Nan Luochen sighed deeply and said somewhat seriously: "Shengsheng, why do I feel that you have changed a lot?"
Liu Shengsheng just looked at the pool calmly, "Isn't it strange that you haven't changed? You are different and you have changed a lot?"
"Can……"
"I remember that you and the prince were sitting in this position talking and laughing. At that time, the two of you were always staring at Liu Qianqian. I felt pity for Liu Qianqian at that time, and she was so delicate, and I was in the pool. On the other side, watching you quietly."
Liu Shengsheng said with a faint smile, and then added: "Actually, I stood there for a long time, and I still remember you saying that I was covered in acne and pustules, and my dressing style was also copied from others, and I was ugly and disgusting..."
"Stop, that was a long time ago! Didn't I know you well at that time?"
Nan Luochen interrupted her with some shame.
Liu Shengsheng just smiled and said, "It was only when I got here that I remembered what happened at that time."
"It's been so long, how come you still remember?"
Nan Luochen's expression was slightly aggrieved.
Liu Shengsheng turned around and looked at him quietly, "Yes, it's been so long, how come you still remember?"
Nan Luochen was startled.
Then I understood what she meant.
"It's different! Nan Muzawa hurt you differently! He really hurt you..."
Liu Shengsheng was silent, "But if we really want to talk about the past hurts, then I won't have anyone around me that I can get along with."
"Someone told me that he was my friend and I saved his life time and time again, but when I was on the line between life and death, he could watch coldly from the sidelines."
"There are people who call me brothers, but a few years ago, they pointed at me and yelled that I was disgusting, almost spitting."
"Even Aunt Wang, who I value most now, didn't she almost slap me in the face back then?"
"If I really want to remember the beginning, then I am destined to be alone in this life."
As he spoke, Liu Shengsheng looked up at the sky.
"People have to learn to identify real good and bad, but I can't tell the real good from bad. I can only follow my heart."
"Of course I know that Aze was very indifferent to me at the beginning, but later he almost lost his life because of me. We went to the battlefield together, found the source of the poison, and experienced a lot. Compared with those things, those little fights at the beginning were It really doesn’t have to be on the counter all the time.”
Nan Luochen lowered his eyes, "Have we experienced a lot together..."
"yes."
Liu Shengsheng smiled and said, "You don't have to be so upset. Isn't that what growing up is like? People always have to learn to look down on certain things in order to live a relaxed and comfortable life."
"If I always remember the harm Aze did to me, then I will definitely remember how much you, the second prince, hated me back then. I remember how many people called me ugly when I was walking on the street. I remember Princess Nan Xin. She also pointed at my nose and scolded me. I remember that Aunt Wang not only tried to hit me, but also hoped that I would die soon."
"And Jing Chun, who was laughing and joking with me, also looked on with cold eyes. If I want to care, then I have to care about my father's past favoritism. I will always be trapped in those little emotions and cannot extricate myself."
"But you can't just see the dark side of others, let alone remember the bad sides of others."
"I should also remember that Nan Muze broke into the Plague Valley and entered the enemy camp for me."
"You should also remember that you, the second prince, almost lost your life because of me and were demoted to a commoner."
"Moreover, I must remember that the princess who hated me cried bitterly for me again and again, and that aunt Wang who once wished that I would die, how much she treasures me as the princess now."
"Even my father, let's call him partial, he is indeed quite partial, but he does love me. At least when I wanted to marry Aze, he even volunteered his military power to facilitate this marriage. "
"Even Jing Chun is the same. If I fall off the cliff, he can follow me..."
"You said that I should do it because of some unpleasant things in the past.
Erase everything they did to me? "
"If I only remember the bad things about everyone, then I am doomed to be addicted to darkness forever, because I choose to ignore the light."
"No one is perfect. There is no perfect person in this world, and no one is beautiful and kind from beginning to end. People will change. I do the same, and so do you. So there is no need for us to keep thinking about the past. Things, because there are too many things in the past, and you really have to worry about them. If you worry about them endlessly, just live the present moment."
"Sometimes people need to live a little confused and try to take certain things in life lightly, because there is no definition of good or bad in this world, and there is no definition of good or evil. As long as you follow your heart, you will be fine even if you are in the world. What seems incorrect to others only needs to be correct to ourselves.”
After listening to Liu Shengsheng's words, Nan Luochen was silent for a long time.
After a while, he nodded slightly, "Maybe."
After a pause, he added: "Since you have said so much, I should know that you came back with him voluntarily."
"yes."
Liu Shengsheng added: "But that's not entirely true. One reason is that I don't like the capital. Another reason is that I don't want to stay in a backyard all my life and be a princess. You know, I yearn for freedom, so if I'm not from the General's Mansion, Things, I won’t come back suddenly.”
"That's it..."
Nan Luochen's expression was a little hurt.
Liu Shengsheng looked at him, "Anyway, I'm quite touched by you. I really didn't expect you to be so sad for me..."
"Are you just touched?"
Nan Luochen was even more hurt.
Liu Shengsheng smiled and said, "What else? We can be regarded as good friends who have experienced life and death together, so it's impossible not to be moved, right?"
"My friend..."
Nan Luochen lowered his head, "But everything I said before was serious..."
Liu Shengsheng frowned, not quite understanding what he was referring to.
Nan Luochen said: "Since you have told me so much, let me tell you what I think."
"you say."
Nan Luochen looked at Liu Shengsheng intently, with a lot of words popping up in his mind, but when he really opened his mouth, he couldn't say anything.
He lowered his eyes and said after a long time: "I thought you would never come back."
"Am I back now?"
Nan Luochen shook his head and nodded again.
Liu Shengsheng didn't quite understand what he meant, "Are you worried?"
"no."
Nan Luochen raised his eyes again, "Do you really not understand?"
"I……"
"Do you really not understand my feelings for you?"
Nan Luochen finally said what he was thinking.
Those were the words he had been holding back for a long time, and he thought about them every night after he came back.
I wonder why I didn’t say it earlier...
He thought he would never have another chance, but he didn't expect God to show mercy. He finally saw the person he missed day and night again.
Thinking of this, he plucked up the courage and took Liu Shengsheng's hand, "I want to take you away, I always have."
