Loneliness is terrible.
It is even scarier than hatred.
The most terrifying force in the world is time.
The emotion that best reflects the cruelty of time is, of course, loneliness.
For immortals, it is easy to witness the passing of all the people related to them in the years without being able to do anything and feel heartbroken.
For those who live short lives, witnessing their own step-by-step approach to death, the fear alone can overwhelm a person's psychological defenses.
No one is not afraid of death.
But there is always something scarier than death.
Life is worse than death, or...
Lonely!
The higher you climb, the lonelier you become.
The higher you climb, the fewer people you can follow.
Those who can't keep up can only stay where they are, watching the backs of those who are moving forward getting smaller and smaller, waiting for those who are moving forward to become successful, and then come back to pick them up, or they can re-select a promising person who is moving forward to join them. Take a ride on the last train.
This is a problem that everyone has to face.
Because of this principle, it is universal.
And it is precisely for this reason that Lu Yuan does not want to hurt Dongfang Huaizhu, especially since Dongfang Huaizhu is a person with long-lasting love. Once hurt, the scars left when he left will not dissipate with the passage of time. On the contrary, it will deepen as the years go by!
Lu Yuan's idea is correct.
But it can only be said to be rationally correct.
In terms of sensibility, it can be said to be outrageously wrong.
A person's character is actually made up of rationality and sensibility. Being too rational and too sensual will bring about uncontrollable factors.
Considering only the rational optimal solution and not the perceptual optimal solution, it can only be said that Lu Yuan is becoming more and more rational.
It can even be called "cold-blooded".
but...
Space is naturally rational!
Time is naturally rational!
But fate and power are emotional!
He only mastered space, involved time, lost the increase in the power of luck, and never touched the power. Lu Yuan became more and more rational, which was actually an inevitable result.
Stand high and see far.
This is true.
But the problem is...
The higher you climb, the harder you fall!
The higher you go, the more you lose.
Moreover, not everyone can climb to the top through hard work. Instead of going into battle with baggage, it is more cost-effective to abandon some baggage during the climbing process to increase the probability of successful climbing.
Anyway, once they fail, these baggage will fall to pieces along with the climber. It is better to break it off and gamble on the probability of success.
In theory, this is correct.
But the truth is different!
There is always some baggage that cannot be let go.
Even if you know it's useless, you can't give it up.
Like feelings.
How many people have failed because of their emotions.
How many people have been defeated by an impulse.
But there are always people who don’t regret it.
Even willingly.
Rationally, this is the wrong choice.
But emotionally...
Not everyone has to stand at the top!
Find the pinnacle of your life and climb up to prove yourself. You are not like other people, climbing a peak that can never be climbed just to prove yourself to others.
That is undoubtedly a stupid choice.
But for rationality, all the above are looking for excuses for one's own cowardice, and also looking for reasons for one's own concessions!
Rationality and sensibility are inherently contradictory.
so.
People are also contradictory.
Creatures are also contradictory.
Lu Yuan is even more contradictory.
But when Lu Yuan's contradictory explanation fell into the ears of Dongfang Huaizhu, Dongfang Huaizhu did not feel any disappointment. He just sighed from the bottom of his heart and walked up to the fragile little hedgehog in front of him. In front of me, I took the hand of this little hedgehog.
"Are you tired?"
"?"
Lu Yuan raised his head, was silent for a moment, and finally shook his head.
He is not a person who likes to talk.
Even though he started out as a talkative person.
People always have to grow.
Some people grow silently.
Some people grow up smoothly.
And some people's growth...
It is wrapped in blood and tears, flowing a long blood path in the abyss, and it is not certain whether this blood path leads to the light.
Just like Lu Yuan today.
To this day, even he himself is not sure whether what he does can still represent the light, even though in principle he should represent the light.
At least...
He must stick to his own light!
Even this light is darkness in the eyes of others!
but...
"You can't hide it from me..."
Dongfang Huaizhu sighed softly, feeling heartbroken when he saw the little hedgehog in front of him deliberately avoiding and controlling its trembling pupils.
He is a human-dragon hybrid.
But he had to kill the demon!
With one command, the rolling demon head of the Western Region fell to the ground!
No one knows how Lu Yuan felt at that time, just like no one knows that Lu Yuan is a human-dragon hybrid.
The decadent Yiqi Dao Alliance.
The Western Region where the strong is respected.
For Lu Yuan, there is actually no difference.
A demon emperor from the human race will certainly gain the attention of the entire Qi Dao Alliance, and may even directly lead to the position of leader of the alliance; but a demon emperor from the dragon clan will be worshiped by all the monsters in the world. No need to get anyone’s recognition and attention!
Dongfang Huaizhu knows this very well.
Therefore, she could not imagine how much pressure Lu Yuan was under at that time, and how much determination he made, knowing that he had to sacrifice his future, to give away the Western Region he had obtained.
As for...
The new dragon succubus queen emerged from the Western Regions...
After learning about Lu Yuan's identity as a human-dragon hybrid, Dongfang Huaizhu only needed simple inferences to figure out what the Dragon Banshee Queen was like!
And internally.
There was obviously someone he liked, but he had to suppress his emotions for some reasons. Dongfang Huaizhu couldn't imagine how painful it was.
The conflict between emotion and reason is the most painful.
This means that the selector must choose one of the two!
Although it can be neutralized...
But you must choose a subject!
So, no matter what you choose, it’s actually wrong!
But in such a conflict, the little hedgehog in front of her managed to survive for ten years, and it was only today that he had to show off with her.
How can I not be tired!
Taking a deep breath and suppressing the sourness in his heart, Dongfang Huaizhu took a step forward, boldly stretched out his hand and hugged Lu Yuan.
