Chapter 020 It turns out that I lost him

Style: Romance Author: Hello Wu QingWords: 4430Update Time: 24/01/11 08:17:10
The song sung by Chu Xuan is a Mandarin folk song "Is It Possible" written, composed and sung by Xiaoya.

This song was released on May 30, 2018, and is included in the album "Is It Possible (New Version)"

The song "Is It Possible" was inspired by the poet Zhang Zao's "In the Mirror". Through this song, Xiaoya expresses her attitude towards "regret" and "choice".

Xiaoya touched the soft spots in countless people's hearts with her sincere emotional interpretation and her ethereal and healing singing.

On January 20, 2019, "Is It Possible" won the Top Ten Songs of the Year and Hot Single of the Year awards at the Music Original Ceremony.

The future generations where Chu Xuan lives.

There was a time when "Possibility" became popular on the Internet. As long as you turn on the D key, you can hear the beautiful melody of "Possibility".

Even a tone-deaf person like Chu Xuan can hum along to the melody of the song.

At this time, the first song written down in Chu Xuan's notebook was "Is It Possible".

In fact, Chu Xuan doesn't have any musical ability, and his singing is somewhat tone-deaf.

So before, he only liked to listen to songs, but rarely sang in person.

The song "Is It Possible" has a different meaning to Chu Xuan.

Especially the sentence "Maybe I will not look back until I hit the south wall, maybe I will give up only after seeing the Yellow River" is more like a summary of Chu Xuan's previous life.

In the previous life, Chu Xuan hit the south wall without looking back, and even saw the Yellow River without giving up.

It wasn't until the last moment of his life that Xu Shanshan didn't even want to see her for the last time. Only then did Chu Xuan truly understand the meaning of, "Maybe I haven't met her yet!"

"Can you see through the thread of fate earlier?"

"Can you not fall into it easily?"

"Can you please slow down and squander the limited time?"

"Can you promise me forever?"

The tune of "Is It Possible" is not complicated, and the melody is also very simple. Even people without professional training can hum it gently.

For this song, Chu Xuan used the emotions he had experienced as the background, the soothing and distant melody as the magnetic field, and the lonely voice as the atmosphere, and sang a different flavor.

At this moment, not only were the two class beauties in front of them, but Zhao Shuangshuang beside her turned her head slightly. Under her big glasses, a strange look flashed in her star-like eyes.

'Can you see through the thread of fate earlier, and can you not fall easily? "

These two lyrics seem to be talking about Chu Xuan himself.

In the past, Chu Xuan was trapped by love. He was around Xu Shanshan every day, wasting his time, his studies, and his own youth.

But now, he just wants to say to himself that this time, he will never fall into the whirlpool of emotions easily.

"Perhaps I will not look back until I hit the wall,"

"Maybe I won't give up until I see the Yellow River."

It is a clean and elegant male voice, but there is a stubbornness and determination in the gentleness.

Because he has experienced past and present lives, Chu Xuan is deeply emotional in this song.

His gentle voice contains moving power, like the wind on a midsummer night, clean, refreshing and comfortable.

The lyrics enter the climax, with four sentences in succession, which may represent Chu Xuan's inner voice.

Opposite, the young rich woman Xia Xue has been infected by Chu Xuan's lyrics and clean singing voice.

The sentence "Can you slow down a little/squander the limited time" is Chu Xuan's regret.

"You won't look back until you hit the wall/maybe I just want to go all the way to the dark side" was his choice in the previous life.

Chu Xuan's voice is not very pleasant, but he has a very rich life experience in two lifetimes.

He spent forty years in his previous life, and no one understands better than him what it feels like to "slow down and squander your limited time."

If this song is possible, Xiaoya sang tenderly and firmly.

So Chu Xuan expressed the emotion of loneliness and loneliness.

At this time, in front of Chu Xuan, Yu Xiao, who had just laughed at him, had his eyes widened.

Yu Xiao, who has a size of 36D, is always good-looking, and she is naturally irresistible to handsome boys.

In the past, Chu Xuan had always been around Xu Shanshan, and she had no chance. But now, when she saw Chu Xuan's resolute and handsome face, thin abdominal muscles, tall figure, especially the affectionate singing at this time, she felt... The little heart was beating even harder.

At this moment, Yu Xiao swallowed hard. She felt that Xu Shanshan was really ungrateful. Chu Xuan was so handsome and so affectionate, but she didn't agree. She was really blind.

Most of the students in the class have already arrived.

Usually at this time, everyone must be immersed in solving questions or reading aloud.

