"He doesn't even see me, but you talk to him so sincerely. Why do I think you are kidding me?"
Liu Shengsheng smiled bitterly, not knowing what the words meant.
Ah Xing said, "Actually, you can feel whether the prince is sincere or not."
"maybe."
Liu Shengsheng was silent for a long time before saying, "For some reason, I always feel that there is still a knot in his heart. Even though he seems to be fine now, somewhere invisible, he must have never forgotten the old me."
Even though she clearly knew that it was not her, she still felt something was strange when she thought of Nan Muze having an unresolved knot in her heart.
"Why do you think so?"
Liu Shengsheng smiled and said, "I don't know, I just think of those bad things uncontrollably, and occasionally I think of his previous indifference. If I think about it carefully, maybe we are really not suitable."
"The prince was indeed a little indifferent at that time, but now he is just like you, and you have both made changes..."
Liu Shengsheng asked, "Can such a change last a lifetime?"
Ah Xing was startled, "What do you mean, Madam?"
"I'm just curious, will this change last a lifetime? A lifetime is very, very long. If he really likes me now, how long will this like last? One year, two years, or ten years? Suppose I love him There is also a little bit of emotion, should I bet my whole life on this little bit of emotion?"
Liu Shengsheng looked at Ah Xing on the roof quietly, "I am a very sober person, and I think far ahead. If I don't like him very, very much, or if I am not very sure that he likes me, I won't do it." You can't risk your whole life, just like I just assumed that he likes me, even if he can really like me for ten years."
"But what happens ten years later, after my most precious youth has passed away? He is still the aloof Cang King, but I am not. I have no power, no power, and even no beauty. At that time, many things will appear A beautiful young woman, how can I compare myself to others?"
"If this world forces everyone to be monogamous, then I can still bet on him. But in this world, it is normal for men to have three wives and four concubines. There is no guarantee for me. If I give up the ten most precious things in life, Years are wasted here. Not only will I achieve nothing, but I will probably be miserable in old age. But if I use my youth to make a living, my future will be brilliant. If he truly loves me, it will not be too late for us to fall in love by then... …”
"Mother, you are thinking too far..."
Ah Xing said awkwardly.
Liu Shengsheng smiled.
"I always like to think about things far and far away. In fact, this is also good. Be realistic and selfish. Feelings are not everything, life is. Now I feel that I can support myself, so I shouldn't do it for Love, love, love, give up the life you want. What I want is freedom, not worrying about gains and losses, nor staying with one man all your life, living a life of being jealous in your old age. This kind of unstable life can be seen at a glance. The future is very scary for me.”
Speaking of this, Liu Shengsheng suddenly became enlightened.
She figured it out and no longer struggled with whether Nan Muze liked her, or whether she liked him.
So what if you like him?
The little bit of liking I had was not enough to make me give up the freedom I wanted for him.
Even if he likes me, so what?
His liking wasn't enough to let him put down everything and stay here.
She wants to leave Cang Prince's Mansion.
Leave the city.
With this thought in mind, Liu Shengsheng went directly back to the house to find pen, ink, paper and inkstone, and seriously began to write the letter of separation.
Soon she came outside the study again with Li Shu in hand.
Seeing her coming over again, Xiao Jiang couldn't help but feel that she really cared about the prince and was so uncontrollable.
"Is the prince back now?"
Xiao Jiang nodded, "Yes, but the prince doesn't want to see you now, so you should come back tomorrow."
Liu Shengsheng breathed out.
"It doesn't matter. It's okay if we don't meet. Just leave this to him."
Xiaojiang took it and took a look, his expression suddenly became unstable, "What do you mean, my dear?"
"I told you that I wanted to make peace with the prince a long time ago, but now I have been putting it off. After much thought, I still think it would be better to resolve it as soon as possible. Now that the prince is going to marry a new concubine, it doesn't matter if I am here or not, right?"
Xiao Jiang said nervously: "My dear, if you want the prince to take the initiative to come to you, just say so directly. Why do you do this? Aren't you afraid of hurting the prince's heart?"
"If he doesn't even see me, how can he be sad?"
Liu Shengsheng was speechless, "Anyway, just leave this to him and tell him that I will move out in a few days."
After saying that, she turned and left.
Xiao Jiang was completely panicked. If this was left to the prince, wouldn't the prince be furious?
He quickly went to Aunt Wang and said, "Aunt Wang, look at this! I think you are self-defeating, but it has made the queen resent the prince, and now she wants to divorce!"
Aunt Wang waved her hand, "Play hard to get, it must be hard to get! If the empress really wanted to make peace with the prince, she would have done so long ago. The prince has only seen her once today, and she is so uncontrollable that she must want to use this trick It doesn't matter if you attract the prince to take the initiative to find her. Don't leave this to the prince yet. If the prince doesn't go to find her today, she will definitely take the initiative to look for him tomorrow."
"you sure?"
Xiao Jiang looked unbelievable.
Aunt Wang said helplessly: "So what can I do if I'm not sure? It's not just once or twice that the Queen has said that she wants to leave. If she is really determined to leave this time, then even if the prince tries to persuade her to stay, nothing will change. What we can do Just to change your mind."
Xiao Jiang said earnestly: "Do you think the empress suddenly wrote this because she was jealous?"
"Definitely yes, let's just wait. The queen will definitely come to the prince again. Then we will reject her again. When she is discouraged, we will let her go in to see the prince. At that time, she will definitely tell him well. It’s from the bottom of my heart.”
"..."
Qingfengyuan.
Liu Shengsheng went back feeling refreshed. Just as she was about to go back to the house, a little maid hurriedly said: "Your Majesty, the third princess invites you to go to the Princess Mansion for a heart-to-heart talk. The people from the Princess Mansion are already waiting outside."
Liu Shengsheng was stunned for a moment, Concubine Rou's words flashed through her mind, and she said, "Go out and tell them that I am unwell and cannot pass."
The little maid was obedient: "But the princess guessed that you would say this. She said that even if you are uncomfortable, you have to go there, otherwise she will be angry. What else can she say? She already knows that Concubine Rou is looking for you..."
Liu Shengsheng had no choice but to follow her out.
As expected, this princess is still as willful as ever. After playing with me for a long time, she actually has some tricks up her sleeve...
