"I remember."
Xu Nanxing spoke choked with sobs. At this moment, she just wanted to escape, forgetting her original purpose and why she came.
Warmth slipped from the corners of his eyes. Xu Nanxing was leaning against the wall, being pressed tightly by the man behind him in a very humiliating posture.
The man's chin was also pinched from behind by his big hands, which was very painful.
Although she resisted in her heart, she no longer dared to struggle. Tears poured out of her eyes like a tide, from being silent to bursting into tears.
Xu Nanxing didn't know why she was crying. It was clearly her who had teased him at first, but now it seemed like she was the one who was wronged.
Gu Huaizhi was not surprised by Xu Nanxing's crying.
Looking down, he saw the person in his arms lowered his head, his body trembling slightly, his long curly hair rippling down from his shoulders, revealing his smooth and white bare back, which made people's hearts tighten.
With a sneer, Gu Huaizhi released his grip on her hand, pulled out a handkerchief from somewhere and threw it to Xu Nanxing's feet, and said indifferently,
"Take care of yourself!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the person was already walking upstairs.
Xu Nanxing turned around, slid down from the wall and sat on the ground, resisting the urge to look at him again, biting her lip and crying uncontrollably.
A sweet and fishy taste gradually spread in her mouth, but she still bit the corner of her lip and held the handkerchief tightly in her hand.
Until the door clicked, it was the sound of the electronic lock being unlocked, which stopped her bubbling tears.
Xu Nanxing looked up and saw the man standing at the top of the stairs against the light, with no visible expression, but the words he spoke made her heart feel as cold as ice.
"Xu Nanxing, don't try to challenge my bottom line."
It turns out that he knows everything.
She thought about it for a long time before coming.
She bet that he still had pity for her. Li Bowen had forced her to drink before, but he had stopped her. She thought he was right, but she still overestimated herself.
It's really too self-righteous.
The man looked at her like a clown, Xu Nanxing felt sour and bitter in her heart, and the tears that had just stopped gradually filled her eye sockets.
Gu Huaizhi looked over from top to bottom.
Xu Nanxing leaned against the wall, sitting sideways on the ground with her long white legs bent into a beautiful arc. Even though she was crying and in such a state of embarrassment, she still held her slender neck straight and looked at herself with watery eyes.
He suddenly remembered that there was a moment when she looked at him with such eyes.
Something in the bottom of my heart scratched lightly, but it was fleeting.
He stared at her quietly for a while before speaking,
"Go away. No matter what your purpose is, don't appear in front of me again. ... I can't guarantee that I can let you go next time."
Then he turned and left.
Xu Nanxing watched the slender figure disappear around the corner, leaning against the wall in frustration. The tears in his eyes rushed to fall. He raised his hand to wipe them away casually, and a faint scent of white sandalwood passed by.
She looked at the handkerchief in her hand and sat there for a long time.
She vaguely heard low voices coming from the second floor. She didn't mean to eavesdrop, but the helpless and coaxing voice penetrated her ears like a magic sound, and then swirled into her heart.
She smiled bitterly, she had humiliated herself today.
Unable to stay for a moment, she staggered up, opened the door and left.
Gu Huaizhi sat in the darkness, hung up the phone, and looked up at the big screen in front of him.
The beautiful figure stumbled out of the yard and gradually disappeared along the way it came.
He closed the curtain, leaned back in his chair, and lit the cigarette in his hand.
Scarlet sparks flashed and extinguished on the fingertips, and the rose-red figure flashed in my mind. The snow-white collarbone was dotted with tiny red moles, which were also so red...
People with fever are restless...
Xu Nanxing knew that she must be extremely embarrassed by how she looked at this moment. She didn't want to go back to that flashy, dreamlike and noisy place again, so she sent a WeChat message to Liu Lili and went to the bathroom alone to clean herself up.
The eyes of the person in the mirror were red, and the black eyeliner was smeared around the eyes, making them look so dark that they felt disgusted.
Xu Nanxing pulled some paper towels to make them wet, and rubbed them vigorously on his eyes, but the eyeliner seemed to be welded to his face and did not come off at all.
She didn't know what she was angry about, so she wiped it hard a few more times, until the skin around her eyes felt pain and gradually turned red, and then she threw the ball of paper away in frustration.
If he couldn't wipe it off, he simply didn't wipe it off. He picked up his handbag and was about to leave, but his eyes fell on the handkerchief.
Xu Nanxing was silent for a few seconds, then folded the handkerchief bit by bit and stuffed it into her handbag, then turned and left.
While waiting for the bus, Liu Lili sent a WeChat message and asked her to wait at the door for a while.
Xu Nanxing originally wanted to say a few words and go home directly, but when he thought that she would have to call him to ask more questions later, it was better to explain clearly in person to avoid her guessing.
On an occasion like tonight, Gu Huaizhi's assistant took them away in full view of everyone, and he didn't know how they would be gossiped about afterwards.
There are no secrets in this circle, and this matter will be widely spread tomorrow morning.
She had been mentally prepared when she decided to come. No matter what he did to her, she would admit it. I just wronged Lin Qingying, I wonder if it will affect her development.
Lin Qingying is one of the few friends she has in this industry. She has a gentle personality and Wu Nong's soft words from Jiangnan people, which makes it difficult not to get close to her.
