A few hours later.
The rushing water kept washing away.
Song Wenbin's face was gloomy. He lowered his head and stood in the hospital bathroom, washing his hands under the faucet.
He didn't know how long he had been washing, but no matter how much soap he used or how hard he tried, he couldn't wash away the thick shadow in his heart.
It seemed that as soon as he closed his eyes, he could see the shocking red color on his fingers.
He is no longer clean.
When he was live broadcasting, Song Wenbin was proud of his ability and attitude to walk through thousands of flowers without even touching a leaf.
But at this moment, the immortal golden body that he was most proud of was tainted by the most evil and sinister things in the world during this seemingly easy trip, making it impossible for him to regain his former pride.
In this current situation, what face will he use to face the fans who trust him and the audience who are waiting for his return.
Although Huo Yu turned off the camera and no one knew about the tragedy that happened after the filming of his show, Song Wenbin could not forgive himself.
Because he could clearly feel that behind that trace of pain and helplessness, there was actually a trace of unknown pleasure, a trace of betrayal and excitement beyond the ordinary.
Looked around.
no one.
He cautiously and tremblingly put his fingertips under his nose and sniffed.
He told himself in his mind that he was just smelling it to see if there was any residual smell.
But when he smelled only the scent of soap, he felt a little bit regretful. Maybe he washed too fast...
However, this inexplicable regret made him slap himself in the face again and hold his head tightly.
"Song Wenbin, Song Wenbin! Why are you so depraved!...?"
He gritted his teeth and cursed at himself, "Do you still remember your job? Do you remember the fans who have followed you for ten years!? Do you remember the live broadcast on Jiangnan Road!?"
He breathed deeply.
"No, this is nothing." Song Wenbin looked at himself in the mirror and said: "Those who don't know are not guilty. This is not my fault, nor is it intentional by Huo Yu and Su Tina. They are also victims, and they cannot control this. Planting things, they are also victims of God! That’s right! It’s all God’s fault!!”
He stood in front of the mirror and said loudly: "It's all God's fault!!"
Crash.
The sound of flushing came from the toilet behind him, and several trembling old men walked out with the help of others, holding bottles, and looked curiously at the patient who was talking loudly to himself.
His confidence suddenly turned into timidity. Song Wenbin lowered his head and hurriedly left the hospital toilet and came to the hospital hall.
The hall was empty, not many people, very deserted. This is the gynecology department of a public hospital in Yakutsk. Only occasionally a few pregnant women with big bellies would pass by.
In fact, although the place they came to was the capital of the Sakha Republic, it was sparsely populated. There were not even as many people on the streets as there were in a county in China.
Song Wenbin sat on the chair and looked at his fingers silently.
Maybe in addition to his fingers, there were some evil things stuck on his butt and pants, but Song Wenbin couldn't think about it anymore. If he still wanted to continue living and exist in this world, then what happened today It must be forgotten, completely forgotten, as if it never happened.
squeak.
The door in front of me opened.
Sutina and Huo Yu walked out of the door.
Song Wenbin looked at Su Tina and Huo Yu who were standing in front of him expressionlessly. Huo Yu looked at him with dark eyes, while Su Tina simply lowered her head and tapped her feet on the ground.
What happened before had left an indelible shadow in the hearts of the three of them. At this moment, they no longer knew how to face each other and this colleague who had traveled to four countries together.
In the end, Song Wenbin, as a man, took the lead to take a deep breath and tremblingly broke the silence.
"How...are you feeling..."
"I...I...I'm fine...It's just that it's time to be normal. Huo Yu may be a little stressed...The doctor asked her to rest for a few more days and she'll be fine..." Sutina lowered her head, whispered.
"well..."
Song Wenbin let out a long sigh.
Although I only stayed in Siberia for more than four days.
But for these four or five days, they spent a month in China to get the B2 driver's license. Only those who have tried it will understand the pressure and difficulty involved.
"No one is allowed to tell anyone what happened today."
Huo Yu took a deep breath and said coldly: "And Sutina, you can find a hotel nearby immediately and let's change clothes."
Naturally, Song Wenbin would not tell this matter to anyone. He wished it would rot under the permafrost in Siberia.
After the three of them reached a tacit agreement, they stood up and walked outside the hospital.
As they walked, Su Tina asked cautiously next to Song Wenbin: "Brother Song, I got angry at you before... don't you mind..."
"Well..."
"My aunt is always like this, sensitive and suspicious...don't mind it." Sutina said impatiently before he could answer.
Why are you so sensitive and suspicious of your colleagues? !
Song Wenbin felt filial piety in his heart.
"Did you ever travel without getting angry at me?" He said calmly, "I've long been used to it."
After the three of them arrived outside the hospital, Lalitha was waiting for them beside the truck parked at the intersection.
"How is that person?" Song Wenbin asked.
"The doctor has checked. It's nothing serious. He's just too cold. He'll be fine with just a few days of rest," Lalitha said.
