The palace was lifeless that night. After dinner, Liu Shengsheng went back to the house to rest.
In her sleep, she often felt like someone was lingering outside her house.
It's just that the footsteps are very light, and if you listen carefully, you can still hear what someone is saying.
Drowsily, Liu Shengsheng sat up from the bed, "Is it Xiao Jiang?"
It seems to be his voice...
It was already very late and the room was pitch dark. She walked to the door in the dark, but she seemed to hear Nan Muze's voice.
"If you don't want to drink, drink it."
Liu Shengsheng's heart thumped and she took a step back involuntarily.
She seemed to be able to see Xiao Jiang's troubled expression, "Master, my wife really drank last time..."
There was sudden silence outside the door, as if Nan Muze had left.
Just when Liu Shengsheng was about to sit back on the bed, the door to the room suddenly opened, and then, Xiao Jiang walked in expressionlessly carrying a bowl of soup.
"Mother, you'd better drink the medicine..."
"Didn't I drink it already?"
Xiao Jiang looked embarrassed, "But..."
"Just tell the prince that I really can't get pregnant now. I really didn't lie to him!"
Liu Shengsheng felt bitter in her heart. Seeing Xiao Jiang pressing closer and closer, she was so angry that she couldn't help but yell, "I told you that I really drank!"
"..."
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty..."
Liu Shengsheng was startled when Aunt Wang's voice suddenly came to her ears, but she suddenly woke up from the bed.
what's the situation?
Didn't she just hear Nan Muze and Xiao Jiang talking outside?
Didn't Xiao Jiang force himself to drink it with medicine again?
She was panting, and then she realized that she had been lying on the bed, and beside the bed was Aunt Wang who looked anxious, "Mother, are you awake? Are you having a nightmare?"
Liu Shengsheng felt like she had a splitting headache. Is this really a dream?
This dream is too real...
Aunt Wang covered her with a quilt, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. The old slave is always outside the door. You must be under too much pressure during this period. Don't think so much and rest quickly."
Liu Shengsheng's heartbeat was fast, "Have you been outside all this time?"
"Yes, my dear."
"Didn't anyone come in just now?"
Aunt Wang touched her forehead, "Why did you start talking nonsense again? You just went back to the house to rest, and not long after that, you kept talking in your sleep. I was worried about you, so I ran in to see if you were a dreamer." What's going on? Why do you keep shouting that you don't want to drink?"
It turned out to be a dream...
Liu Shengsheng breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that he felt guilty after deceiving others, so he had such a dream.
I have to say that the dream was so real. She really thought she had gotten up just now, and she really thought Xiaojiang had brought the medicine...
Sleepless night.
After the nightmare, Liu Shengsheng didn't sleep well all night and got up before dawn.
He just opened the door and didn't see Aunt Wang. Instead, he saw Nan Muze.
Liu Shengsheng couldn't help but pinch her arm. It hurt...
This time it was no longer a dream.
Nan Muze stood quietly not far away. When he saw her coming out, he seemed to want to say something, but he hesitated.
Liu Shengsheng just pretended not to see him, walked to the swing next to the yard and sat down.
"Why did you wake up so early?"
Nan Muze asked her proactively.
She was stunned. This was the first time she saw Nan Muze looking for a topic like this...
"Didn't you wake up early too?"
"I am not sleeping."
Liu Shengsheng finally looked at him, and sure enough she found that his eyes were dark and he had indeed been up all night.
Why don't you sleep so well?
Are you worried that you didn't drink the medicine?
Thinking of yesterday's dream, she still had lingering fears, "Don't worry, Your Majesty, I really drank the medicine that day. I..."
Before she could finish her words, a figure suddenly flashed in front of her, and before she could react, he pulled her into his arms.
The extremely fast Qinggong stirred up a gust of breeze, which blew down the leaves on the side and fluttered to the ground.
Liu Shengsheng was a little confused and felt sour in her heart for some reason.
"My lord, what are you doing?"
"sorry."
This was definitely the first time Liu Shengsheng heard Nan Muze say such words to her in such a tone.
I don’t know what happened, but my heart felt sour for a while.
It was as if he had been greatly wronged.
She wanted to push Nan Muze away, but Nan Muze gently touched the back of her head and said, "You are suffering."
Are you dreaming again?
Liu Shengsheng pinched her thigh, and she frowned in pain.
It's not a dream.
So, Nan Muze is apologizing to himself?
"What’s wrong with you……"
Nan Muze slowly squatted on the ground, put his arms around her waist, and buried his head in her belly as if he was extremely regretful.
Like a very beautiful painting.
Liu Shengsheng just sat on the swing covered with flowers, while Nan Muze hugged her tightly and squatted in front of her, like a lover in love.
According to her temperament, she should ask him coldly at this moment if he came to reconcile with her?
But when the words came to my lips, they turned into, "I'm fine, you didn't hurt me..."
But the more this happened, the tighter Nan Muze hugged her.
A girl as beautiful as a flower has lost her right to be a mother forever.
All because of his arrogant words.
She actually said it was okay...
Nan Muze hugged her tightly, "Do you really want to leave?"
Liu Shengsheng's heartbeat seemed to have missed half a beat, and a voice came from the bottom of her heart.
Not leaving.
Discord.
She was startled by her idea, and then she thought about it, didn't Nan Muze still care about her lying to him?
There should always be a knot in his heart, right?
What's more, my original purpose was to strengthen myself and travel around the world. Do I really want to suddenly change my mind at this time?
No, all this is just an illusion.
Liu Shengsheng slowly closed her eyes. Although she was indeed fine, it was just because she knew how to be clever. If not, she would have indeed lost the right to be a mother for the rest of her life. .
Thinking about the medicine he drank, the beatings he received, and his sarcastic words, Liu Shengsheng forced herself to be cruel, "Well, didn't we already agree?"
"Cure your health and then make peace with each other, right?"
Nan Muze was actually asking her...
Is this a discovery of conscience?
Liu Shengsheng pushed him away gently, her expression a little uncomfortable, "No need, right? I am a doctor myself, I can show it to myself..."
I don't know why I feel guilty.
Why don't you just tell him that you're fine?
But when she thought of yesterday's dream, Liu Shengsheng didn't dare to gamble.
"I don't know why the prince apologized suddenly, but I am not the kind of person who would pester the prince. I know that in your heart, I am no longer the same person as before, but you don't seem ready to accept this reality, so maybe We can calm down with each other for a while, for example, wait for the day when you are sure that you can really accept me, and then talk to me about these things."
As she said that, she stood up and said, "Actually, I haven't thought clearly. The more you act like this, the less clear I can see my own heart. I don't like myself very much. It makes me feel like you're giving charity or pitying me." Me, that’s not liking, at least not pure liking.”
