Speaking of the tragic experience of their real family members after the child was lost, Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan both thought that Chang Junchao would have relatively strong mood swings.
However, he was just like a pool of stagnant water, and even the emotional ups and downs he had when he talked about his hatred for Deng Qingrong were gone.
"I have no hope anymore. I originally thought that I was a loser who was not welcomed and accepted by anyone, but it turned out to be not the case."
In a tone so calm that no trace of emotion could be heard, he said numbly: "My family tried their best to find me, but unfortunately, they are all gone. No one in this world has any expectations for me anymore." .
If this is the case, then what do I have to worry about? I even feel that if Deng Qingrong is still alive, not only will she continue to harm her biological daughter and make her as miserable as me, but if she lives like this, I will not be sorry for my death. family. "
"What would you have planned to do if the thief hadn't broken in?" Huo Yan asked.
Chang Junchao shook his head: "I didn't think so much. Originally, all I thought about was that Deng Qingrong must die. As for where I could go and how I could live after she died, I had never thought about it. I just felt that no matter what, it would be impossible. Worse than before.
I originally wanted to seal her in cement, and then I would run far away, to a small place where no one knew me, and take the 500,000 yuan to rent a house or buy a house and live alone.
But I also thought that I don’t have a fake identity. I usually work honestly and I don’t know anyone who can give me a fake identity. I have only seen that kind of plot on TV.
So I was also very confused, not knowing where I could go or how I could live my life.
After killing Deng Qingrong and the thief who had the misfortune to break in, I stayed alone in the house for four or five days.
In those few days, I didn’t dare to turn on the lights or make a sound, for fear that the neighbors would find someone at home. I couldn’t sleep all night long. Sometimes when I fell asleep, I would fall asleep at most ten or twenty minutes. I woke up with a start, and all I could think about was where could I go.
I didn't dare to go far for fear of being discovered.
Hiding, I don’t know what the point of hiding all the time is, how long I want to hide, and what else I can do in the future..."
He lowered his head in exhaustion and frustration, and slowly exhaled: "My whole body is twisted. I feel that living is meaningless, and I am not willing to die like that.
On the one hand, I feel that I am willing to kill someone to pay for my life. On the other hand, I feel that Deng Qingrong has ruined my life. My family members all died because of her. She deserved her death at my hands. Why should I pay for her life... "
He stopped talking again and took a deep breath: "So it's good to be like this now. I don't know what to do next. I have no direction. You caught me and made the choice for me. .
No matter how you say it, I solved a knot in my heart before I died. I knew that my family didn’t abandon me because they disliked me. They cared about me and paid so much to find me!
And I also avenged them. Deng Qingrong harmed my family and me for the rest of my life, and I served her for half my life...
It wouldn't be a loss if she died in my hands. "
Regarding the crimes he committed, Chang Junchao could be said to have no reservations and tell the truth. He had a very good attitude in pleading guilty, which made his interrogation proceed extremely smoothly.
After finally dealing with this, Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan walked out of the interrogation room and went back to the office to continue processing the follow-up paperwork. They were busy until the evening.
Ning Shuyi's mood was very complicated. Although killing people and sealing people in the bath with cement was cruel, considering Chang Junchao's personal experiences, people couldn't help but feel... Somewhat sad.
The same was true for Huo Yan. His mood was also very depressed. He dealt with the work at hand silently and never said a word from the beginning to the end. Even when Ning Shuyi spoke to him, he just said "hmm" Or respond with a single word like "ok".
Ning Shuyi also felt his strangeness and couldn't help but think about it during the break between work.
Pay more attention to him.
When the two finally came to an end with the work at hand, Ning Shuyi sat at the table and let out a sigh of relief. There was a feeling of contradiction between lightness and heaviness in his whole body.
A vicious murder case that seemed to be of a very bad nature and with few clues could be solved in just a few days. This speed is definitely something that can be praised by the team.
When a case comes to light, people always breathe a sigh of relief.
But everything Chang Junchao has experienced, and the step-by-step process of him walking down this dead end, make people feel panicked.
While she was lost in thought, Huo Yan stood up suddenly and walked out without saying a word.
Ning Shuyi had noticed before that something was wrong with his state, and his mood was extremely low. Considering the instructions given to her by Captain Dong before, she silently paid attention to all this.
Now seeing Huo Yan walking out without saying a word, she quickly got up and chased him out.
"Where are you going?" She quickly caught up with Huo Yan and asked with concern.
Huo Yan didn't respond at first, as if he hadn't heard anything and just walked out. When he got downstairs, he found that Ning Shuyi was still following him, and he was a little surprised: "Why are you following me?"
"You just left without saying a word, I have to know what you are going to do, right?" Ning Shuyi replied.
"Find a place to run." Huo Yan looked at Ning Shuyi with no expression on his face, as if he was sure that she would turn around and walk away after hearing this, and extended the invitation without sincerity, "Do you want to come with us? ?」
"Okay! I told you before to help me improve my physical fitness. Then you have to go for a run. How can I be lazy!" Ning Shuyi was stunned and could see that Huo Yan was trying to persuade him to quit.
Subjectively, she also wanted to turn around and go back, but Huo Yan's current state was not right, and she felt uneasy. Maybe it would be safer to follow her, so she could only brag. .
Huo Yan didn't expect that Ning Shuyi didn't back down, so he didn't know what to say, so he motioned for her to get in the car together. The two of them drove away from the Public Security Bureau and drove all the way to the vicinity of a university.
This is a sports college in the city, not far from the Public Security Bureau. The campus is under open management and does not restrict people’s access. On weekdays, during the period after dinner, there will be many residents living around here. The campus is a good place for walking and fitness.
But it was getting late now, it was almost nine o'clock in the evening, the residents had already dispersed, and there were still many athletes exercising on the sports field.
