Liu Shengsheng sat on the roof not far away, quietly looking at the two people in the courtyard having a drink and chatting happily.
Men's friendship is really strange. They are very good, but they often shout and kill.
But if you say they are bad, they can still sit down and drink together...
"I told you that this wine is very strong, but you still don't believe it. Look, are you blushing?"
Jing Chun held the wine glass and looked at Nan Muze with a half-smile.
It seemed that he was the only one in the world who dared to tease Nan Muze like this.
Nan Muze's face was red, and he said calmly: "I drank wine and chatted. Where is Xue Linglong?"
"Oh, it's all fake anyway, why are you so anxious?"
Jing Chun raised his glass and drank it down, and then said: "Brother Ze has been alone in the empty house for a long time, right? It's really rare, but any man who has some power will never stop having a lot of people around him. What's more, our Brother Ze is such a noble and handsome young man..."
After a pause, he smiled maliciously and said, "Brother Ze is young and vigorous. If you stay alone in an empty room every night, you won't feel..."
"Drink your wine."
Nan Muze filled a large glass directly for him.
Jing Chun laughed loudly, "No, Brother Baze, why should brothers be shy? There are no outsiders here. Although you are a taciturn person, I know what you are thinking."
Jing Chun smiled and filled Nan Muze's glass.
"I remember that a long time ago, your imperial brother arranged for you to have a few intercourse girls, but you have never seen them since. After all these years, have you really never touched those girls, or have you hidden them too deeply, brother? Just don’t know?”
"If you want a woman, I can find her for you."
Nan Muze said this coldly.
Jing Chun just smiled and said, "Brother Ze, how could you think so? Aren't I worried about you? After all, men are different from women. Women may be able to endure loneliness throughout their lives, but..."
"drink wine."
Nan Muze raised his wine glass and stared at him coldly.
He shuddered at being stared at, "Okay, let's drink."
The two clinked a glass and drank it all in one gulp.
Liu Shengsheng, who was sitting not far away, didn't make a sound and didn't even dare to move.
I always feel that this kind of topic is not something she can eavesdrop on...
It's so embarrassing.
"But Brother Ze, you two have been living in separate rooms, is there really no relationship problem?"
Nan Muze's gaze could kill someone.
Jing Chun was still smiling, "Don't look at me like that, am I curious?"
"Won't."
"Tsk, that shouldn't be the case. It's just the seasoning of emotion. Your relationship has no flavor at all. It's too bland."
Nanmu Ze was silent, "I can understand that you are envious."
Jing Chun smiled, "As plain as water, what's there to envy?"
"But being as plain as water is something that many people in the world seek but cannot get." Nan Muze never gave him a good look from beginning to end, and even felt like he was trying to deal with him.
But the red face clearly showed that he had drunk too much.
Jing Chun was speechless for a moment, so he raised his glass, one glass after another.
"Yes, how many people ask for it but don't get it..."
Nan Muze narrowed his eyes, "That's almost it."
"No, no, how can it be the same? I think I can drink another pot."
Jing Chun smiled and picked up a bottle of wine from the ground, then refilled the two glasses.
The two of them just drank one cup at a time and I didn't know how long they would drink.
Liu Shengsheng thought that she should run away.
After all, their martial arts skills are so high, it would be embarrassing if they were discovered later.
I didn’t expect that men would also discuss this kind of topic. Sure enough, thin-skinned people can’t do such things as eavesdropping...
Just as he was about to leave quietly, he heard Nan Muze not far away.
Slowly said: "What are you waiting for?" ap.
Jing Chun raised his eyebrows, "What is Brother Ze asking about?"
"Are you waiting for my relationship with her to break down so that you can take advantage of it?"
Jing Chun smiled and said, "Even if you drink too much, you can't talk nonsense. Am I that kind of person?"
"Is not it?"
Nan Muze put down his wine glass and said calmly: "Do you think that I and her have always been like this, and our relationship will fade sooner or later? You think that she has been avoiding me, and I will change my heart sooner or later, or you think that I am just acting on a whim. In the heat of the moment, sooner or later she will be forgotten or left behind, but I will not do that."
"From the moment I revealed my true feelings to her, I was already prepared to spend my whole life alone. I said that I am serious about her, a seriousness that you can neither imagine nor believe."
The smile on Jing Chun's face gradually stiffened. He raised his glass and took a sip. He wanted to say something but stopped.
Namaki Zejun blushed slightly and asked, "Does everyone think that love should exist in desire?"
Jing Chun was silent and wanted to say, what else?
But thinking of himself, he smiled bitterly and rarely replied.
Nan Muze added: "Actually, that's not the case. Love is above desire."
Speaking of this, he seemed to be thinking of Liu Shengsheng. When he thought of her, Nan Muze's face inadvertently raised a smile.
"The love I have for her is that she stands there quietly, doing nothing, and yet I can love her to the core."
"Brother Ze's love is great, but has Brother Ze ever doubted her love for you?"
The implication is that if she loves you, why should she avoid you?
Nan Muze shook his head gently, "You don't understand. I owe her something. Now that she can accept me and have me by her side, I am satisfied. This is probably God's mercy." , every day and night when I pray to God, I pray like this. As long as I can see her and look at her, it doesn’t matter even if she doesn’t recognize me.”
"What I pray for is that she is safe and sound. Now she is not only safe and sound, but also keeps me in her heart. What else can I say? It's not about sharing a room. As long as she wants to, as long as I can do it, I can do it. It doesn’t matter.”
Speaking of this, Nan Muze raised his wine glass and took a sip, and then said: "She wants to share a room with me. She is probably heartbroken by me. That bowl of duck soup..."
He hesitated to speak, his voice full of bitterness.
"They clearly told me that the amount of medicine would make a woman unable to conceive for life, but I didn't even frown, and even ordered her to drink it. Every time I think about this, I My heart is like a knife, tell me, what did I think at the beginning? How could I be so cruel? Even now when I think about it, I still feel that I am unforgivable."
"And it is my honor that she can forgive me, and it is also due to her kindness. It is not something that should be taken for granted. She must have been struggling for a long, long time to be able to forgive such a terrible king..."
"Now we are just sleeping in separate rooms. She has no temper or any temper. I have no right to be angry, let alone have the slightest emotion in front of her. That is what I deserve. As long as she is good , as long as she is happy, as long as she does not leave me, even if I can only watch her from a distance every day, I will be happy with it."
"I wanted to apologize to her several times, but I have already said those words countless times. Although I still feel it is not enough, I am afraid that she will annoy her."
"Maybe other couples will lose their relationship if they don't have that kind of thing, or maybe everyone will think that sooner or later, I will get tired of her, but deep down in my heart, I always feel that I won't. "
"If I repeatedly ask her to get along with her like an ordinary couple, but in the end she cannot have our own life like an ordinary couple, how painful will her heart be? Maybe every time she is intimate with me, her heart will I am anxious, I cannot bear it, I shouldn’t, I should bear everything.”
"..."