After listening to Su Tina's translation, Song Wenbin breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's okay."
But then, a wave of sadness came inexplicably. This sadness was so intense that he couldn't help covering his face and sobbing again.
What the hell is going on every day...
Su Tina and Huo Yu looked at Song Wenbin who suddenly covered his face and cried. They hesitated for a moment. Su Tina patted Song Wenbin on the shoulder and comforted her softly: "It's okay, Brother Song. We won't tell anyone. No one will." knew."
"I also wanted to be an artist when I was a child, but when I grew up, I became the eighth child." Song Wenbin choked with tears.
Huo Yu listened to Song Wenbin's cry, but couldn't help covering his mouth and laughing.
"Hahahahaha~"
Then, under Sutina's glare, she helplessly spread her hands: "Don't blame me, he wants to take my place."
After a few strokes, Song Wenbin gathered his thoughts. If he was not clean, he would never be clean. Life would go on.
Lalitha looked at Song Wenbin who was wiping his eyes and said something in a gibberish voice.
Sutina was a little surprised. She translated: "This sister asked you if you want to see the aurora. Yakutsk is a very famous aurora viewing place."
Song Wenbin wiped his eyes and asked, "Really?"
Lalitha nodded: "If you want to go, I can take you there. There are good resort hotels and hot springs there, of course, if you pay."
Of course Song Wenbin did not refuse Lalitha's invitation. Whether Lalitha wanted to see it or she had forgotten the last thing about the trip, Song Wenbin didn't mind getting busy quickly.
Soon, they found the program team and delivered a cart of sugar oranges to a supermarket warehouse in Yakutsk. Director Baoli seemed very excited about this victory. He couldn't wait to drive his car in front of Song Wenbin and said: "Wenbin, you did a great job this time. It's great. Our show can continue to be filmed." ”
But Song Wenbin didn't want to have sex with Bao Li, and just said: "The show is finished filming, and we plan to go see the Aurora. If you want to return, just follow us."
After saying that, he got back on the truck and, under the guidance of Lalitha, drove to a tourist town near Yakutsk. After getting off the car, Lalitha took Song Wenbin and the others to a tourist hotel on the edge of the town.
Next to the hotel is a large ice lake. It is not too late yet, and many men and women skating can be vaguely seen on the ice lake.
Song Wenbin didn't know how to skate, and he was in a hurry to change clothes, so he hurriedly took his number plate and took a hot shower in the hotel.
After taking a hot shower, he didn't wear those contaminated clothes and came to the lobby wearing a hotel bathrobe. Lalitha sat on the sofa in the lobby, playing with her sled dog and looking at the onlookers. Turn a blind eye. Although she is relaxed and natural, the elves who run tirelessly on the snow all day and night do not like this place. Whenever someone looks at them, they will let out a low whimper.
Song Wenbin didn't say anything. He squatted beside the two sled dogs and stroked their heads.
Not long after, Su Tina and Huo Yu also came out wearing bathrobes. Lalitha led them along the hotel corridor to the outside of the house, where there was an observation deck in a glass conservatory.
There is a row of white lounge chairs on the observation deck, and the lounge chairs are very soft.
After the four people lay down, the staff soon brought them hot tea and pastries. They lay on the lounge chairs, drank hot tea and looked at the Siberian sky.
At this moment, the wind and snow have stopped, the sky is as clean as glass, and the outside of the observation deck is extremely empty. The solar wind hits the atmosphere, and the flow of charged particles turns into a pale green aurora swimming in the sky, like a tireless ghost dragon.
This is a scene Song Wenbin has never seen in China. Looking at the empty, lonely and mysterious sky, some of the unpleasantness during the journey gradually faded away.
"What a beauty...."
Sutina looked up at the sky and said longingly: "Will we come to a place like this again in the future?"
"This is your hometown. You don't have to come back as many times as you want." Huo Yu leaned on the floor as she leaned on the floor. She didn't seem to be too interested in the aurora in the sky.
Su Tina lightly slapped Huo Yu and said, "Smack your tongue, my hometown is in Yin Ning."
Lalitha pointed to the sky and said to Song Wenbin: "Although the Soviet Union is gone, I don't miss it. In that era, few people could have the leisure and elegance to appreciate the scenery of the sky, even if they were right above my head. But people are still obsessed with fighting and purging. Although my father told me many stories from that era, at the end of his life, what he loved to do most was just sit quietly and admire the aurora in the sky."
Sutina translated Lalitha's words to Song Wenbin.
Song Wenbin was a little confused and said: "Lalisa, actually I don't know much. If you have anything to tell me, just say it directly."
"I like the winter in Siberia very much. I like the loneliness and pure silence. Of course, in order to make a living, I will also go to Moscow to work in the summer. However, I don't enjoy the life there much. I just feel that it is better than Siberia. It's a lot noisier, which makes me upset, and there are a lot of things that I thought were unclean before. But I think your friend with short hair is right, true purity is not afraid of pollution. I think, this summer, I It will be very happy.”
