Emotions such as irritability and disgust have never appeared in him in the past. Even if he was studying and practicing martial arts, which was extremely boring, day after day, year after year, he would not have any negative emotions in his heart.
Whoosh!
A sword energy slashed out, clearing a large area of grassland.
The broken green shadows floated in the air, crushed into pieces by the incoming sword energy, and flew into the distance with the blowing breeze.
The irritability in Chilin's heart did not get even the slightest relief.
The same person, meeting different people in different environments, will usher in a completely different life and completely different encounters.
The short four hundred years since he was born in Tianjiang satisfied all his fantasies about family, family ties and even personal feelings, so much so that after recovering his memory, deep down in his heart he was even denying everything that happened in the poetic Tiancheng.
"If you had the chance to let go of the past and live your life over again, how would you choose?"
"After all these years, it's time to let go. Letting go of the past means letting go of yourself."
Once upon a time, Blazing Chilin thought that maybe he would gain a new understanding after reliving his life.
In other words, he hopes that he can gain a new understanding.
In the past year at the Tower of Compassionate Light, Mr. gave him the right to choose, and he ushered in a new life as he wished. In the past four hundred years, neither Mr. nor Wu Shang had disturbed him, leaving time to he himself.
Even after the husband got married, when he and his wife came to visit Master, they paid great attention to the propriety of their communication, so that he could fully experience the carefree life of a young man.
However, after the memories of the past were revived, he no longer felt as calm as when he left the Four Realms, because the sense of separation was too strong.
He still remembered the agreement he made with Jian Wushang, "Goodbye in the Misery", that was his only close friend in the Four Realms, and the two even regarded each other as their true brothers.
If he had not had the experience in Tianjiang, Chilin felt that he should be able to face everything that happened in the past calmly like he did in the past.
The differences are all revealed in comparison. If he had not experienced the warmth of Tianjiang, he would just feel that the poetic Tiancheng was unbearable. There was no need to continue wallowing in the quagmire. Leaving was letting him go, and he would not be like he is now. Treat it as an obsession, deny it, and even vaguely have the idea of completely destroying that place.
Now, Chilin is like a person standing on the edge of a cliff, struggling to maintain a balance between the past and the present.
Someone needs to push him or pull him.
"Why do you stay here alone and sulk?"
The voice came softly, and the aura of King Zizhi spread. The visitor was wearing a black civil and military robe, with fine workmanship and exquisite shape. It was embroidered with many flowers, mainly peonies. There were a few pink embellishments in the black hair, which made him look heroic. Absolutely, it is Lin Ruomei, the daughter of Tianjiang Clan.
She spoke with concern: "Did you encounter difficulties in practice, or something happened? If we didn't know that you are still in Tianjiang, everyone might not be able to rest well these days."
There was a bit of ridicule in his words, which showed his delicate thoughts.
Seeing the person coming, Chilin quickly sat up from the ground and covered up the irritation on his face:
"I'm fine. I've made Senior Sister and everyone else worried."
After thinking about the past, this disguise seemed to have become an instinct engraved in his bones, although his starting point was completely different from the past.
If there were no knife marks on the grass, perhaps his words at this time would be more comfortable. Lin Ruomei walked to him and sat down, stared into his eyes, and said very seriously:
"Frowning and saying it's okay, do you think Senior Sister is easy to deceive?"
After not seeing each other for just a few days, she felt that her junior brother seemed a little different from before.
"No." Chi Lin responded quickly.
Just a few simple conversations calmed him down.
Lin Ruomei pretended to be angry and said: "What's not there? I think you obviously have it. Don't keep everything in your heart like your father. If you don't tell it, there will never be a solution."
"..."
Chilin fell into silence after hearing the words. Tianjiang is Tianjiang, the pure land in his heart, different from the poetic heavenly city that disgusts him.
After his mind calmed down, his self-understanding became clear again. Su Hui's awakening will naturally take time to adjust, especially since the sense of separation between the two lives is too serious, and one mistake will be fatal.
The frown slightly relaxed, and Chilin made a decision in his heart.
"Senior sister, do you believe in past and present lives?"
His birth in Tianjiang has never been a secret. After all, Yue Xingshi's movement is not small, but another thing is different.
Lin Ruomei was stunned for a moment when she heard this. She didn't know why her junior brother would suddenly talk about this, but she still said what she knew:
"Past and present life? I heard Master mentioned before that the Bardo Realm is the relay station between life and death. After death, the souls of ordinary people will go to the Bardo Realm first."
"It's not what senior sister said." Chi Lin shook his head and cast his gaze to the sky, his tone revealing unspeakable complexity:
"There is a world outside the sky that looks like a big tree floating in the universe. It is divided into four blocks from top to bottom, forming four completely different countries."
"The Four Realms?" Lin Ruomei didn't ask the reason, but continued following her junior brother's words.
Chilin withdrew his gaze: "Senior sister, do you know?"
"When my uncle got married, I went back to Defeng Ancient Road to watch the ceremony on behalf of my father, and I met a fellow disciple from the Tower of Metta. He was my uncle's student, named Ning Yuan."
Although Tianjiang has a close relationship with Defeng Ancient Road, Lin Ruomei would not mention these things casually if no one asked about them.
"It's him." After hearing the name, Chilin knew who it was and even speculated on some of the current situation. However, his attention did not stay on Ning Yuan's identity for a long time, but continued:
"The country located on the top of the Four Trees, called the Poetic Heavenly City, is ruled by two royal families, the Yutianlong Clan and the Yueshen Clan.
There is a legend among the Yutian Dragon Clan that the six-clawed alien dragon is a disaster star from the sky, leading to the beginning of destruction. The Dragon King and his concubine who was born in the Jinglong Clan gave birth to a blazing red lin..."
He personally told that period of his life, just like Lin Ruomei said, after telling these things, his thoughts became clear.
At first, the tone was unspeakably complicated, but as time went by, it began to become calmer. By the end, it was no different from telling an ordinary story.
We are strangers.
This word is the most appropriate to describe his final state of mind.
This means that after the two periods of life were continued, the part belonging to Chilin was dominated. Except for a certain elder brother who was not very smart, he had no nostalgia for the place of Poetic Celestial City.
Lin Ruomei sat aside and listened quietly to him talking about how he had to survive in such an environment in the past. No wonder his junior brother was born to be extremely smart.
However, she never showed any emotions such as sympathy and pity from beginning to end, because Lin Ruomei knew that the junior brother did not need these, and for the junior brother, it was undoubtedly an insult to him.
(End of chapter)
