"Well written."
"Is it for Xiao Yan?"
Gu Xun'er stood behind Lu Yuan.
Wait for Lu Yuan to finish humming the song.
I probably heard some of the meaning.
It was said to be a question, but more like a confirmation.
Lu Yuan did not refute. After all, this song was indeed written for Xiao Yan. He just corrected: "I did not write this song."
"Anyway, I've never heard of it before."
"I don't think anyone would be willing to write a song for a little-known fighting king in the northwest continent. It's still so appropriate."
Gu Xun'er also didn't refute.
But he also expressed his attitude tactfully.
Obviously he didn't believe Lu Yuan's words.
Of course, it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. It's just a few lyrics. Those who are clear will be clear. Lu Yuan only needs to give himself an explanation. What other people think has nothing to do with him.
Seeing Lu Yuan stopped talking.
Gu Xun'er didn't mean to talk awkwardly.
After finding a suitable topic, he continued: "You don't plan to go see them. For you, now is a return visit to your old place, right?"
"So what if I don't see it?"
"Looking at it, it's just more trouble."
"If you don't look at it, it won't affect anything."
Lu Yuan pointed at the scenery under the mountain top and asked calmly: "And, then again, I can see it very clearly from here, so why bother going down to participate, even if I can change many things, including the process and the ending? , but after my involvement, can it still be the same as it was before, and what’s the point?”
"So, you don't plan to go down?"
"You don't plan to meet those people either?"
Gu Xun'er had already had a premonition.
I had a premonition that Lu Yuan was about to leave.
No reason, just intuition.
Therefore, when I speak, my tone unconsciously carries a certain bias.
Of course, her intuition is indeed very accurate.
However, Lu Yuan also had his own thoughts: "I witnessed the three-year agreement with my own eyes, just three years ago, and I also contributed a lot to it. It can be said that the reason why the three-year agreement can be in this form is appear, I have an important part in it. Therefore, smart people will definitely guess that I will come back to witness the result. Among them, people who want to see me will definitely come to me, so I am not worried about being able to find me. People who know me must be very familiar with me, and people who can’t find me don’t have to waste their efforts. Don’t you think this saves both worry and effort?”
Gu Xun'er glanced at Lu Yuan speechlessly.
I didn't mean to blame Lu Yuan.
She just felt sorry for Nalan Yanran: "I really feel sorry for your junior sister. How many evils did she commit in her previous life to have to deal with you as her senior brother in this life? Who do you think she was standing in the pavilion for a long time, waiting for? "
"But in this world, not everything you put in will definitely pay off. There is no doubt that we are all our own protagonists, but we are also supporting roles for others."
"I won't bear it."
"It can only be said that she looked in the wrong place."
Lu Yuan showed an expression like a salted fish, focusing on letting go: "So, I can only say that her fate at the moment is not enough. She wants to meet, but in the end she still has no chance to meet me."
"what about me?"
Gu Xun'er smiled.
The smile is very elegant.
I just feel the chill for no reason.
Lu Yuan glanced at Gu Xun'er speechlessly. Although he knew it would be good to coax him, he really had no intention of coaxing him: "Isn't it a bad fate?"
The tone is quite perfunctory.
The greatest courtesy is not to be impatient.
The smile on Gu Xun'er's face became even more dangerous.
Half-smiling but not smiling: "Forbidden love?"
"What is forbidden love?"
"I have betrayed the sect, okay?"
"She is not married, I..."
As soon as Lu Yuan said this, he suddenly thought of his former confidante. He paused, his brain was working rapidly, and he rounded off his words: "Why can't I marry her?"
Gu Xun'er also heard something was wrong.
This sentence should have been that she is not married and I am not married.
This shows that Lu Yuan already has a wife.
Moreover, there must be many confidantes.
The tone couldn't help but have a bit of a sour taste.
"I can marry, I can marry, okay?"
"what about me?"
"A bad fate is fate after all, right?"
"Forbidden love is okay, why not evil fate?"
Lu Yuan was silenced by Gu Xun'er's words.
