Guan Luoluo's bright and clear jade hands landed on "Heart".
This is written by Chen Yue. Like "Dancing Girl", it is a rarely circulated book. When Guan Luoluo opened the book, he saw the first person "I" and immediately understood.
This is Chen Yue talking about the past again.
The story of Xin is very simple. In the first volume, it is the relationship between "I" and my husband, and I get to know his wife.
The "Orphan Me" in the second volume talks about what "I" saw and heard in other people's homes by copying books for others and making money.
In the third volume, "Mr. and Suicide Note", I received a suicide note from my husband during the process of copying books. In the suicide note, my husband talked about his relationship with Kang when he was young.
Guan Luoluo reached out and flipped through the pages, watching the story advance in the first person "I".
In my interactions with my husband, my husband is a closed person and doesn’t express his feelings very much, but the words he occasionally says will shock “me”. But after “I” received his suicide note, I really Learn about Mr.'s past.
When he was young, he was tricked by his uncle and lost a large sum of inheritance. Then he stayed in the landlord's house and had an ambiguous relationship with the landlord's daughter, "Miss", but he never expressed his feelings.
My husband has a friend named Kang who is an ascetic who often puts himself in physically painful environments to hone his will.
The husband took Kang to the landlord's house and stayed there together. Kang and the lady developed some feelings and told the husband about their feelings.
The husband scolded Kang for not practicing hard and slacking off his will, so he proposed to the landlord and settled the marriage of the young lady.
Kang committed suicide.
My husband felt guilty all his life, thinking that he had become the same person as his uncle. After surviving for a few years, he also committed suicide.
In this story, my husband is the person who has the greatest influence on "me". Although he has no blood relationship with "me", my husband's thoughts are all inherited from "me".
"Money, any gentleman will turn into a bastard when he sees money!"
"I'm a lonely person."
"As a man, out of instinct for the opposite sex, I often dream of the woman I admire, but it is just an ambiguous dream, just like the mood I feel when I look at the spring clouds and mist in the distance. When I come in front of a real woman, I feel There will be wonderful changes, and strange resistance will temporarily arise..."
"The memory of kneeling at someone's feet in the past will inevitably make you ride on someone's head in the next step. I endure today's loneliness in order not to be insulted tomorrow."
"There is no definite kind of bad person in the world. They are usually good people, at least ordinary people. Once something happens, everyone will suddenly become a bad person. This is the most terrifying thing."
"Man is an impermanent and pitiable animal."
"I should have died a long time ago, but I don't know why I am still alive today..."
With these kinds of remarks, Guan Luoluo suddenly understood Chen Yue, and also understood Chen Yue's way of life, hard work and perseverance. All of these were inherited from his husband. Chen Yue's current state was the result of his husband opening himself up. His heart sprinkled blood on his face, the new life that emerged from the shadow of Mr.'s past.
Therefore, Chen Yue will practice hard, just like Mr. Kang in the story, but not as absolute as Mr. Kang.
Therefore, Chen Yue will refuse interpersonal communication and savor loneliness like Mr.
Right, all right!
After Guan Luoluo saw all this, she, who was usually quite a sunny person, felt depressed. Because of the first-person relationship, she seemed to have followed Chen Yue for a journey, and what she saw this time was the fragility of human nature. , a side that cannot stand the test.
Even though the husband committed suicide and confessed everything to "me", he still did not want his confession to be known to his wife. He wanted to leave a flawless side in his wife's heart, but was not willing to expose the ugliness in his heart.
"Mr. Mingming tore his heart apart so that Chen Yue could face the shadows and then glow with a new life. However, Chen Yue himself was shrouded in the shadows and became an ascetic like Kang and a person who tasted loneliness like Mr. …”
Guan Luoluo thought about this again and felt that Chen Yue had deviated from his husband's original intention.
"Under such darkness, it is no wonder that Lian Erchun can be written."
Guan Luoluo thought of Chen Yue's "Lian Er Chun" again, which was also full of criticism of human nature. Among them, what happened to the Ximen family after Ximen Qing's death made many wealthy nobles wary.
Guan Luoluo's depression was only broken when Xia Jinrong arrived.
"Is this your separate invitation to Chen Yue?"
Xia Jinrong smiled like a lotus blooming, pure and innocent. She reached out and took out the manuscript. Looking at the article above, her bright smile began to slowly fade away.
In Xia Jinrong's eyes, "I" is an observer. Because of this "I", she entered the first perspective and began to observe the "sir" in the book, looking at his various remarks and his lonely taste. Look at Mr.’s unique views on the world.
It wasn't until he saw what was behind that he began to analyze his own heart, and he also revealed the dark and evil side of people's hearts in front of "me".
"I think Chen Yue is a little obsessed."
Xia Jinrong closed the book, and the content inside made her correct her way to immortality. The person who grasped her heart became depressed, which shows its importance. However, at the moment, Xia Jinrong still calmed down, analyzed carefully, and said: "Sir, he doesn't trust others. Because my husband betrayed Kang in his early years and did not trust his own humanity, and my husband’s final death was to allow him to see everything clearly and live more enthusiastically.”
"And after I read it again, I always feel that there is something wrong with Mr.'s wife, Miss."
"Does she have feelings for Kang?"
The story is over, but some things in it are not clearly stated and can only be speculated upon.
"Just keep this manuscript with me for now."
Guan Luoluo rolled up the manuscript and said, "I'll give him the Tianyuan Pearl."
"Also, I think Qingran and Chen Yue should have a good talk."
Guan Luoluo said.
Zhao Qingran and Zhao Xiu of Prince Zhongyong's Mansion have always been very optimistic about Chen Yue. What exactly are they doing? Guan Luoluo and Xia Jinrong both probably know that Chen Yue has begun to doubt human nature because of that gentleman, and now, someone needs to trust Chen Yue. of humanity.
"I'll copy a manuscript tomorrow."
Xia Jinrong looked at the manuscript and said.
For example, "Dancing Girl" has not been widely circulated in Zhengyang Mansion. It was secretly copied and circulated in the boudoir. The same is true for Chen Yue's "heart" at the moment.
"Stop spreading nonsense."
Guan Luoluo snorted.
"Are you nervous?"
Xia Jinrong said with a smile.
"It's all because of your nonsense words that I lost a Tianyuan Pearl."
"But the girl from the Qi family is crazy about him. She once said that she would not marry anyone but him. So what if I say a few words? Didn't you hide Chen Yue?"
"Every day I have people call me sister, and sometimes it will be my turn to call me sister."
I owed six updates before, but after a lot of hard work, I owed nine updates. I was dizzy, so I slowly made up for it.
(End of chapter)