After all, the college entrance examination is around the corner, and everyone must seize every minute and every second.

But now, all the students in the class stopped what they were doing. They held their breath and looked straight in the direction of the window.

Not only because there were two class beauties, Yu Xiao and Xia Xue, gathered there, but more importantly, the handsome Chu Xuan sang really well under the sun.

In the back row of the classroom, Xu Shanshan is holding a book with complete solutions to the college entrance examination questions. Originally, Xu Shanshan's English was a weak point. At this time, she should immerse herself in reciting words and increase her vocabulary.

If it were before, Chu Xuan would have been around him, constantly making himself happy and saying some disgusting words.

In the past, Xu Shanshan would feel irritated, thinking that Chu Xuan was disturbing her study, and would even scold him and tell him to get out.

But now, Chu Xuan did not come to him as usual.

He sat quietly on the window seat and sang affectionately.

"Can the calamity of the past life be exchanged for the fate of this life?"

"Can you believe in your youthful oath earlier?"

"Can you not say goodbye easily,"

"Can you slow down a little and feel the tenderness of time?"

Chu Xuan's singing voice is really nice, with a hint of hoarseness in the depth, and coupled with the gentle and lonely lyrics, it has a eloquent feeling.

Xu Shanshan had heard Chu Xuan sing before. At that time, his voice was only hoarse, like the sound of an old male duck, which made people upset.

I remember that he celebrated his birthday when he was a freshman in high school. He prepared for it for a week and specially learned a love song to express his love to himself.

At that time, Xu Shanshan was not moved at all. She just told him to shut up coldly and punished him never to sing in front of her.

On that birthday, a small incident made the atmosphere awkward. In the end, Chu Xuan shamelessly made herself happy and swore a curse to never sing in front of her again, so Xu Shanshan forgave him.

But now...

Since when did his singing become so beautiful?

"Maybe I just want to go all the way to the dark side,"

"Maybe I haven't met her yet."

"Maybe I haven't forgotten it yet,"

"That's her."

The singing in my ears slowly disappeared.

Chu Xuan is still the same Chu Xuan.

It's just that he will never stand in front of him again, and he will never sing songs for himself again.

Xu Shanshan suddenly felt a blockage in her heart.

She turned her eyes to her best friend beside her and said weakly: "Zi Yan, did Chu Xuan often sing to me in the past?"

There was still a hint of obsession in Guo Ziyan's eyes. She didn't expect that Chu Xuan could sing so beautifully.

As Xu Shanshan's best friend, Guo Ziyan naturally knew what she was thinking, so she sighed softly:

"Chu Xuan did like to sing to you before. I remember that every time you celebrated your birthday, he would sing happy birthday to you, and he would also carefully prepare a song for you a week in advance, but... you didn't like it at all. , either I dislike that the song Chu Xuan chose is not good, or I dislike that his voice sounds like a male duck."

"Even now, if Chu Xuan is around you and sings for you alone, you will definitely look away with disgust, then yell to shut up and tell him to go away. You will never be like you are now. Listen carefully like this.”

Xu Shanshan opened her mouth. She wanted to refute, but she didn't know how to speak.

Because that was indeed how she used to be.

Putting down the book in her hand and looking straight at the tall figure by the window, Xu Shanshan's eyes were filled with sadness: "What else? Have I ever done anything excessive?"

Guo Ziyan hesitated slightly.

As her best friend, Guo Ziyan often helped Xu Shanshan with advice.

It is precisely because of this that, as a bystander, she can see Chu Xuan's affection and humbleness more clearly.

For Xu Shanshan, Chu Xuan really threw away all his self-esteem and pride. Many times, even Guo Ziyan felt a little distressed.

But now that Chu Xuan has chosen to give up, Guo Ziyan will not feel that Chu Xuan is in love with someone else, but instead feels happy for him.

Breathing gently, Guo Ziyan sighed:

"I have advised you many times before to be nice to Chu Xuan, otherwise he will definitely leave you one day, but you have never listened to me. You believe in your own judgment, and you believe in Chu Xuanyuan I will never leave you.

Not to mention anything else, last week, Chu Xuan and Zhao Shuangshuang went to the food stall near the school to buy things. Chu Xuan bought Zhao Shuangshuang fried fish balls, barbecue, grilled gluten and a bunch of delicious food. If Chu Xuan If Xuan puts this food in your mouth, what will you do? "

Xu Shanshan frowned, and she responded almost without thinking: "Those barbecues are not hygienic. They contain a lot of carcinogens. They are all junk food. I won't eat them anyway..."

