The ups and downs of her mood several times, coupled with the impact of Bai Ranyin's words, overwhelmed Xu Yangyang, and she fell into a deep sleep after crying.
Even in her dream, she couldn't take a good rest. She saw Jiang Yunan and Bai Ranyin together, with her standing next to her holding the child.
All happiness seemed to have nothing to do with her, and even Jiang Yunan's hand could not touch it again.
She didn't know how much time passed, but when she woke up, there were birdsong outside.
There was nothing around her, no body temperature of another person, as if she was the only one in the house from beginning to end, and the past was just an illusion.
After washing, she patted her face in the mirror and cheered up: "Xu Yangyang, you can't be angry about this kind of thing. If you can't let go of such small things, how can you do big things?"
After some self-encouragement, she felt much better. She sat on the sofa and thought seriously about how she would handle it if Jiang Yunan really told her about Bai Ranyin.
But after calculation, she really has nothing. Now she lives with Jiang Yunan. How can she talk about giving her children a good life separately in the future?
That's right, she is now starting to think about how she will live with her children if she really leaves Jiang Yunan.
After all, Bai Ranyin's words did make sense to her - she would never admit that she felt inferior in front of Bai Ranyin.
"Isn't everything earned by myself? You can't stop me from moving forward just because of Jiang Yunan's incident!"
Having said that, she still felt uncomfortable when she thought of Jiang Yunan really being with Bai Ranyin.
"Who are you showing this decadence to? Will anyone feel sorry for you?" In order not to ruin her good mood by thinking about this matter, Xu Yangyang changed her clothes and went to Mr. Qin's side.
But she couldn't go empty-handed. She started preparing gifts after she became a disciple of Mr. Qin. After all, she was an old man, so it was not good to go empty-handed every time.
What's more, he is very kind to Xu Yangyang, and she is not a white-eyed wolf, and knows how to repay kindness.
After preparing her things, she carefully counted whether she had missed anything. She felt that she had almost everything before setting off for Mr. Qin's villa.
Along the way, Xu Yangyang was thinking about what to say to Mr. Qin, so much so that she almost forgot about Jiang Yunan and Bai Ranyin.
Under the guidance of the servant, Xu Yangyang met the kind Mr. Qin again after a few days.
"Are you here?" Mr. Qin waved to Xu Yangyang with a smile: "Sit over here, why did you bring something?"
Xu Yangyang smiled sheepishly: "I thought I had such medicinal materials and used them a lot. I thought Mr. Qin could play its true role, so I brought them."
The two big red gift boxes were painted with golden auspicious cloud patterns. Although they looked a bit tacky, Mr. Qin could still feel that they were fine small-leaf red sandalwood when he bought them.
The box alone was worth a lot of money, which made him have more expectations for the medicinal materials in the box.
"I've just started studying and I'm not very familiar with storage in this area. Mr. Qin, can you help me control my eyes?"
Xu Yangyang said carefully, seemingly complimenting and belittling herself, but in fact she wanted Mr. Qin to open the box and take a look.
Qin Laoguo was really interested. After all, he was his apprentice. If he couldn't teach him well, it would be a shame for him.
However, after opening it, the medicinal materials inside surprised Mr. Qin!
The box is very big, but what is inside is a ginseng. If it is just ginseng, it is nothing to Mr. Qin.
But the most important thing is the certificate underneath it. This is a yellow certificate, proving that this ginseng that looks to be more than fifty years old is a pure wild ginseng, a ginseng without artificial intervention at all!
"Where did you get it?" Mr. Qin looked at Xu Yangyang in shock. This thing is not something that can be obtained with money. Basically, it was taken away by rich and powerful people when it was discovered. No longer homeless!
Even Mr. Qin only has one 20-year-old wild ginseng in his hands, which is green-certified and has a completely different gold content!
Xu Yangyang smiled and said: "It's a bit of a waste of time, but as long as you like it, Mr. Qin."
Needless to say, there was also a very precious herbal medicine in the other box - saffron, which was not easy to get. Mr. Qin now looked at Xu Yangyang with admiration.
"You store everything in this box very well. I don't need to teach you in this regard."
Even though Mr. Qin was reluctant to part with the medicinal materials, he still gave them to the servants to take away, and then took Xu Yangyang to the study.
"This is my collection of books. When I taught you before, you didn't read many of them. This time you are here just in time. I can tell you everything in the book."
This takes a lot of time. If it had been before, Xu Yangyang might have been unhappy because she had been away from Jiang Yunan for a long time.
But now, she wanted to stay away from Jiang Yunan and forget the pain at that time. Why didn't she agree to Mr. Qin's request?
"That's great. I'm not familiar with a lot of the knowledge in ancient books. I'm sorry to bother Mr. Qin!"
Xu Yangyang has always been very humble in front of Mr. Qin. Even though he has his own understanding of the knowledge in ancient books, he first asks Mr. Qin before giving his own answer.
This gave Mr. Qin face, and he also felt that Xu Yangyang was a teachable child. The atmosphere was particularly good when the master and apprentice communicated. Even the servant who came to the study to deliver water felt that Mr. Qin today seemed to be a few years younger than before.
Xu Yangyang also felt that she would really learn a lot by studying with Mr. Qin, and her mood was relaxed here.
After all, my mind was full of knowledge and I had no time to remember the key points. I had no time to think about anything, and I didn’t even have the chance to think about it, because I would be attracted by the confident expression of Mr. Qin’s eloquent talk.
"It turns out it just really makes people look extremely confident..."
Xu Yangyang thought in her heart, and strengthened her inner thoughts, planning to make it clear to Mr. Qin before leaving.
After a whole day, Xu Yangyang would have left at night.
"You, you must come here more often when you are free. Chinese medicine is not a medicine that can be achieved overnight. It requires long-term accumulation. It is best to follow the master."
Mr. Qin was also very sorry. Although he liked Xu Yangyang, a humble, sensible and high-EQ apprentice, it was a pity that her thoughts were still with Jiang Yunan.
However, after hearing what Mr. Qin said, Xu Yangyang raised her head with hesitation in her eyes: "Mr. Qin, I would like to ask, can I learn from you here for a long time?"
In fact, she wanted to directly tell her how many days she had lived here, but she was afraid that Mr. Qin would think she was greedy.
"I also feel that I can learn too little by coming here to study for a short period of time, so I want to stay here for a few days. Do you think that's okay?"
At least, this way she would forget the pain of Jiang Yunan and Bai Ranyin being together and about to abandon her.
