With this single chapter, I sincerely apologize to the leader of the alliance, Shu Ru.
Sometimes I am too emotional and idealistic. I write too much and get immersed in it. I always feel that there is an ideal model in the world.
You can use "I think", "I feel", "I can".
In fact, it is not possible.
Ashu is right, I am not the one who makes the rules, nor am I one of those characters who can overcome all difficulties and obstacles and never lose their fighting spirit.
The tree looks like this because I came to the starting point.
"The tree is like this, so why is the love so deep?"
This is where his ID comes from.
He didn't know how to make a map, so he learned the software for three days and worked hard to compare it with my hand drawings to create the original map of the heart.
He often stays until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, still sending activity rewards to readers.
He expressed his gratitude to every reader who subscribed to True Heart.
When his bad tone once angered several readers, he apologized to them one by one.
When he was competing for the top spot, he went everywhere asking for votes.
In order to be active in the circle and to make his character shine, he has done too much.
And this morning, I thought he had lost his feelings for the book.
I wrote a farewell message seriously, checked the fan list, and transferred him 13,000 yuan.
What I want is to repay part of the reward. If he gets tired of the story, I don't want him to waste his emotions, time and money.
Money is a vulgar thing.
I think I can use it to prove that I'm not vulgar. But in fact, this only shows my vulgarity.
This made Ashu feel hugely insulted.
He felt I was throwing money at him. It felt like I was hurting him on purpose.
The damage has been done.
Maybe it can never be made up for.
I don't know how else to express my apology and my sincerity.
With this single chapter, at the beginning of 2022, I apologize to Shu Rui.
I hope I can actually learn this lesson.
I hope I don't hurt anyone who has true feelings for me again.
I sincerely hope that Shuru can live in a wider world and continue his splendid life in the real world.
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I think about it, I really ignored a lot.
I have always been concentrating on writing, and have very little communication with people. The communication with friends is also very perfunctory because they are friends.
When I'm busy, I just think about how to write a good story. When I'm free, I just think about how to fall asleep and keep my spirits up.
It occurred to me that I still owe the alliance leaders Jiang Wuyou and Jiang Anan an apology.
It was a previous Qingyu Star event. I saw that there were too many spam posts in the comment area, so I directly said in the group, Aite Wuyou, don't continue, I don't want this kind of book review area. What I hope to see is the true feelings of readers, and I would rather not have this kind of star value.
I ignored that Wuyou had been doing this activity for many days.
And I only think about my so-called "nobility" and so-called "innocence".
So Wuyou left angrily.
I was immersed in my own world and ignored the feelings of others.
I hurt the people who supported me sincerely.
I always feel that I can win everything if I am clean and hold my head high.
But just like Ashu said——
"Not every Silver Alliance leader will thank the readers one by one for you."
I don't know how to make up for my mistake.
Maybe it can never be made up for.
But I hope Ashu knows, I hope Wuyou knows, and I hope other people who have been hurt by me unintentionally know.
I will always remember the support you gave me.
Always remember how you got here.
Because of stupidity, naivety, and self-righteousness, I definitely hurt some people.
But I never mean to hurt anyone.
There are times when I am stupid, there are times when I am childish, there are times when I am self-righteous, but there is no time when I am vicious.
The hurt I caused to those who gave me my true feelings.
I hope today is the last time.
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I once again apologize to the tree. Apologize to Wuyou. Apologize to those I have hurt.
As an author, there is nothing else I can do except finish writing this story and manage the dream we have experienced together.
I hope that when someone looks back many years later, they will find that this dream is held there very preciously and has never withered.
The paper is short but the meaning is long, and the words are difficult to express feelings.
This lesson is profound.
At this moment I feel truly guilty.
Please let time tell.
——Why is love so extreme, on February 1, 2022
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