Jiang Shan seems to be trapped in different forms and spaces at every stage of his life.
The orphanage where Jiang Shan grew up was very shabby even within the orphanage. I had the impression that the director was either asking for donations or on the way to ask for donations every day.
Even so, the orphanage operated at a loss year after year. These days, everyone's kindness has been overdrawn, and life is so hard, so how can we spare any effort to help others.
Other children can often go to community activities to participate in activities, act cute and cheat to raise funds, but Jiang Shan just eats in vain.
Before she was six years old, she couldn't even get out of bed. Every day at meal time, the nurse would give her some soup leftovers. This also led to Jiang Shan being malnourished and skinny. When she was finally able to leave the bed and walk, others looked at her with a sallow and thin face. , the career of being cute and cute is completely over.
Therefore, the children in the orphanage exclude Jiang Shan and hate Jiang Shan. Everyone earns food based on their own ability, so why can you eat ready-made food?
There is no clear sense of good or evil in a child's mind, only simple black and white.
The most terrifying thing was that one night, Jiang Shan felt out of breath. When he opened his eyes, he found that someone was actually strangling him. It was a little boy less than ten years old, but when he pinched Jiang Shan, the look on his face was... That kind of ferocity is real evil.
Later, Jiang Shan forgot who saved her. She only remembered that after waking up, the dean, who had never shown his face, was sitting in front of her bed. Jiang Shan felt the feeling of being cared for for the first time. Like the word "Father" in the book.
At lunch that day, Jiang Shan also got a carton of milk for the first time. Especially from now on, the children in the orphanage stayed away from Jiang Shan completely, and when they saw her, they would run away like frightened birds. As for the little boy who pinched Jiang Shan, Jiang Shan was never seen again in the orphanage.
Jiang Shan didn't feel any guilt, and she didn't care where the little boy went. After all, it had nothing to do with her.
Everyone is an orphan, everyone is alone, even if they have good intentions, they are left to themselves.
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Jiang Shan fiddled with the small radio. It wasn't even Bluetooth, it was very old-fashioned and had an antenna.
And there are only two knobs, one with the volume and the other with the channel.
When Zhang Wanqiu took out the radio from his pocket, it was as if he had already prepared it. Which nurse would put an antique radio in his pocket every day?
Jiang Shan gently turned the channel, and a burst of electric sound came out, and then intermittent sounds came out. If you listened carefully, it was a song that you had never heard before.
Jiang Shan frowned and continued to turn the channel knob down. There was a continuous sound of electricity, and then there was rustling. After turning several channels, there was no sound at all.
Jiang Shan was speechless.
Picking up the book that Zhang Wanqiu had brought over again, a particularly boring and pointless novel, Jiang Shan lost interest after turning the first page, and the book was in tatters, as if it had just been picked out of the trash can.
Jiang Shan was about to throw it away when he suddenly remembered something and slowly picked it up again. He turned to the copyright page and looked at the publication date.
February 199X.
? ? ? No wonder he was so cliche and got her a book from decades ago?
After the whole day, Jiang Shan was almost bored to the point of toothache. The mattress under her body was so soft that she simply lay down and stared at the ceiling.
Among the four corners of the ceiling, she saw that one of the corners seemed to be slightly black. In this snow-white room, this black spot was too conspicuous, as if the wall had corroded and turned black.
But it's not like ordinary walls that are moldy or discolored, and Jiang Shan clearly remembers that it wasn't there yesterday.
Jiang Shan frowned and looked at it. She felt that the black substance was actually squirming.
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The scientific research institute also asked to pay attention to Jiang Shan's mental condition. After staying alone on a barren mountain for five months, it was difficult for them to imagine that a normal person would not go crazy.
Is it possible that Kang Sun's amnesia is a form of post-traumatic stress disorder?
Zhang Wanqiu's task was to observe Jiang Shan as much as possible, chat with her and stimulate her memories. Nurse Zhang was recruited to Songshan Hospital because of her other identity - the most famous private psychological therapist in Beijing and Hong Kong.
However, after just two days of getting along, Zhang Wanqiu felt like he had met a match.
First of all, she believed that Jiang Shan had absolutely no mental problems, let alone madness.
Jiang Shan has quick thinking and clear logic. The most important thing is that a person's innate psychological quality cannot be faked in a short time.
If Jiang Shan will encounter any major stimulus and develop mental problems, the probability is extremely slim.
Since Jiang Shan is completely mentally healthy, it may be that he simply lost his memories of the few months on the mountain. The cause of amnesia is also mysterious.
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As soon as Jiang Shan's test results came out, he was rushed to the observation room. Geng Jianghui immediately put on his reading glasses and stared at the test report.
"The level of white blood cells in her blood was abnormally high."
The data on the laboratory test sheet showed that Jiang Shan's white blood cell content was three times that of normal people. More exaggerated than leukemia patients.
It was so amazing that Geng Jianghui couldn't help but say: "Are you sure there is nothing wrong?"
No matter how you look at it, it looks like the inspection was wrong. If this value was true, Jiang Shan would have died suddenly.
The assistant physician said tremblingly: "We specifically checked it three times and did a cross-reference. No, it's correct."
Now that Jiang Shan is the key caregiver, no one dares to make mistakes in her examination results.
Zhao Qisheng also took out a picture and put it under the spectrum: "That's not all. Look, this is a scan of her whole body. Every organ in her body appears to be very healthy. She doesn't look like a sick person at all."
Cancer patients' internal organs will suffer severe failure, which is irreversible.
But Jiang Shan's organs were alive and strong, and no spreading cancer cells were found in the scans.
Once the two inspection results are combined, it can no longer be said that the inspection is wrong.
"I have a guess." Zhao Qisheng swallowed, "White blood cells are immune cells. Such an abnormal value excludes blood diseases. Is it possible that it is a reaction of the immune system?"
For example, infection, inflammation, and the body's white blood cells will increase wildly.
To put it bluntly, the immune system is going crazy at this time.
Geng Jianghui was surprised: "You want to say cancer? But the immune system cannot cure cancer..." If the human immune system can kill cancer cells, it will be regarded as a miracle in the history of evolution.
Cancer cells come from the body itself, and the immune system only responds to foreign invasion.
Zhao Qisheng said with difficulty: "I understand, what I mean is, is there something else that activated her immune system...?"
