Xu Yangyang didn't know how many days she had been in a daze. These days, Xu Yangyang could only drink and be in a daze every day.
Because she felt that her soul was no longer there.
If she had wanted to be with Jiang Yunan before, and saw Jiang Yunan's attitude change, she would have been ecstatic and moved at that time.
After all, Jiang Yunan had already blocked the gun for her, and in order to protect her, he refused to tell the truth.
But now, it was like a basin of cold water poured on her head.
Xu Yangyang rubbed her messy hair, poured wine into her stomach, and said to herself as if Jiang Yunan was sitting in front of her.
She stared at the empty room and said reluctantly.
"You tell me you are this kind of person? Have you been cheating on me all the time? Have you been deliberately playing with my feelings!"
"You are giving up on this relationship now, so you want to kick me away. Do you particularly hate me?"
"You only care about my body, right? You don't care about my thoughts or my feelings at all!"
Xu Yangyang took the bottle and poured another sip of wine into her mouth, and then her eyes were in a trance, as if Jiang Yunan was slowly nodding his head.
This made her very unwilling and extremely angry. She pointed in front of her and asked angrily.
"Why? What is this for? Don't you have any feelings for me? In that case, why don't you let me go earlier!"
"I'm so good to you. I've always been thinking that all this is a misunderstanding. As long as the misunderstanding is resolved, we can be together. But what did you do to me!"
"Do you know that you broke my heart? My heart hurts so much now. I don't know how I should face all this."
Xu Yangyang muttered, her eyes changed from fierce questioning to confused. She stretched out her hand.
It seemed as if he wanted to touch Jiang Yunan's face in the hallucination before him, and also seemed to want to grab Jiang Yunan's hand.
She didn't want to lose the man she had always loved, but she caught him in the air.
She shook her head and tried to sober up.
When it seemed that there was nothing in front of him, Xu Yangyang said with another wry smile.
"I knew you abandoned me. I knew you had left a long time ago. You don't care about my feelings at all."
"I'm just being sentimental. I should let it go. Since you don't care about me, why should I care about you so stupidly?"
Xu Yangyang stood up unsteadily and walked towards the bed, then continued to mutter.
"I will definitely be able to do it, I will definitely be able to forget you, and I will definitely be able to start a new life."
As soon as she got close to the bed, she fell down on the bed, and then her body twitched a few times.
Maybe it's because I want to move my body higher, or maybe it's because I'm sad, so I'm crying silently.
When he saw her shoulders shaking constantly, the light in the room dimmed involuntarily.
Several days passed in this way.
Xu Yangyang finally became more sober, and Xu Yangyang regained her mood today.
She believed that no matter how sad she was, this relationship was over, and Jiang Yunan would never change his mind.
So she had to cheer herself up. Last night, she hugged her legs and hid in the corner of the bed crying in the dark.
Ever since she cried, she had made up her mind.
"Where should I go to relax? I shouldn't continue to stay in this sad city, and I shouldn't continue to live in such a muddle."
"Leave here and go for a walk. Maybe this is the best choice, and it is also my only choice."
Xu Yangyang held her cell phone and kept flipping through it to see which tour groups would go abroad in the past two days.
Although she doesn't know where she is going yet, she is thinking that in a strange environment, maybe she won't have to think about these troublesome things.
And when she comes back from the vacation, everything can start again, so she has no intention of staying in the country to relax.
After making a selection, she finally selected a tour group that would leave here tomorrow.
Moreover, this tour group is very loose, even if you don’t join the group and travel alone, it doesn’t matter much.
She also happened to have a passport from this country, so she called directly for consultation.
When she heard that someone had temporarily canceled their trip due to other reasons, she decided to go to this country with a group.
The next day, Xu Yangyang showed up at the airport with her suitcase in hand. At this time, the leader of the tour group was already calling everyone.
"Everyone, get your plane tickets and follow me. Let's go together."
"If someone gets separated, they must contact me as soon as possible, and they must report to the scenic spot where we are or the police as soon as possible."
Everyone followed the group leader in confusion. Xu Yangyang was holding her suitcase with an expressionless face and wearing a pair of big sunglasses.
In order to cover up the eyes that were red from crying and the dark circles that appeared from the exhaustion of the past two days.
Her sunglasses almost covered half of her face.
And in order to prevent others from recognizing herself, she also deliberately put on a hat that could cover the top of her head.
After sitting on the plane, the tour leader was still talking about the rules and regulations during travel.
And Xu Yangyang had already let her heart fly abroad, so she squinted her eyes slightly.
She was also exhausted physically and mentally these days. Now sitting on the plane, it was as if she had made a cut and said goodbye to the past, and her heart gradually relaxed.
I will go abroad soon, and I will be able to enjoy the scenery and relax in a foreign country.
Maybe this trip will make me very happy and make me forget everything in the past.
When she was thinking about it in a daze, she was already half asleep. Of course, other people did not disturb her. There were also many people catching flights and making preparations, so she was very tired these two days.
So there are people like Xu Yangyang who closed their eyes after sitting on the plane.
Just as the plane was about to take off, a man came up in the VIP cabin of the plane.
This man was in such a hurry that he didn't even bring a suitcase, just a backpack.
"I'm sorry, something delayed me for a while on the road."
