Everything he did was just to protect Jin Yan.
But after he came back, he realized that his purpose and original intention were contrary to each other from the beginning.
Jin Yan has been more unhappy in the past two years than she has been in the past ten years combined, multiplied by ten thousand times.
Touching Jinyan's cheek, some of the things she heard about her in the past two years automatically appeared in Yu Qingtang's mind.
He felt Jin Yan's loneliness and sadness, and frantically wanted to tear apart the dark nights that kept her awake all night.
It was he who deserved to be punished and tortured, not his baby.
Yu Qingtang did not withdraw his hand, and Jin Yan did not move either.
She looked at Yu Qingtang's slightly bitter and aching expression, and she seemed to feel that his heart was being cut by a knife and suffering from all kinds of pain.
She had been scared when Yu Qingtang disappeared without a word.
When this man appeared next to her as Xie Yan, just like her father, even though she knew nothing was eternal, she still hoped that he could stay with her forever.
But Yu Qingtang suddenly disappeared, leaving no trace. Except for the company's acting president saying "Mr. Yu went on vacation," no trace of Yu Qingtang could be found.
It was as if he had vanished from the world.
Jin Yan felt unprecedented panic at that moment.
She was afraid that it was all really just a dream.
Xie Yanxunyu and the others were just phantoms of her own imagination.
This man will disappear, but what about dad? Will her father disappear from her face again?
She couldn't bear such an ending a second time.
In the two months after Yu Qingtang disappeared, she would look for her parents every day as soon as she opened her eyes. She wanted to make sure that they really still existed.
When her parents are in front of her, she will sit next to them every now and then, sit next to her father or mother for a while, and sleep for a while.
If they go to work, she will call them every half hour or an hour. As long as they answer the phone and reply to messages, she can settle down.
This situation lasted for a long time and frightened everyone in the family.
Later, her father seemed to notice something. He first bought this new house, and then asked her to move out of the house with more than ten years of memories and let her live with him and her mother.
Grandpa couldn't get used to living in a building. Knowing that she was "sick", he went to the city to stay with her for a few months.
She learned the Book of Changes and Chinese Medicine from the old man, embroidery from her grandmother, and tasted tea from her grandfather...
No matter how busy the family was at that time, at least one person would always be with her every day.
The days passed, and when she woke up one morning, she suddenly figured it out.
If all this is her own imagination, if she is the center of the world, then everything in the world should revolve around her wishes.
If that were the case, it would be impossible for Yu Qingtang to disappear from her eyes.
People who love her deeply will never leave her.
Unless you don't love enough.
So what else does she have to worry about?
The most important thing to her is her father, who is always by her side to protect her, right?
But figuring it out doesn't mean you can let go.
After that, Jin Yan tried many times, but he still couldn't make himself happy.
At that time, she thought, so what if she doesn't love enough?
Even if the person she likes is tied, she has to tie him before her eyes. She is not a generous person.
Then one day she had a dream, dreaming that Yu Qingtang was back and her father beat Yu Qingtang severely. When she ran out to plead for Yu Qingtang, her father said that everyone who made his daughter sad should die.
But in the end, my father showed mercy.
Because he couldn't bear to let his daughter be sad.
Later, Yu Qingtang was tied up by her father and thrown in front of her, as if he wanted to wait for her to deal with him.
Yu Qingtang was so miserable. There was no good spot in his body.
She was reluctant to do it, so she asked her father to build a pure gold cage covered with thorns and shut Yu Qingtang in it.
She thought, it doesn't matter if she doesn't love her enough, then she can be her "bird in the cage" from now on.
As long as he stops thinking about escaping.
"Baby……"
Yu Qingtang's deep and hoarse voice brought Jin Yan back to reality. She found that Yu Qingtang's expression was a little strange, as if he had read through her inner thoughts.
His expression was a bit incredulous, but Jin Yan didn't give him room to imagine.
She got straight to the point and said unabashedly: "I once told my father that if you come back, I will break your legs and lock you up at home so that you will never be able to leave me."
The suspicion in Yu Qingtang's heart came to nothing. He didn't know why he could sense Jin Yan's thoughts, but at this moment he wanted to laugh very much.
He looked at the duplicitous girl and said funnyly: "Didn't you put me in a cage? A pure gold cage covered with thorns?"
Jin Yan suddenly showed a fierce expression, "Yeah, can't you?"
Yu Qingtang nodded and said yes, "You can do whatever you want, but I think this is not enough. In addition to sharp thorns, you should also apply blood-sealing poison on each sharp thorn, so that I can't escape." .”
"You are really cruel to yourself." Jin Yan's mouth twitched.
Yu Qingtang: "Is this called cruel?"
Some people could obviously beat him, but when he was being taught a lesson, they ran out to stop him, but they refused to let him go and threatened to break his legs.
She is so soft-hearted, how could she be willing to let it go?
If he could, he really wanted to experience all the panic and anxiety and fear of loneliness that Jin Yan had experienced in the past two years.
Only when he deeply understands why she is upset and hurts can he love her better.
Jin Yan: "..."
Although she had never considered applying poison as an option, in that dream, her father made up for this link for her.
It seems that when it comes to the word "ruthless", she has not yet reached the entry level, and she still has to learn!
Suddenly, Yu Qingtang asked: "Baby, can I hold you now?"
Jin Yan was stunned, and before she could react, the tall figure had completely blocked her sight, and took her into his arms with great care.
He also hugged her on his birthday, but at that time his whole body was tense. He wanted to get closer but didn't dare to, wanted to use force but didn't dare to use force, as if he was always alert to possible dangers around him.
At this moment, Yu Qingtang's steel had turned into soft tissue.
Jin Yan got a warm, safe, comfortable and soft haven.
But as long as the wind and waves hit, he will become indestructible, unbreakable and invincible.
It’s not that you don’t love enough.
Jin Yan murmured to himself.
Yu Qingtang didn't hear clearly, lowered his head and asked her, "What?"
Looking at his eyes that were no longer so sad, Jin Yan slowly moved closer and placed a very light kiss on his eyes.
Yu Qingtang's heartbeat stopped, his pupils dilated, and his whole figure seemed to be in a state of weightlessness.
Everything was blurred to him, only Jin Yan in front of him was clear, real, and the only thing he could grasp.
She said: "It can happen in the future."
Good night
