked at the blue sky.
His voice was full of bitterness, "I originally thought that only the sunset was beautiful here, but I never thought that the sunrise was also so beautiful. Just standing here, I suddenly realized that I might belong here. Then I thought... , sunset and sunrise are the same after all, although one represents the beginning and the other represents the end, in the end, they both represent separation."
Liu Shengsheng didn't understand Yun Liwuli's words, so she opened her mouth, "Why don't you come in and talk?"
Nan Wanning smiled bitterly, "Liu Shengsheng, you are so hypocritical."
Liu Shengsheng was silent for a moment, but before she spoke, Nan Banning continued: "I am also very hypocritical."
Liu Shengsheng didn't know what to say.
He finally turned around. His handsome face was pale, his lips were dry and flaky, and his hair was slightly messy. But he was not ugly at all, and even had a sense of desolate beauty.
He looked at Liu Shengsheng with empty eyes, "You also think this place is very close to me, right?"
That's why I found this place.
He smiled and said, "I think this is my destination."
Liu Shengsheng's expression changed slightly, "What are you talking about?"
"You know what? I really, really hate you, I hate you."
Liu Shengsheng took a breath and wanted to know. Before she could speak, Nan Bangning continued: "I hate your good and bad, neither good nor evil. I hate your hypocritical face and every hypocritical word you say. I hate you even more. You always have a condescending face, as if everyone in the world is inferior to you."
"When I first heard about you, I was disdainful in my heart. You are an ugly monster that everyone knows, a waste who knows nothing, and you are not even qualified to appear in my plan. But later, not only did you It's disgusting to suddenly become beautiful and completely get rid of the name of trash, forcing me to include you in my plan."
"My plan is so wonderful. If it weren't for you, maybe I would have been the current crown prince or even the emperor of a country. My mother and concubine and I would have everything we want. It was you who ruined my plan." The plan is really annoying."
"I like silence, and I like to put people to death without knowing it. I once thought that you would be one of those people who died without knowing it, but you not only didn't, but also made me feel that I didn't know it. You fell into this abyss, you are so disgusting that I can’t describe it.”
"Not only you, but also Nan Muze. I really hate him. He can pretend better than you, and he is more superior than you. But every time I see him, I have to respectfully call him uncle. It felt so disgusting."
"Nan Luochen, who is always acting like a fool, is also a very annoying existence. He is also a contender for the throne. Why should he be a playboy who doesn't understand anything? He is obviously pretending, pretending to be careless, pretending to be nonchalant, pretending He is not interested in the throne at all, everything is just an act, I really don’t know why some people think he is naive and ridiculous."
"I hate everyone around you, every smile that hangs on your face, and even more disgusted with your hypocritical appearance of deep affection, because there is no emotion at all in this world, whether it is family affection, friendship or... Love does not exist, I have always thought so, and I have always hated you so much!"
Nan Bangning smiled bitterly and murmured: "Why did I fall into this abyss?"
"I often wonder, why didn't I just wipe my neck and be done with it? Why did I have to lose my memory, suffer all kinds of torture, and add such a disgusting chapter to my life? As a result, at this moment, I hate myself so much. .”
"But everything just happened. I finally discovered that this world also has emotions. The warmth under the sun is something you won't have in the darkness. Just like all the good things in this world, they will only appear in those who believe in emotions."
"Then I discovered to my horror that I didn't seem to hate you anymore."
At this point, his eyes gradually turned red, and he continued to say word by word:
"In Grandma's house, you said you wanted my life, but at the same time you allowed your men to rescue me. That hypocritical and entangled look is obviously a bit annoying."
"I said that I hate the way my grandma picks at her, and the way she is honest and bullied, but her dumplings are really delicious, and her smile is as warm and moving as the sun."
"I can no longer hate everyone. Sometimes when I close my eyes, I still think of myself following Xiao Qing carefree."
"You always have a lot of truths, and it's really annoying when you talk. But whether it's in Liufang Pavilion or in this capital, I listen to you with gusto again."
"Even Nan Muze, whom I hate the most, doesn't seem so disgusting anymore. Just like seeing Nan Luochen again, I feel a deep sense of envy in my heart. I am really envious." Μ .
"I have always wondered why each of you can have such a pure smile on your face? I always thought it was fake, but now it seems that there is nothing fake about this smile..."
Gradually, Nan Wanning's eyes filled with tears.
He looked at Liu Shengsheng intently and said in a hoarse voice:
"Liu Shengsheng, to be honest, I really like grandma, I really like Xiaoqing, I really like you and Nan Muze, and I really like everyone around you."
"If I were born under the sun, in the spring breeze of life, if my life was simple, and if we were never enemies, could I also become one of you?"
Liu Shengsheng suddenly felt her heart aching, "Nan Banning, come here."
As long as you come here, you are already one of them.
But Nan Wanning smiled bitterly, but quietly took a step back and shook his head.
"I can't make it."
"Nan Bang Ning!"
Liu Shengsheng had already realized what he wanted to do, and quickly stepped forward, "Nan Banning, stop!"
Nan Banning's voice was full of bitterness, "I have said before that you are destined to be unable to save some people.
As he spoke, he took another step back.
"Thank you very much for coming to the rescue."
"It's just not necessary."
"We will see you later."
"..."
