“This question…” Ning Shuyi smiled, “It’s too late to discuss it later, after all, the answer is not that difficult to find.
With your current appearance, it seems like you've been having a hard time lately, right? "
Chang Junchao listened to her words. After a brief silence, he suddenly said, "Can you give me a mirror? I want to see what I look like now."
Huo Yan nodded, got up and went out. After a while, he came back with a mirror and held it in front of Chang Junchao so that he could see himself clearly in the mirror.
Chang Junchao's thin face was clearly reflected in the mirror, and his unshaven appearance made him look even more haggard.
Chang Junchao probably didn't realize that he would look like this now. He stared at the mirror for a long time and suddenly laughed.
"It's really interesting, why do you look so embarrassed?" He murmured, not knowing whether he was talking to Huo Yan and Ning Shuyi, or to himself, "Obviously, in the past few days, apart from the poor environment, , I can eat and sleep, and I have never felt so at ease!"
"You killed two lives, how can you feel so at ease afterwards?" Huo Yan took back the mirror and didn't believe what he just said.
Chang Junchao looked at him: "If I said yes, would you think I am particularly inhumane?
But to be honest, I can really do it. Whether it is Deng Qingrong or the thief, I don't feel any guilt.
Needless to say, Deng Qingrong, she killed my whole family and her death is not a pity.
As for that thief...he's just out of luck, and there's nothing I can do about it! And what if he lives?
How can he, a thief who breaks into doors and climbs through windows, make any valuable contributions to society? "
"This is not an excuse for you to deprive others of their right to life. Burglary is an illegal crime, but it must be punished in accordance with the law. The crime will not lead to death." Huo Yan did not buy the evaluation that Chang Junchao gave to Li Wei.
"You're right, and I also said that that person was just unlucky. If he hadn't happened to bump into me, I wouldn't have wanted to do anything to him." Chang Junchao didn't argue. It seemed that except at the beginning At that moment, he was still thinking about escaping, but after that, he was almost resigned to his fate.
"You haven't answered my question just yet. Where have you been sleeping these days?" Ning Shuyi asked.
"The side of the stairwell leading to the rooftop." Chang Junchao replied, "During the day, I hide on the terrace inside the stairwell. There is a big tank there. I don't know how many years ago the old residents put it there. People want it.
I stayed in that tank during the day, so if anyone came, it wouldn't be easy to find me.
At night, I took out my bedding and slept on the wall next to the exit of the stairwell. That place was just out of sight of the building opposite, and I could still hear the sounds inside the stairwell. "
"Why didn't you run away immediately after the murder? You were responsible for the burglary in your home, right? You can buy so many daily necessities today, so you must not have no money on hand!" Ning Shuyi asked.
Chang Junchao shook his head: "I have money. Before, Deng Qingrong took away her husband's life-saving money. She took it very seriously and treated it like her own life. Over the years, she either let me support her or went out to deceive other old men. money.
She didn't touch a penny of the half million, so I took it with me. After all, she owed me not just half a million, but even five million.
My life has basically been ruined by Deng Qingrong. After killing her, I didn't know where to run. I couldn't figure it out, had no direction, and no hope, so I just hid here.
At first, I wanted to see how others would react when they found out that Deng Qingrong had been killed. Later, I discovered that I didn’t really care what others thought.
Even if everyone knows that Deng Qingrong is not a good person, so what? My real family wouldn't survive, and my life wouldn't change. "
"It seems that you have a very clear understanding of your own life experience." Ning Shuyi looked at Chang Junchao with a calm face, feeling a little surprised in his heart.
It can still be seen from some detailed movements that Chang Junchao still feels pain and anger in his heart when he mentions Deng Qingrong.
But the pain and anger were like ice cubes falling into boiling water, and they were quickly melted away by his calmness like a pool of stagnant water.
This man no longer had any desire to live.
"I've actually been puzzled since I was a child. Other people's children either look like their father or their mother. Why don't they look like me?"
Chang Junchao took a deep breath and talked about his own experience as if he were talking about other people's family affairs: "There are other children who have relatives, but my family doesn't have any relatives.
Later, during a physical examination at school, I discovered that my blood type was different from that of my parents. But at that time, I didn’t understand anything and didn’t think much about it.
It wasn't until I was in junior high school and the school offered biology classes that I realized that my blood type was something my parents would never be able to give birth to.
I asked them about it when I got home, but Deng Qingrong beat me hard and called me a white-eyed wolf, saying that she had raised me so big, fed me, clothed me, and educated me, and that was why I had this attitude. . "
He closed his eyes, and even though he was heartbroken, he still felt uncomfortable talking about the painful memories of the past.
"Anyway, she is the one who says all the nice and reasonable things. I am stupid, even if I don't think it makes sense in my heart, I can't speak to her and I don't dare to talk back to her.
She provides me with food, clothing, and education. Which of these things is for my own good? But in the future, I will be the one who needs to go out and make money to support her in her old age, so I can’t be illiterate, otherwise I won’t be able to find a job!
Originally, my grades were very good, and I didn’t dare to admit to any top school. At least at that time, my head teacher said that if I performed well, I still had a high chance of getting into a major school.
As a result, Deng Qingrong heard somewhere that college students nowadays are worthless, and the jobs they can find after graduation may not pay as much as an assembly line worker in a factory.
She immediately made a calculation and found that if this was the case, it would not be cost-effective for me to go to college, so no matter how much I begged her, she would not let go.
As a result, later on, she felt that I only had a high school diploma, had no education, no skills, and the jobs I could find didn’t pay high wages. She somehow found out about the children she had abandoned before, and started to harass them again. !
Deng Qingrong is not a human being! She is a ghost in human skin, an evil ghost!
An evil ghost who wants to trick her husband, her children, and others! "
