Lin Zhaoxia was hugged by him and froze there.
Zhao Guangyuan still felt that it was not enough, so he tightened his grip on her and held her extra tightly, as if he wanted to integrate Lin Zhaoxia into his body.
Lin Zhaoxia struggled but did not pull away. She only got a tighter hug from him and then gave up.
Seeing that she softened, Zhao Guangyuan breathed a sigh of relief.
She didn't reject him! A sense of joy rushed to his limbs. He smelled the fragrance of her hair, felt her tenderness, and felt unusually satisfied.
"It must be destiny that makes us bond and allows me to find you across another time and space."
How lucky he was that he met her in the dark and when he couldn't hold on any longer.
"It must be the blessing of the queen mother and brother in heaven."
Lin Zhaoxia felt sad for a while and reached out to hug him back.
Zhao Guangyuan was encouraged and hugged her tighter.
His dead heart came to life again, and it was still so hot at this moment that it seemed to burn him and her, and seemed to reunite them so that they had each other and could no longer be separated.
"You can start your life again like Lu Shanchang, and there will be no more darkness."
Zhao Guangyuan buried his head in her shoulder and nodded gently, "Well, after I met you, from now on there will be only sunshine and no more darkness."
Lin Zhaoxia smiled.
She knew when she was very young that she was not the biological child of Lin's parents, she was just an adopted daughter. In that home, she was cautious, always afraid of making mistakes or displeasing her parents. She has a pleasant temperament, but she also has low self-esteem and is sensitive, but she has never been a sloppy person.
Ever since she learned that he was Changzhi's biological father, she began to think about her relationship with him.
She could feel his thoughts. He would give himself red envelopes from time to time and give himself all the sales revenue from the antique shop. In the past, he didn't have an ID card and couldn't get a bank card, but later he was able to get one, and he still gave all the money to himself.
I will send myself 521 red envelopes, and I will clumsily learn to use gas, cook, and do some housework to help myself share the burden.
He looked at himself with eyes full of affection.
She'd always wanted to ask him. But she still saw his confusion and hesitation. Lin Zhaoxia kept pretending to be deaf and dumb.
But there seems to be something different about him today.
"Why?" Lin Zhaoxia asked him.
"I'm afraid you'll run away."
"I can run anywhere."
"Run into the heart of Han Yang."
Lin Zhaoxia suddenly laughed, "It's impossible for me and him."
"But you still have many possibilities. I'm afraid that if I hesitate, I won't be able to keep you." He was afraid that it would be too late and she would not be able to look back.
He was scared.
Lin Zhaoxia took him to sit on the steps by the river. The two of them looked at the dark Huangpu River in front of them, where they could only hear the sound but could not see the water. They were lost in thought for a while.
"I like my current life." Lin Zhaoxia confessed to him. She won't follow him to Daqi.
Zhao Guangyuan reached out and smoothed away the hair that was blown by the night wind from her face, and gently tucked it behind her ears.
Nodding: "I also like such a peaceful life."
Looking at Lin Zhaoxia with firm eyes, "When I complete my mission, I will stay here with you, watch the sun rise and the moon set, watch the changes of the four seasons, and grow old together with you."
"Then what were you hesitating about before?" She looked at him, and his eyes were full of affection, almost overflowing.
Zhao Guangyuan stretched out his arm, hugged her into his arms, and looked at the Huangpu River in front of him, "I'm afraid that I'll die before the important thing is accomplished, and I'm afraid of leaving you alone."
"I once thought that as long as he rehabilitates my brother and grandfather, admits his mistakes, and gives my mother justice, it doesn't matter who he passes the throne to. But later I found that I was thinking simply. My mother is known as If I have to live on my own, even if I am as low as dust, others will still not be able to see me alive."
He wanted to vindicate his brother's grandfather and give his mother justice, but he overturned everything.
Only in this way can we seek justice for those who died in vain.
"You can live a better life without me. I told myself not to be too selfish. I will be satisfied if I can see you all the time and know that you are doing well. But I still can't help it. I am still afraid of you and others. Walk."
He couldn't rest peacefully all day today, and all he could think about was the sight of her smiling happily in front of other men.
"Then you're not afraid now? Aren't you worried about leaving me alone?"
Zhao Guangyuan looked at her steadily and nodded, "Afraid. I'm still afraid. But I want to follow my heart, and I want you to know this love that has spanned a thousand years."
He looked at her and she looked at him.
How magical, like a dream.
It seems like an illusion, yet extremely real.
"Although we are separated by two time and space, it's like we go to work separately during the day, and we can be together after work at night. It's also like you live in Haishi, and I drive from Haishi to Su City to work on Monday, and come back to meet you and Chang on Friday. To the reunion.”
Lin Zhaoxia suddenly smiled and said, "You can find reasons for yourself."
"Isn't it possible?" Zhao Guangyuan asked her.
Lin Zhaoxia glanced at him and tilted her head, "I'll think about it."
Zhao Guangyuan held her lips and smiled, holding her tightly in his arms.
"Last time you told the Lin family that they would treat you as if you were married far away and would not be able to come back to see them together. But we are not. We can see each other every day. If I have free time, I can always stay by your side."
So, please forgive me for selfishly wanting to have you and not wanting to see you fall into the arms of others.
"I asked about the marriage registration here in China. I know that you are a monogamous couple, which is what I wanted. Let's grow up to have a family."
"Are you proposing now?" Lin Zhaoxia looked at him teasingly.
"I only have a sincere heart," grabbing Lin Zhaoxia's hand and pressing it on his chest, "Here, it only beats for you. Only the sun and the moon can tell."
Lin Zhaoxia felt the heat in his palms, felt the affection in his eyes, and looked at him.
Soon a smile appeared in her eyes. She surrendered.
But he said, "It's not that easy. It depends on your performance." Lin Zhaoxia withdrew his hand.
Zhao Guangyuan smiled more and more happily, and suddenly he leaned over, gave Lin Zhaoxia a shallow peck on the lips, and quickly let go.
Before Lin Zhaoxia could react, he had already stood up and pulled her up, "The night is cold, the stone steps are too cold."
Don't go see her.
Lin Zhaoxia stood up, tilted her head to look at him, and laughed.
Zhao Guangyuan held her hand tightly, and the two stepped on their own shadows and left.
"Mom, why are you still sleeping?"
Lin Zhaoxia fell asleep in a daze and was woken up by Chang Zhi. "Son, are you up so early?"
"Mom, it's getting late. The sun is beating down on my butt." Seeing that her mother refused to get up, she lifted up the quilt and got in, snuggling up to Lin Zhaoxia.
"Mom, did my father sleep at mom's place yesterday?"
"No." Lin Zhaoxia denied.
"No, but why did my father leave so early? He must be afraid that I would see him." Humph. He was very dissatisfied that his father went back to Daqi without waiting for him to get up.
"Your father is back?" Lin Zhaoxia raised her upper body and woke up.
(End of chapter)
