Hua Xuan glanced at his outstretched hand, with a flash of tears in her eyes, "Good boy, what do you mean?"
A trace of fear flashed in Nan Bangning's eyes, but he shook his head, "No, don't feel bad, mother-in-law. You will always be the most beautiful in my heart."
But this sentence seemed to stimulate Hua Xuan.
Her eyes widened suddenly, "I don't want to be the most beautiful woman in your eyes, I want to be the most beautiful in your father's eyes!"
"The mother-in-law is the most beautiful..."
"No!!"
Hua Xuan roared and said excitedly: "If I am the most beautiful, why hasn't he seen me yet? Why has he seen those two women, but not me alone?"
It started again.
If she says the wrong thing, she will get angry.
But Nan Banning didn't know what he said wrong.
He could only hold Hua Xuan's hand and comfort him softly, "Everyone knows that my father is seriously ill. He must be too tired, so..." M.
"Being tired doesn't stop him from seeing me. Even if he's dying, it doesn't stop him from seeing me! He's so tired. He can still see the queen and those two women. Why can't he see me? Already?"
Hua Xuan excitedly threw away Nan Wanning's hand, hugged her head and said, "So why should I have a baby? Giving birth to a baby will make my appearance worse than before, and it will also make my belly full of Why on earth should I have children if I have wrinkled and ugly things and make me age so quickly and become so ugly?”
"It's okay to give birth to a useful child, but to give birth to such a useless one. Other people's children can make the mother happy, but my child is a waste. Even now, it still needs me to protect it. What on earth am I trying to do? "
The more he spoke, the angrier he became, and Hua Xuan's words were full of anger.
Seeing Nan Wanning standing aside and saying nothing.
She couldn't help but get even more excited, "Why didn't you speak? Why did you keep silent all of a sudden? Do you dislike me? Do you even dislike me?"
"Mother, please calm down, I don't mind..."
"Shut up! Do you dislike me? Can't I tell? The look in your eyes and the helpless expression make it clear that you dislike me! I really am. What are you trying to do with me? How could I? I gave birth to a useless son like you?"
The more Hua Xuan talked, the more excited she became. She rushed forward and beat his chest with her fists.
"Isn't it because of you that I worked so hard to climb up? Isn't it because of you that I became what I am now? You heartless person, why don't you know how to be grateful at all? I worked hard to bring you up. , so that one day you can rule the world, but look at you, why have you become like this? You have learned to ignore me, you have learned to despise me, how can you do this? "
Feeling her anger, Nan Bangning could only stand there at a loss and let her hit and scold him.
But the more silent he remained, the more unhappy Hua Xuan felt.
She pinched Nan Wanning's arm hard.
"Can you give me a reaction? Why are you standing here in a daze? You were not like this before!"
Nan Wanning looked at her bitterly, and after a moment of silence, he finally knelt on the ground.
"Concubine, it's my fault. I shouldn't have made you angry..."
"It's your fault in the first place! It's your fault that things turned out like this!"
Hua Xuan looked at him condescendingly and said through gritted teeth: "I have done so much and worked so hard, all for you, for you to live a better life, for you to rule the world, under one person. Among the thousands of people, I want you to be happy and relaxed every day."
"I have carried all the burdens on my shoulders. I hope you can overcome all obstacles, rain or shine, but what about you? Look at you now. You just lost your memory for a while, and you have completely lost your temper. You Is he still my son? My good son is not like this!"
Nan Bangning lowered his head and said, "Mother and concubine, sons and ministers have always been like this."
With a "pop" sound, Hua Xuan slapped him.
"Okay, you've grown up, right? You've learned to talk back, right? I'm your mother! I gave birth to you! I raised you!"
Hua Xuan suddenly became furious and slapped him several times without any warning.
"I worked hard to bring you up, and whatever I say is what I say! You have to do whatever I ask you to do! If I said you were not like this before, then you were not like this before! No matter what changes I ask you to make, you You have to make some changes! You are my only son. If you don’t listen to me, who else will listen to me? Do you understand? "
"All mothers take care of their children like this, and all mothers are not as attentive to you as I am! How can any mother in the world teach you as carefully as I do? If I hadn't taught you since childhood, how would you have done anything now? Scheming?"
"You should always keep my words in mind! You should always listen to my words and not refute even a single word!"
"..."
Every time he said a word, Hua Xuan would hit him.
During the whole process, Nan Banning seemed to be numb and had no reaction at all.
There was no resistance at all.
It seems that she has long been accustomed to such a moody mother.
It seems that he has long been accustomed to such depressing scenes.
When Hua Xuan was tired from playing, he sat on a chair nearby and wiped away his tears.
Nan Wanning felt uncomfortable in her heart, "Concubine, don't cry, I know I was wrong."
Hua Xuan's tears flowed even more fiercely.
"Do you know how hard it was to raise you? Do you know how difficult it is to survive in this harem? And do you know how pitiful the concubine's life was after giving birth to you?"
"In the month after giving birth to you, my mother-in-law was still in confinement, but what about your father? He still favored all kinds of concubines, using busyness as an excuse every day, and only came once in the whole month. !”
"The Queen Mother naturally cares about the prince, but the Queen Mother is so strong that she forces her mother and concubine to eat many things she doesn't want to eat."
"When you were a child, you loved to be sick. Your mother and concubine would often torment you all night long and keep you awake. Obviously before giving birth to you, your mother and concubine were still very favored. But after giving birth to you, your father, inexplicably... If you don’t love your mother and concubine anymore, it will be difficult for you to come and see your mother and concubine even for a year and a half.”
"Everyone in the palace will act according to the prevailing situation. When the concubine is favored, everyone will be courteous. When the concubine falls out of favor, if you want to find an imperial doctor to take care of you, the imperial doctor will not take it seriously."
"It's windy at night. I will often hold you and walk alone on the paths in the palace. Do you know how pitiful the mother-in-law is? How hard it is?"
"Because you are a prince, do you know how many people want to kill you? Your mother and concubine have been protecting you since you were a child. If it weren't for your mother and concubine, where would you be today?"
"..."
Nan Bangning knelt in front of her, unable to tell whether he felt guilty or uncomfortable.
He just knows.
His mother complained again.
Tell me everything that happened when you were young.
Telling about the cold eyes she received during confinement, the hardships she endured when raising him as a child, and how many grievances she suffered in front of the Queen Mother and the Empress.
Or maybe the people around her laughed at her, her figure was out of shape after giving birth, and her appearance was getting older...
Etc., etc.
Nan Bangning has heard too many of these.
But now, I just listen to it repeatedly.
