Forty-year-old Chu Xuan often dreams.
In the dream, I went back to that sunny high school era.
In the third year of high school, my deskmate was Zhao Shuangshuang. She had thick and long braids and an innocent and cute smile.
At that time, Zhao Shuangshuang always wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses, was timid and cowardly, and had no sense of presence in the class at all.
To this day, Chu Xuan still clearly remembers that on that warm spring afternoon, the girl took off her glasses, and the sun shone on her face through the gap in the window. In the mottled light and shadow, the girl's blurry and bright smile was visible. .
Just because it was so long ago, Chu Xuan didn’t even remember her face~
And now, he was back in high school again.
However, everywhere in my ears were the youthful and brilliant faces of young girls. The rising sun above their heads was shining warmly on their bodies. Even when they breathed, the air was filled with sweet smells!
"So, this time it's not a dream, I'm really back."
Chu Xuan ran from the playground to the teaching building in one breath.
There is not even ventilation in the middle.
The eighteen-year-old body is strong and powerful.
In the last life, Chu Xuan was hurt by love. He stayed at home every day, lost the motivation and passion for life, and also made his body into a mess.
Bearded, general belly, bald... he is a perfect example of a greasy middle-aged man.
Now, he has a height of 1.82 meters and eight thin abdominal muscles that he specially trained in order to pursue Xu Shanshan.
Sunny and handsome face, refreshing appearance.
There is also vitality that can never be used up.
All of this made Chu Xuan feel unprecedentedly satisfied.
Grade 3 (Class 5), that is a place that often appears in dreams. Chu Xuan can find it even with his eyes closed.
When he arrived at the door of the classroom, Chu Xuan suddenly felt a little timid in his heart.
He is afraid that the girl is not there, he is afraid that she will not remember him, he is afraid...
"Chu Xuan, how's your confession going? Have you been rejected by Xu Shanshan again? I've already said that you and Xu Shanshan are not suitable, so just hang yourself from a tree."
Suddenly, a pair of big hands slapped me hard on the back.
The sudden voice in his ears pulled Chu Xuan away from worrying about gains and losses.
He turned his head and saw a tall, dark and fat boy holding his shoulder.
It was none other than his former best friend Shou Bo.
In his last life, he was the only person who was willing to drink with him when he was down, and he was also the only person who was willing to give him a hand when he was at a low point.
However, Shoubo himself did not live a satisfactory life in his previous life.
He got married at the age of thirty. Two years later, his partner cried and begged in front of him, saying, "She is not pregnant, and he did not move." '
After the divorce, Shou Bo was disheartened and left this sad place. Since then, the two have never seen each other again.
Chu Xuan patted Shou Bo's shoulder gently.
"Skinny man, if you meet a woman named Qin Zixuan in the future, you must stay away from her."
After the words fell, Chu Xuan took a deep breath and then took steps.
He seemed to be going on a date in the reincarnation of life and death, and there was an aura about him that looked like a god standing in the way of killing a god, or a Buddha standing in the way of killing a Buddha.
Behind him, his best friend Shou Bo opened his mouth. He originally wanted to ask who Qin Zixuan was, but after seeing Chu Xuan's unrelenting background, he finally said nothing.
The moment he walked into the classroom, Chu Xuan's eyes swept over the young and energetic faces in front of him, and went directly to the seat by the window.
At one glance, he saw the bright and dazzling girl.
She has long, thick shawl hair that covers half of her face, a pair of old-fashioned black-rimmed glasses on her delicate nose, and she is always wearing an old-fashioned school uniform.
Such a timid and cowardly girl has no sense of presence in the class.
Even Chu Xuan, who had been her deskmate for three years, had never really understood her.
Chu Xuan stopped lightly in front of the girl.
Then, he stared straight at the girl who often appeared in his dreams.
As if aware of Chu Xuan's gaze, the girl who was lowering her head to read subconsciously raised her head.
Chu Xuan, with gentle and calm eyes, smiled brightly:
"Xiao Shuang...I'm back, come on, smile."
The girl was slightly stunned. She didn't understand the meaning of Chu Xuan's words, but she just felt that her deskmate today seemed a little different.
As the girl's eyes widened, Chu Xuan gently reached out and took off the glasses on the bridge of the girl's nose.
At this moment, a ray of morning sun shone through the gaps in the leaves outside the window and shone on the girl's face, making one side of her cheeks glow slightly.
It's that golden, dazzling light.
The girl was just stunned for a moment, and then a smile gradually appeared on her beautiful face.
This smile soon filled Qingshi's cheeks.
In an instant, the girl smiled shyly.
Under the sun, the girl in front of her was like a fairy walking out of a painting. Her smile was as warm and bright as the sunshine outside the window.
At this moment, Chu Xuan suddenly couldn't tell whether he was in a dream or reality.
He gently reached out and pulled the girl's big braid.
"Yeah~"
The girl blushed.
She snatched her glasses from Chu Xuan's hand and put them on again. She glanced at Chu Xuan curiously, then lowered her head and decided to ignore this big bad guy again.
It was indeed not a dream.
Chu Xuan sat back in his seat, breathing gently, and a faint scent of mint floated from the tip of his nose.
It's the smell of the girl next to me.
It's not strong, it's light and faint, just like the fragrance of the endless sea of flowers under the spring light, which makes people's minds sway.
Chu Xuan subconsciously took a deep breath, and the fragrance on the tip of his nose was inhaled into his heart and lungs along his mouth and nose, and his whole person became infinitely beautiful.
He put the "Little Prince" book in his hand in front of him and tore off the title page of the book. Because Xu Shanshan's name was painted on it, it naturally could no longer be used.
Chu Xuan picked up a card again, then opened the book and kept writing and drawing.
Five minutes later, Chu Xuan, who finally completed the task, put the card in the book and gently pushed it to the lesbian table.
"What's this?"
Although Zhao Shuangshuang was immersed in reading, she kept paying attention to Chu Xuan's every move with her peripheral vision. When she saw the book pushed by the other party, the girl who had just sworn in her heart that she would never pay attention to Chu Xuan immediately held the book in front of her.
She opened it gently and took out the card inside.
See that everything above is a series of numbers.
The smart girl quickly discovered the secret on the card. Looking at the numbers on it, she opened the book page by page, then found the corresponding rows and circles and circled the letters one by one.
Two minutes later.
Zhao Shuangshuang looked at the string of letters in front of him, and his little face turned hot and red.
【Zhao shuang shuang At this moment I want to hold your hand】
(Zhao Shuangshuang, I want to hold your hand tightly at this moment)
