After the elders finished speaking, everyone asked Jin Yan to make a wish.
Jin Yan first looked at her elders, then at other relatives and friends, and finally her eyes fell on the face of Yu Qingtang who was closest to her.
She clasped her hands together and slowly closed her eyes.
I hope mom, dad, and all the elders will be healthy and live a long life, and everything goes well.
I hope Zhou He will succeed in his studies and realize his dreams; I hope Xie Jing will return home safely every time he goes to sea, and everything will be worry-free.
hope……
Yu Qingtang stared at Jin Yan's face greedily, wondering uncontrollably in her heart, would her birthday wish this year include his shadow?
He soon gave up the idea.
Two years ago, Jin Yan made a wish, saying that she hoped her uncle would be happy forever and be by her side forever, but he disappeared as soon as her birthday was over.
This wish was naturally invalidated.
Now, he didn't dare to have any extravagant hopes, nor should he.
Soon Jin Yan finished making his wish and blew out the candles with everyone's blessing.
For Jinyan, the birthday is over when the process is over, but her parents have put a lot of effort into her birthday, and she doesn't want their preparations to go to waste.
Half an hour later, a somewhat tired Jin Yan went to a deserted corner of the garden with Zhou He and Xie Jing. While the three of them were talking, Yu Qingtang came over. He grabbed Jin Yan's wrist and was about to leave.
"What are you doing? Let Jin Yan go." Zhou He's expression changed, and he went up and grabbed Yu Qingtang's wrist, trying to force him to let go.
However, Yu Qingtang only held Jin Yan's hand in vain. Jin Yan could pull his hand away with just one twitch.
Jin Yan didn't move, but Xie Jing kicked Zhou He with a stern face, "Are you going crazy? Let go!"
If you are dissatisfied with Yu Qingtang, you shouldn't vent it in front of Jin Yan.
If other people see it, what will they think?
Zhou He was indeed very dissatisfied. He hated Yu Qingtang's nonchalant look. Although his feelings were obviously different from before, he still wanted to rely on Jin Yan's dependence and trust to treat Jin Yan as before.
He was unconvinced, but realized that his attitude just now was indeed a bit extreme. He was afraid of scaring Jin Yan, and was afraid that Jin Yan would think too much, so he reluctantly let go of his hand.
At this time, Xie Jing said: "Uncle, do you have time tonight? Many young people in the village are back this time. Let's go play a game of basketball."
Zhou He nodded immediately upon hearing this, "Yes, do you dare to play a game of basketball with us?"
Xie Jing: "..."
This idiot.
Yu Qingtang didn't care about the hostility of the two towards him. Knowing that they might have something to say to him, he said "hmm".
Zhou He: "Then let's talk about it, whoever doesn't come, who will..."
Before he finished speaking, Xie Jing covered his mouth and pulled him away.
Of course, afterward, Xie Jing frantically washed her hands under the faucet, almost washing the skin off her palms.
After the two walked away, Jin Yan asked, "What happened?"
Yu Qingtang looked down at her feet, "Does your feet hurt after standing for so long?"
He saw that the heels were a little red.
Jin Yan said it didn't hurt.
Yu Qingtang was silent, his thin lips pursed into a straight line, his expression painful, as if the pain and discomfort in Jin Yan's body had been transferred to him.
He frowned hard, grabbed Jin Yan's wrist and walked towards her yard.
Jin Yan wanted to shake him off, but failed this time.
She stopped and refused to go, "I told you it wouldn't hurt."
The air pressure on Yu Qingtang's body was very low, and his voice was also very low, "Baby, you wouldn't have endured the pain like this before."
"I can." Jin Yan said, "And I'm not the same person I used to be."
Yu Qingtang was silent again.
But some unrealistic fantasies arise in my heart.
Is Jin Yan angry with him because he left without saying goodbye, or is it because of other reasons?
After a few seconds, he said: "If you don't obey, I will carry you back to the room."
Jin Yan looked a little surprised and stared at Yu Qingtang, "How dare you!"
I finally have some of the indulgent gestures I had before.
Yu Qingtang smiled and said, "I don't dare, so be obedient, go back to the room, and change these shoes. You are already tall enough, and you look beautiful even without high heels."
Jin Yan: "I know it myself."
"If you know, then change it." Yu Qingtang said.
Jin Yan: "Why should I listen to you?"
In the past, it was always okay, uncle, listen to your uncle, and I will listen to your uncle.
Yu Qingtang was stabbed at the tip of his heart, which was painful and painful. Soon, the sting and bitterness spread throughout his body like a plague.
He said: "You don't have to listen to me. Just listen to your parents and yourself, but don't let yourself get hurt or uncomfortable, otherwise we will all feel sad."
Hearing this, Jin Yan suddenly became angry, "Feeling distressed? Who was wishing me eternal happiness one second and saying that he would always be with me, and then disappeared the next second?
Yu Qingtang was speechless.
Jin Yan also fell silent.
After more than ten seconds, Jin Yan suddenly said: "The blessings have been sent and the gifts have been placed in the room. When will you leave this time?"
Yu Qingtang's eyes suddenly widened, and a flash of deep self-blame and some indescribable pain flashed through his depressed eyes.
Jin Yan: "Will you say goodbye to everyone this time? Or are you leaving secretly again?"
Yu Qingtang felt as if he had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and felt as if countless sharp knives had been inserted into him. The pain made him unable to breathe.
His face was pale, and when he was thinking about how to speak, Jin Yan, who had been staring at her, looked away and lowered his head, holding on to the skirt with one hand and the palm of the other hand.
She closed her eyes, and the breeze blew by. A few strands of broken hair covered her red eyes, and also covered the heartache under her eyes.
"It's okay if you still want to leave. It's okay if you don't say goodbye to me, but dad..."
Before she finished speaking, Jin Yan's vision went dark. Before she could realize what was going on, her body was pulled over by a strong force and fell into a tall, reliable but very warm embrace.
The familiar breath rushed to his face, Jin Yan was stunned and at a loss, but his eyes became moist despite his disappointment.
She thought of the white hair she had just seen.
I don’t know when it was born. There are little stars scattered here and there, most of them are on the temples.
She thought of what her father said to her mother, "It's not easy for two children." Did her father notice the white hair on Yu Qingtang's head from the beginning?
And after she noticed the scarlet under his eyes and the blue stubble, she never dared to look at other places carefully until just now.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
Yu Qingtang's low-pitched apology kept echoing in his ears. Jin Yan tried to push him away, but it had no effect.
His assurance came to my ears again, "I was wrong two years ago. I won't leave again, and I won't leave in the future. No matter what happens, no matter whether I can get what I want, as long as you are good, as long as you can be forever Joyful and happy."
If he can get his wish, then he will grow old with his precious love.
If he is destined not to be loved and destined to be alone, then he will stay here forever.
Make a tree, a river, a mountain.
As long as she is willing to look back.
As long as she is still willing to look back.
Good night