After being silent for a long time, he sighed: "The main reason is that you are too smart. You can be regarded as an ally. After the accident with the Dragon Phoenix Origin Fruit, you can be regarded as a reliable friend. At least we have a life-long friendship, but too much There is really no need to talk about relationships early. We are both immortals, so it’s good to keep a distance..."
"But I just want to!"
Gu Xun'er looked at Lu Yuan seriously.
This time, she really wasn't joking.
No more testing.
He said in a deep voice: "I admit that my love for you may not be just pure love, but you must also know this. There are no absolute things in the world, there is no absolutely pure love, and there is no absolutely loyal love. Some are just mutual trust, not even absolute trust, so I have never denied the complexity of my own emotions. I am not convinced by you, which accounts for about 20%, and I have the intention to take advantage of you, which accounts for about 20%. About 20%, there are also some distracting thoughts, accounting for 10%, and finally curiosity, accounting for 50%. It must be inaccurate to use data to divide feelings. After all, data is always cold, just like after a battle , the number of people who died is just a number on the report, and there is no way to feel fear from this series of numbers, but I just want to express one meaning in this way - you can reject me, but I will not give up!"
Finished in one breath.
Gu Xun'er also took a small breath.
Added: "Also, to put it bluntly, you are not as determined as you think. No one's feelings are absolutely pure, so if you can accept other people's feelings, your rejection of me is biased." Yes, if you can't accept other people's feelings, you can also make me want to fight."
Fighting spirit?
Something's wrong with you!
Lu Yuan looked at Gu Xun'er.
I hope I heard it wrong.
But the reality is that he heard it right.
However, a girl can talk to such an extent. As a man, it is not appropriate for him to continue to refuse.
However, it is still necessary to nip problems in the bud.
He has too many fates.
Therefore, just in case, to avoid Gu Xun'er suddenly regretting it in the future, Lu Yuan felt that it was necessary to speak clearly: "Before giving a positive answer, I hope you can give me a chance to tell a story. This story It is very likely to change your opinion, so if you still insist on your opinion after this story is told, we can try to get along with you if there is a chance. If after this story is told, you don’t want to insist anymore, then You can take a step back and close the distance back to being friends.”
"Can."
"You tell me."
Gu Xun'er answered without any hesitation.
Lu Yuan also knew about Gu Xun'er's little tricks.
I also knew that Gu Xun'er was not the only one listening at this moment.
However, he did not refuse to tell the story. After all, there were some things that Yun Yun, who was privately committed to him for life, would know sooner or later:
"I'm different from you."
"It's different from beginning to end."
"You can determine who your parents are."
"But, I'm not sure."
"For me, my parents only exist in my memory. To sum it up in one sentence, after my death, for some reason, I left my original world and entered another world, where I came into contact with the extraordinary. power, so you can see me."
"However, behind this there is a hand that knows no good or bad and is controlling everything."
"I only dared to confirm it in recent years."
"It may be hard to imagine for you, but I really am not sure whether I have really experienced those things, or whether the mastermind behind the scenes created me, gave me a soul, modified my memory, and added... A past that doesn’t exist.”
"Of course, none of this matters."
"I've already touched upon destiny."
"Perhaps, I can analyze these, which is exactly what he is willing to show me. The fate decision shows some doubts to me. However, even I, a created creature, can see doubts in fate. When it comes to creation, It is impossible for my man behind the scenes not to understand the power of destiny, and even if he is not proficient in the power of destiny, it is impossible, so there is no point in continuing to think about these things."
"These days, I am also summarizing my own reasons."
"I don't blame all the reasons on past experiences. In a sense, my tolerance is relatively low. Otherwise, I wouldn't be the only one with this problem."
"In my memory, I was born in a peaceful era. There was no war, no fighting spirit, and no extraordinary power. Human beings can use the law to protect themselves. Although there is no absolute in everything, and the law is not a omnipotent weapon. However, on the surface, it can still be relatively fair."
"So, with this mentality, I survived as an orphan in another world, and grew up in a small mountain village. I didn't have much concept of the law of the jungle and the survival of the fittest. I always thought it was reasonable, so I It caused a catastrophe.”
"At that time, there was only one place available for school."
"Still a work-study student."
