"But what we should be thinking about now is how to survive. You captured him and you failed. Do you know that our current situation is very dangerous? Do you still have the heart to talk about this?"
Hua Xuan accused Nan Banning like crazy, and then slapped him.
Nan Bangning's expression remained calm, "But he was wrong..."
"You're wrong too. You shouldn't even be alive, but aren't you still living well? I'm wrong too. I shouldn't have given birth to such a useless son like you. But did I abandon you after giving birth to you? ? We all make mistakes, but what's the use of worrying about right and wrong now? We are probably all surrounded now, we have to be as soon as possible..."
"I didn't choose to live!"
Nan Bangning suddenly amplified his voice.
He looked at Hua Xuan with burning eyes, his eyes filled with red bloodshot eyes, "I didn't choose you to give birth to me."
Hua Xuan's face suddenly stiffened, "What did you say?"
"If I could, I wouldn't want to be born. It was my mother-in-law's choice to give birth..."
With a "pop" sound, Hua Xuan slapped him again, and then shouted excitedly: "Do you know what you are talking about? You..."
"I know!"
Nan Bangning resisted strongly. He didn't want to listen to those long speeches anymore.
He knew that if Hua Xuan opened his mouth, he would talk until the sky was dark and the earth was dark, and he would tell everything about him from childhood to adulthood!
But he was tired of hearing those words!
He really didn’t want to talk anymore!
He gritted his teeth and said, "But everything is what the concubine wants, not me! The one who really benefits from everything that is good for me is you, the concubine!"
Feeling his resistance for the first time, Hua Xuan didn't recover for a long time.
Nan Wanning's eyes were filled with tears.
"You are the one who chose to give birth to me, and you are the one who chose to raise me. I had no right to choose from the beginning. None of this was chosen by me! But why do you want to impose everything you choose? Why must I take everything you want from me? Why must I do what you can’t do?”
"I don't want power! I don't want money! I don't want status! I don't want the throne! I don't like the feeling of unwillingness! I don't like the feeling of pain!"
"If I were an emotionless killer, if I hadn't experienced any warmth in the world, if I hadn't gone out to see the flowers, plants and trees in the world, if I didn't know the end of the river or the sunrise and sunset on the top of the mountain, I would seriously I think the world is indifferent and the sun has no temperature."
"But that's not the case. The light from the sun shining through the gaps in the trees is warm. On a night without luminous pearls, even if you just light a candle, you can see your surroundings very clearly."
"Not every lowly person is vulgar and disgusting, and not every noble person is worthy of respect. Even without power, people can live well, with streams rushing to the sea, and at the same time taking away all the bad things. mood……"
"It took me a lot of effort to feel that this world is warm. When the sun sets, not only the sky is red, but also people's eyes."
"I traveled all the way back here, not to sit in that cold seat, but because I only have you in the whole world."
"Concubine, I only have you."
"You don't understand. You are obsessed with your pain, but you don't want to bear that pain."
"I'm willing to bear the pain for you. That's what I should do. However, I can't bear it. Every day when I come back, I feel so painful and tormented."
"Every night I wonder how I can end this suffering, but the nights are long and the pain never ends."
"..."
"So that's how you see me."
Hua Xuan said this in despair, her face was full of pain, "I thought you were different from others. I thought you were my biological son. No matter who looks down on me, you will never look down on me. It turns out, haha..."
She laughed at herself, but felt that she
I suffered a great injustice.
"I worked so hard to raise you, but I didn't expect that you would actually raise a white-eyed wolf..."
It started again.
Nan Bangning didn't dare to expect her to listen to what he said.
Seeing her starting to recount things from childhood to adulthood again, Nan Banning could only stand there and listen in pain.
Listening to her tell all the scandals about herself from childhood to adulthood.
Watch her go from normal to abnormal at the beginning.
Seeing her little face becoming more and more distorted, her originally pretty face turned red with anger.
That crazy look opened the eyes of Nan Gongcheng on the ground.
He never knew Hua Xuan could be such an extreme person.
Little did he know that Hua Xuan had so much resentment hidden in his heart.
I always knew that the women in the harem were not simple, but I didn't know that they were so crazy.
Is it true that every woman is someone else behind her back?
This is too scary...
He instantly felt sympathy for Nan Banning. This child who had lived with such a woman since childhood must have endured so much pain in his heart...
In a panic, he unexpectedly discovered that his fingers could move.
He moved his ankle a little, and sure enough, he could indeed move!
I have to find a way to escape from here...
Just when Nan Gongcheng was struggling with how to escape, Hua Xuan had already brought a whip and beat Nan Banning one by one.
Nan Banning remained silent, as if he couldn't feel the slightest pain.
Seeing this shocking scene, Nan Gongcheng was frightened.
If he escapes from here today, he must drive away half of the women in the harem.
Those women who have not been favored by him for many years must have become so crazy. It is really terrible...
The more Hua Xuan talked, the more excited she became. She kept talking about how her figure was out of shape, and she almost took off her clothes to let them see her belly.
After being beaten, Nan Banning suddenly grabbed the whip.
Hua Xuan gritted his teeth and said, "You dare to resist me? Do you dare to resist me now? Do you think we have failed, so you have nothing to worry about?"
Nan Wanning said nothing. His other hand suddenly pulled apart his clothes, revealing his hard chest.
Every inch of skin exposed was covered with dense scars.
The new wounds were intertwined with the old scars, and it looked so terrible.
Even Nan Gongcheng was shocked at this moment.
Hua Xuan was also slightly stunned.
Nan Banning finally let go of the whip and said, "My concubine should be beaten like this, so that it hurts me."
After all, being beaten and scolded through clothes was a common occurrence, and he had long since stopped feeling pain.
He pulled off his shirt, looked at Hua Xuan intently, pointed to the intact skin on his body and said, "Here."
Hua Xuan took a step back.
Seeing him covered in injuries, he took a big step back.
At the same time, Nan Gongcheng also took the opportunity and ran outside crazily...