She had just met Gu Huaizhi at the banquet. With so many thoughts in her mind, she accidentally changed the music she had planned, but Lin Qingying was only surprised for a moment and then agreed with her to complete the performance.
I wonder if Gu Huaizhi will anger her because of himself.
Thinking of Gu Huaizhi, she didn't know how she felt.
We haven't seen him for so long, but he still looks the same in his memory. He seems to be elegant and gentle, but in fact he is reserved and sharp. He seemed to be as cool as water to everyone, but I had seen his ruthless side.
Xu Nanxing shuddered involuntarily as the look he just looked at him flashed through his mind. It was the sharp edge of a hunter looking at his prey.
Liu Lili's voice came from behind, interrupting Xu Nanxing's thoughts.
"Sister Lili."
"what's up?"
Only when Liu Lili got closer did she see Xu Nanxing's appearance clearly, a trace of doubt flashed in her eyes.
"How did it get like this?"
Xu Nanxing dodged her outstretched hand, turned his face and brushed the broken hair around his ears, hiding himself in the shadow by the door.
"It's okay, Sister Lili."
"Gu..."
Liu Lili stopped talking and looked back. When she saw no one behind her, she asked in a low voice,
"Did Gu Huaizhi use force on you?"
"No."
Xu Nanxing was afraid that she had misunderstood, so he explained, "It's not what you think."
Liu Lili's expression was obviously disbelieving.
The skirt Xu Nanxing was wearing was borrowed from a new designer studio. When she borrowed it, the person in charge of the skirt was asked about the origin of the sequins on the skirt.
If she remembered correctly, the sequins had two sides, one pink and one colorful. If you wear it in the right direction, it will be all-over rose pink. If you wear it in the opposite direction, it will be a colorful group of colors.
At this moment, Xu Nanxing's skirt was still mainly rose pink, but her waist and abdomen had obviously been brushed against her, and had been replaced by a colorful glow.
Looking upward, Xu Nanxing's mandibular corner was red, with obvious finger marks. The eyeliner on both eyes was also blurred, and the corners of the eyes were red, obviously from crying.
She didn't believe it if nothing happened.
Xu Nanxing felt a little uncomfortable under her prying eyes. She didn't want anyone to know about her past with Gu Huaizhi, so she twitched her lips and said,
"I'm really fine."
Liu Lili glanced at her, knowing that she would not speak no matter what she didn't want to say. She sighed and handed the bag in her hand to her.
"Here, your own clothes."
Xu Nanxing took it and the car he ordered arrived.
She hesitated for a moment and then said to Liu Lili,
"What happened tonight will be spread out tomorrow. Will it affect Qingying's subsequent development?"
"You, it's better to worry about yourself first. It's a blessing, not a curse. It's a curse that can't be avoided. This matter can't be guaranteed, which is also a turning point for her."
After Liu Lili finished speaking, she looked into the distance.
"Come on, the car is waiting for you."
Xu Nanxing said goodbye to her, got in the car and left.
After getting in the car and away from that place, Xu Nanxing completely relaxed. He found a coat from his bag and put it on, and took out his cell phone to call his sister.
The phone was connected, and my sister Xu Songlan’s soft voice rang,
"Nan Xing, when are you coming back? The weather forecast says it's going to cool down. Is it cold? It's so late. Don't get a cheap taxi like that. Take a taxi back!"
Xu Nanxing did not feel bored by the endless questions and answered them one by one.
Finally, she asked,
"Sister, do you want a late-night snack? I'll bring it back to you on the way."
"No, no, don't spend money randomly, I don't want to eat anything."
Xu Nanxing could imagine how her sister would look at this moment, waving her hands with a straight face and giving a serious lecture.
The thought that there was someone waiting for her at home made her feel warm. No matter how exciting and prosperous the outside world is, it can't make her feel as at ease as the small room in her own home.
Xu Silan was still giving instructions on the phone, but Xu Nanxing interrupted her with a smile.
"Okay, sister. I'll be home in a minute. I'll hang up first."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Nanxing said to the driver,
"Master, can you take Nanhua Road on the way back? I want to get off there and buy something."
The driver responded cheerfully,
"No problem, you can go wherever you want. Just give me directions in advance where to park."
As the car drove all the way, the street view of Nanhua Road passed by frame by frame. Countless shops were lined up in rows, and they were still bustling. Xu Nanxing pressed the window, and the cool breeze of late summer blew by, blowing away the heat after drinking.
Night fell, and the thick black night fell from the sky like splashing water, tightly surrounding the city.
Stars hung high and thousands of lights were on. It was an ordinary night, but because of this familiar road, something seemed to be gradually awakened in her mind.
She couldn't tell whether it was the emotion that she had deliberately suppressed for a long time, or the entanglement of feeling guilty about that person and wanting to get closer to him.
The only thing that was certain was that the heartbeat I felt at that moment when I saw that person was real.
Nights like this always evoke sadness in people's hearts. Xu Nanxing despised herself for being so probing tonight, but she also secretly wanted to know if he still treated her differently.
Turns out, she couldn't be more wrong.
No one can remain the same after being deceived, let alone someone as proud as him.
Xu Nanxing thought, this is fine, he has given up, at most he can work harder and run a few more jobs.
I just don’t know if my sister’s legs can wait until that time.