“I just work and earn money to go to school at the same time.”
"For an ordinary person with no background, this is the best road, the fastest road, and the cleanest road. Therefore, after another child in the same village said that he needed to consider it, The village chief also came over and planned to ask my opinion. In comparison, with an adult IQ, I would definitely be better able to seize opportunities. At that time, I thought, the opportunity was not given to me first. I don’t talk about martial ethics. Since the opportunity is placed in front of you, but you don't take it and say that you should consider it, then you are naturally acquiescing to push this opportunity into my hands."
"Whether I can catch it or not is my question."
"So, I didn't think too much about it."
"Besides, if the memory is true, my body may have gone through time and space and adapted to some of the power of space. It is basically easy to deal with a six-year-old child."
"However, I underestimated the evil nature of people's hearts."
"His father is one of the top strong men on that continent. Because he offended a big force, he was forced to live in a small village incognito. He couldn't reveal his identity. It didn't mean that he would see his son's chance of studying being cut off. So In a duel that I thought was a one-on-one duel, his father suppressed me with murderous intent and forced me to lose the duel."
"That's when my outlook on life began to break down."
"Because his father denied justice."
"So, I didn't dare to bet on whether his father would eradicate the roots. Therefore, I packed up my luggage overnight and fled the small mountain village. I even said that I did not dare to report it because I was not sure whether his father would target me. I could only live in the forest for six years. During this period, I fought desperately and exhausted my body, just so that one day I could kill them and avenge my son."
"In the final analysis, it still lies in my sense of superiority as an adult. I feel that the other person is just a child. Since the agreement has been made, it will be carried out according to the agreement. Losing or winning is considered fair, but I forget that Fairness requires strength to maintain, so for me, who had never even killed a chicken before, the feeling of going through a life-and-death situation was too bad. Sometimes I would also think, if I had a reliable person at that time, My master, even if it’s unreliable, can give me some advice, so I won’t be on the path I’m on now.”
"Of course, there's no point in assuming."
"And when I came out of the mountain six years later, I was already twelve years old. During these six years, I spent all the time fighting. There were no herbs. Even if my intestines were broken, I had to sew them up with my own hands. I felt so sad. It was rotten beyond its appearance, so when I saw him again, I took away his girlfriend without hesitation, and she was also the first person I hurt irrationally."
"After that, a lot of injuries were caused one after another."
"Until I met the remnant soul of the Ice and Fire Dragon King."
"They used the essence of flesh and blood to make up for my riddled body. That's when I got my human-dragon hybrid."
"The three-eyed golden beast gave me the eye of destiny."
"The Silver Dragon King has given me the authority over all elements."
"Yue Xia Xia opened up a pure corner in my heart."
"Huai Zhu and Qin Lan fill it with love."
"Muchen took away part of my madness."
"Honghong, Yaya, and Rongrong brought back my completely suppressed feelings."
"The Dragon King helped me purify my bloodline a second time."
"The Qingyun Sect teaches me the Xuanqing Way of Tai Chi."
"Ling'er and Baguio once again activated my sensibility."
"The Ghost King and the Lord of the Burning Flame Valley treat me as if they were their own."
"I have also seen Tianyin Temple who is full of hypocritical benevolence and righteousness."
"After reading thousands of sails, I just arrived here."
Lu Yuan turned around calmly, looked at Gu Xun'er and Yun Yun, who had arrived before he spoke, and said truthfully: "I am not the genius you imagined, even if every time I shatter the void and soar into the galaxy, I am in my twenties, and my cumulative mental age is no less than a hundred years old. A large part of the reason why I resist relationships is because I don’t want to hurt the wives who have followed me for my selfish desires, but I gradually also want to Understand, without my love, they can also gain a friendship from you, so I will not ask for it, let alone fight for it. I leave the choice in your hands, if you don’t mind , we can give it a try. If you mind, I also express my understanding, because this is a completely unequal relationship. It makes no sense that while I am living and drinking here, you must guard your body like a jade for me, but my bottom line is to guard your body like a jade, so , it is obvious that you still have to pay more, at least in this relationship, you will make greater sacrifices."
(End of chapter)