Before the words could be finished, Xu Shanshan suddenly realized something and covered her mouth.

On the side, Guo Ziyan sighed softly:

"Look, you know the answer yourself. Last time Chu Xuan fed Zhao Shuangshuang barbecue, Zhao Shuangshuang ate it happily. If it were you, you would curse junk food with great disgust. This is what you and others The difference is, it’s just a barbecue, you won’t die if you eat it, but you can scold others until they are bloody.”

Xu Shanshan reflected for the first time that she had gone too far before. She clenched her fists and her nails dug into her flesh.

"Any more?"

Now that she had spoken out, Guo Ziyan no longer held back, she told everything:

"This is just one of the very small things. Think about it carefully, how many things Chu Xuan bought you before? Decorations, lipstick, dolls, teddy bears... most of these things were thrown away by you. On the ground, you still want to scold him for having no vision.

I remember that for your birthday last year, Chu Xuan saved up half a year's savings and bought you a white pleated skirt. He thought the pleated skirt was too plain, so he threw it in the closet without even trying it on. Yes, and last time in the mall... Zhao Shuangshuang was wearing the same pleated skirt. It should have been given to her by Chu Xuan.

Zhao Shuangshuang is willing to eat the junk food Chu Xuan feeds her, is willing to wear a short pleated skirt, and is willing to listen carefully to Chu Xuan's singing. These are all things you once had, but you just gave up on yourself! "

Guo Ziyan turned her head and saw that her best friend's eyes were red. She originally had a lot to say in her heart. After all, Chu Xuan had done far more than that, but now, she sighed softly and said no more.

At this time, Xu Shanshan took a deep breath and became extremely serious:

"Zi Yan, I already know how much I went too far before, and I also know how Chu Xuan feels about me. Chu Xuan likes me, and everyone knows his feelings for me, but now, he is being taken over by Zhao Shuangshuang. The little goblin was confused. I believe that Chu Xuan will come back to me after a while.

After all, the two of us grew up together and we are the best childhood sweethearts. "

At this moment, Xu Shanshan's eyes were filled with fighting spirit again.

She was full of confidence and vowed to win Chu Xuan back.

At this time, by the classroom window, as Chu Xuan finished singing, Yu Xiao was the first to couldn't help but applaud, with a little surprise in her eyes: "Chu Xuan, your singing is really nice, next time our class party If so, you must sing more songs.”

Chu Xuan raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

He was self-aware, so he used his tone-deaf singing skills. If it weren't for the fact that this song just suited his heart and he was emotionally invested in it, he would probably have sang like a ghost crying and a wolf howling.

As for singing in a song bar, it is absolutely embarrassing.

Next to Chu Xuan, Zhao Shuangshuang was also full of stars. She liked this song very much. This was also the first time she heard Chu Xuan sing. She couldn't help but said softly: "Chu Xuan, I think you can be a singer."

In the past, Zhao Shuangshuang had always been a supporting role. She always lowered her head and did not participate in any discussions. At this moment, when she finished her words, when she saw the looks from several people around her, Zhao Shuangshuang immediately lowered her head, but she did not dare to say anything more. Word.

However, the expression of the little rich woman Xia Xue in front of her became serious.

Chu Xuan's singing voice is very profound, but it is not even a little bit worse than a real professional singer.

But what Xia Xue really valued was Chu Xuan's composition ability.

This song "Is It Possible" is a classic both in terms of lyrics and melody.

Xia Xue could see Chu Xuan's thoughts from this song, and she could also see Chu Xuan's talent.

She hesitated for a moment, and then said softly: "Chu Xuan, you and I will go to a place after school in the evening, and I will help you compose this song. If the response is good, maybe we can sell the copyright!"

Others may not know the weight of Xia Xue's words.

But Chu Xuan knew.

As Xia Xue, she must have a certain degree of confidence in being able to say this.

Chu Xuan vaguely remembered that Xia Xue's family not only ran real estate, but also seemed to be vaguely involved in the entertainment industry.

However, Chu Xuan and Xia Xue had no interaction in the previous life, and he only learned about it occasionally from his classmates.

Chu Xuan, who was originally worried about tomorrow's meal money, immediately nodded in agreement.

He said extremely seriously: "Okay, I'll wait for you tonight."

The preparation bell rings.

Xia Xue and Yu Xiao, the two class beauties, returned to their seats.

Until then, Shou Bo, his best friend in the front row, suddenly turned around. He gave a thumbs up to Chu Xuan with a flattering face:

"You just won the two class beauties like this?

Dad, let’s start the class! "