Nan Banning quickly shook his head and wanted to explain, but before he could speak, Hua Xuan kicked him to the ground.
Hua Xuan stared at him emotionally and said, "I knew, I knew you would dislike me sooner or later, I knew none of you named Nan was good! Even if I raised a dog, the dog would repay the favor! But I have raised you for so many years, but you are so ignorant of good and bad. Do you have any conscience?"
"What does it mean that you can eat food cooked by others? What does it mean that you can let others serve you? Are you dissatisfied that the food I cooked for you before was not delicious? Or do you think that I take care of you and make you feel uncomfortable? What on earth do you think? Do you know why you can survive until now? If it weren't for me, you would have been thrown into a mass grave long ago!"
Nan Banning quickly shook his head, "No, concubine..."
"Shut up, I feel sick hearing your voice now! Just looking at you makes me feel unworthy! Why on earth should I be so nice to you? You really are not worthy at all!"
Hua Xuan looked at him with tears streaming down her face, "Do you know how many people die in this palace every year? Do you know how many princes are killed in the cradle before they learn how to speak?"
"Do you know how many princes died unexpectedly? And even the carefully selected nanny was probably arranged by others. On that mass grave, the servants who served the princes and princesses died. Batch after batch, you are so old, don’t you know?”
"If I hadn't served you like a cow, if I hadn't been by your side all the time, if I hadn't carefully taken care of you when you grew up, do you think you could live to be this old? Do you even know that there are How many pairs of eyes are staring at you? From the moment you were born, there are countless people waiting for you to die. I have been telling you this since you were a child, haven't you remembered it in your heart?"
"Looking at the entire palace, even the little talented people give birth to children and throw them to the servants. I am the only one who brought you up with my own hands! You are the happiest among all the princes, and you live the best life. The best one!".
"I shitted you and pissed you so hard that you got so big, but it's still my fault?"
"Look at other princes. They were thrown into a pile of books as soon as they were born. They studied this and that every day. They suffered a lot. Even if they didn't suffer, they would accidentally eat something poisonous. , or be betrayed by someone around you, and end up dying badly, and in all kinds of weird ways!"
"And you? Just because you were raised by me, you are happier than every prince in the palace! Among all the princes, you are the only one who has suffered the least, because you are the only one who grew up under the care of his own son. I grew up by my mother’s side!”
"Whether you are in confinement, or you are seriously ill or injured, even if your body is extremely weak, I am not willing to leave you to others to take care of you for a day. Isn't it because I am so cautious that you can grow up healthily?"
"In all these years, I have never let you leave me for a day. I would rather be tired and miserable than let you suffer any harm, let alone give anyone the opportunity to get close to you and betray you. I will protect you. How great is that? Even your maid was carefully selected by me. Every servant around you was chosen again and again. I did the best for you. It’s still my fault. ?」
"Look at me! Look at me, your mother-in-law! Back then, with my face, people said I was the most beautiful woman in the capital. Your father was fascinated by me, but it was because of my face that I I became ugly and fat, but I worked hard to maintain it. I only ate one meal a day to lose weight!"
"But your father still has his eye on the younger Concubine Rou, but how much younger is she than me? She can replace me in a short period of time! You men are all fond of the new and dislike the old, I just know that , so I want to educate you to be a good person, a good child who listens to my mother and concubine!"
"I can no longer attract your father's attention with my beauty. I thought that if I raised you well, your father would visit you often, but beauty is useless, and neither is my biological son. There will be more and more people around him. As more and more young and beautiful women come, he will also have many, many sons. I have never been his only one, and neither have you!"
"But my good son, you are my only one, I
I am also your only mother-in-law. How much I love you makes my heart hurt. Do you know..."
"..."
Hua Xuan's tears rolled down crazily, and her face was full of pain. Unknowingly, she had squatted in front of Nan Banning, stretched out her arms and hugged him tightly.
"My good son! My mother-in-law cannot live without you. You must not take my mother-in-law's bad things to your heart..."
"This journey has been really hard and painful."
"My mother-in-law has never thought about you leaving your side, and I have never thought about how to live without you. During the time when you were missing, my mother-in-law really planned to make everyone who hurt you go to hell. , Concubine Mother has also really thought about going down to find you after avenging you."
"But you are back, and you don't even know how happy I am. It is because you are back that I can see hope again. You know, I have fought, robbed, and worked hard all my life. The mother-in-law is really unwilling to fail like this..."
"My mother-in-law has also thought about giving you freedom and letting you relax, but in this deep palace, how many pairs of eyes are staring at us, and how many people want to kill us? My mother-in-law is really scared, so afraid of killing you. If you give it to the wet nurse, you will kill her. You are so afraid that the people close to you will harm you. You are so afraid that those who serve you have evil intentions. Everyone who appears around you makes the mother-in-law feel fear. That’s why my mother-in-law controls you.”
"But Concubine Mother is really tired. You should repay Concubine Mother. You can't blame Concubine Mother, you know?"
"..."
Nan Wanning took a deep breath and nodded slightly after a long time.
Hua Xuan hugged him tighter.
Nan Bangning still didn't speak.
From beginning to end, he was kneeling on the ground blankly.
Until a comforting voice came from the window.
"Mother, Nan Muze and the others have entered the palace..."
Hearing this, Hua Xuan instantly let go of his hand and stood up from the ground nervously.
Nan Banning was also a little worried and said: "They have seen my sons and know that everything was done by the mother and concubine. They will definitely report you and me to the father later..."
Hua Xuan walked around in a panic, "You're right, we can't sit still and wait for death. You wait here, and I'll come back as soon as I go!"
Nan Banning said quickly: "Concubine, maybe we should..."
"Don't tell me to run away! Don't ever say the word run away again! Unless I die, I will never run away!"
Hua Xuan said through gritted teeth, then glared at Nan Banning and said, "The same goes for you!"
Nan Wanning opened his mouth, "But, we have no way to go..."
