Xu Yangyang turned to look at Jiang Yunan after hearing what he said.
She knew very well that he was worried about her, but she really had no appetite now.
"I don't want to eat." She couldn't eat anything.
"If you don't eat, your body won't be able to bear it. Yangyang, I want to see you well." Jiang Yunan said these words almost as if he was begging.
"I'm fine."
The more Xu Yangyang said this to Jiang Yunan, the more she felt sorry for her.
"Yangyang, please eat some."
Jiang Yunan never thought that Xu Yangyang would become like this. If he could, he really wanted to cut Fang Li into pieces.
It was because of him that he ruined Xu Yangyang. It was too light to cripple one of his hands last night.
In order not to worry Jiang Yunan, Xu Yangyang could only nod numbly.
She picked up the spoon and took a bite, which was tasteless to her.
Jiang Yunan felt better after watching her eat.
While eating, Xu Yangyang suddenly vomited. She really couldn't eat.
Seeing this scene, Jiang Yunan's heart started to rise again, "Yangyang... forget it, if you don't want to eat it, just eat it."
A trace of worry flashed across his face, and his brows furrowed.
His hands were clenched into fists, and his nails dug deeply into his palms, but he felt no pain.
He knew that this worry would only make things worse, but he couldn't control his thoughts.
"I want to rest." After saying that, Xu Yangyang lay down directly on the bed.
"Okay, then you have a good rest and I will come see you later."
After saying that, Jiang Yunan took the bowl and went out. He didn't expect Xu Yangyang to be so resistant to eating.
Xu Yangyang lay on the bed and fell asleep unconsciously.
This night she did not sleep peacefully, but had a long dream.
In the dream, Fang Li took her to the hotel and did those things to her. No matter how hard she struggled, it was of no use.
In the end, Xu Yangyang simply stopped struggling and let him do those things to her.
At that time, she was like a puppet. She didn't know how to resist or speak. She felt that she had lost her survival instinct.
I don't know how long it took for him to stop. After that, Xu Yangyang was thrown on the bed like a broken rag doll. Jiang Yunan did not appear in time in the dream.
After waking up, this dream seemed to be engraved in Xu Yangyang's mind, making her unable to get rid of it.
She sat up and recalled the dream she had just had, which felt very real.
Xu Yangyang lay down again. She needed to calm down her mood, but as soon as she closed her eyes, the scene that happened in her dream came back to her.
This was like a nightmare haunting her. When Xu Yangyang was trapped inside, no matter how she walked or called for help, it was of no use. Maybe this happened in real life and that's why it was like this.
There was a knock on the door of the room from outside. Xu Yangyang walked over and opened the door. The person standing at the door was not Jiang Yunan but her son Jiang Yuxuan. His little one was still carrying a schoolbag. At first glance, he had just returned from kindergarten.
"Mom." Jiang Yuxuan looked at Xu Yangyang and shouted.
The moment Xu Yangyang saw the child, there seemed to be light in her eyes, but the light quickly faded away.
She knelt down and hugged Jiang Yuxuan tightly in her arms.
"Xuanxuan." She shouted the child's name in a low voice.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" Jiang Yuxuan noticed that Xu Yangyang was not in a good mood.
"No, mom feels sorry for you and dad." It's all her fault.
In fact, Xu Yangyang was still reluctant to let go of the child. After all, he was born in ten months of pregnancy.
Jiang Yunan, who was standing aside, shed tears when he saw this scene. He was the one who asked Xuanxuan to knock on the door.
Because he thought Xu Yangyang might feel better after letting her see the child.
Jiang Yuxuan was still young and didn't understand what Xu Yangyang meant by these words.
"Mom, please stop crying." He only knew that Xu Yangyang cried, maybe because he was in a bad mood or because he was wronged, because he would cry when he was sad.
Xu Yangyang held the child for a while and then let go. She looked at Xuanxuan standing in front of her.
"Okay, mom, don't cry." As she said that, Xu Yangyang wiped the tears from her face.
Xuanxuan was also very sensible. He directly took Xu Yangyang's hand and said, "Mom, can you come down and have dinner with me? It's been a long time since the two of us sat down to eat together."
Xu Yangyang also knew that she did owe her children during this period.
"Xuanxuan, you heard mom say you go down to eat by yourself. Mom is a little tired and wants to take a rest." Xu Yangyang just didn't want to leave the room.
The child was still young and could only nod in agreement after hearing what she said.
"Yangyang, aren't you going to eat yet?" Jiang Yunan also spoke up at this time.
He had been watching for a long time. He thought that Xu Yangyang would agree to come down for dinner after seeing the child. Who would have thought that this would happen.
For the first time, he didn't know how to solve this problem.
Xu Yangyang shook her head, "You should take the child down first."
Jiang Yunan wanted to say something more, but looked at Xu Yangyang's appearance and swallowed all these words.
"Xuanxuan, let's let mom rest for a while, and dad will take you down for dinner." The author Jiang Yunan walked over, held the child's hand, and took him down.
After they left, Xu Yangyang returned to the room. She closed all the curtains and lay down on the bed.
And Jiang Yunan also saw that Xu Yangyang was unwilling to come out. She just wanted to be alone.
He also knew that she was very emotionally fragile now, so Jiang Yunan decided to follow her wishes.
Thinking like this, he came to the room again.
Seeing Xu Yangyang's back turned to him, he spoke: "Yangyang, I know you don't want to come out now. If you really don't want to, just stay in the room, but you must not do anything you can't think of."
He can rely on Xu Yangyang for everything, but he will never allow her to do something she regrets.
Xu Yangyang didn't say anything, she didn't even want to say anything now.
In the following time, Jiang Yunan found someone to guard Xu Yangyang. He put away all the dangerous things in the house, and even the corners of the table were wrapped up.
Jiang Yunan also tried to get into Xu Yangyang's heart, but there was nothing he could do if she didn't want to talk to him now. All they did was to prevent Xu Yangyang from getting into trouble.
Because of this incident, Xu Yangyang became depressed again. She felt that it was because of herself that Jiang Yunan became like this. Perhaps only death would be the real relief for her.
She only felt that living was extremely uncomfortable, and she had no hope for the future life.
With this in mind, Xu Yangyang took out paper and pen from under the pillow and wrote a letter to Jiang Yunan.
Xu Yangyang shed tears while writing. Her emotions are really fragile now.
In fact, the people around her care about her very much. Xu Yangyang is just trapped in a world and she doesn't want to get out.
Every day I just think about things that haven't happened.