At the same time, he sighed lowly:
"I'm not afraid."
"I'm not afraid of anything you said."
"I'm willing to wait."
"Even though I know you can't bear it."
"But please respect my choice and give me a chance to wait."
The fiery emotion seemed to arouse something. Lu Yuan gently raised his hand and hugged Dongfang Huaizhu with his backhand. The one eye on his forehead beat slightly, with a strange frequency, drawing out the same fiery emotion.
"In that case..."
"Huaizhu, will you marry me?"
"As a human wife in this world."
Lu Yuan closed his eyes and asked in a low voice.
The promise of the beautiful woman in my arms rang out softly.
at the same time.
Outside the territory of the One Air Alliance...
Outside the circle...
Outside this world...
Outside of countless small fragments...
Above the dazzling stars...
A man with a blurred face is sitting on the Milky Way.
There seemed to be sun, moon and stars flowing in his eyes.
Seeing the stars beneath me, I sighed softly.
"hurry up..."
"Hurry up..."
"This job..."
"I'm tired of doing it a long time ago!"
Kicking over the fish basket beside him, the man with a vague face dropped the fishing rod in his hand, and fished out a small octopus from the galaxy with great impatience. Using his fingers like a knife, he made a fresh octopus sashimi. Finally, he threw it into his mouth. While chewing the octopus sashimi, he muttered vaguely:
"It's the same as not eating."
"It doesn't increase your mental power at all."
"This damn restriction!"
"I think I should go up there and take a look!"
"A destiny can be stuck for so long. I really don't know when I will grow into a qualified successor. It's a pity that I can't change the timeline, otherwise it would have been over long ago..."
"I'm so tired..."
"Let me see..."
"Should we go to Na'er or Yao'er..."
...
Lu Yuan had no way of knowing what was happening above the galaxy.
All he knew was that he had someone behind him.
How strong is this backing...
This is not something he needs to consider.
People living in this world ultimately need to rely on themselves.
It's better to have a backer.
It’s not like he can’t live without a backer!
"What are you thinking about?"
As if he noticed that Lu Yuan was in a daze, Dongfang Huaizhu secretly hugged him up from behind, smiled and asked next to Lu Yuan's ear.
Wearing a bright red wedding dress, Dongfang Huaizhu was set off in a dazzling way. Even Lu Yuan, a wolf who had just eaten meat, couldn't help but feel lustful when he saw Dongfang Huaizhu's appearance.
That's right.
He is getting married.
Formal marriage.
And it's still a big wedding on the human side.
Different from Yue Xiaxia.
Dongfang Huaizhu's wedding was quite grand.
Not only because of Lu Yuan's current identity, but also because Shenhuoshan Villa clearly stated its position through this action.
Who knows how many cups Xiao Wancheng smashed in one day after the news reached the Xiao family.
This move of Shenhuoshuo Manor was like giving the Xiao family two slaps in the face. It wasn't over yet, they had to give the Xiao family two more slaps in the back.
Didn’t your Xiao family resist Lu Yuan?
OK.
If you resist, I will hold my wedding banquet.
Not only that, Dongfang Guyue also sent invitations to the Xiao family without discrimination this time...
to be honest.
In Xiao Wancheng's opinion, this is not an invitation!
It’s a letter of challenge!
The Shenhuo Manor’s letter of war against the Xiao family!
The meaning is: Don’t stir up trouble behind your back if you have the ability. We happen to be holding a wedding banquet at Shenhuo Mountain Villa. If you don’t give up, just come to the wedding banquet and express your resistance in public at the wedding banquet!
Does Xiao Wancheng dare to say it?
Of course I dare!
at most...
Just plan ahead!
Stepping on a demon emperor in front of them to ascend to the throne can better reflect the power of their Xiao family. Although this kind of power is obtained by pretending to be powerful, as long as others don't know about it, they can continue to pretend to be powerful!
pity.
The Xiao family ignored several important issues.
It is indeed possible for a fox to pretend to be a tiger.
But in the end it will develop into seeking skin from the tiger...
Again, backstab is no problem.
But if you want a tiger to kill a giant dragon...
Are you sure you're serious?
certainly.
This cannot be blamed on the Xiao family.
In the current Xiao family, mosquitoes can definitely get in, and mice can definitely get in, but all outsiders who can talk are blocked by Longying Bookstore!
Don't call it an investigation!
Let alone a reply!
These days, even if the Obsidian Inspector tries to break through the blockade of Longying Bookstore, Tianquanxing will forcefully kill him!
There are only two demon kings in the Xiao family.
How can you break through the blockade set up by nine demon kings?
If it were the Wang Quan family, maybe they could really break through this blockade. After all, the Wang Quan family's heritage was far beyond ordinary people's imagination, and Wang Quan Fei Lao's combat effectiveness was far beyond that of the average demon king.
to be honest.
Even if Yuan Mao comes in person, he may have to avoid the edge for the time being when faced with the first sword in heaven wielded by the Wang Quan sword from the head of the Wang Quan family.
Not afraid.
Mainly because of the possibility of injury.
The King Quan Sword can break the defense of the Demon King.
This in itself is worthy of the Demon King's attention.
When faced with harmless ants, it doesn't matter; but when faced with poisonous insects, it is very likely that the car will overturn due to carelessness.
This is the deterrent power of the Wang Quan family against the Demon Emperor.
But what about the Xiao family?
In terms of offensive and killing capabilities, Wang Quanjia and Zhang Jiaqiang are not as good as Wang Quanjia.
In terms of speed, it is not as fast as the Ji family.
When it comes to outbreaks, there is no such thing as Wen Jiaqiang.
In terms of control, there is no Aoki family or Deng Jiaqiang.
In terms of adaptability, they are not as good as the Li family.
In terms of insight into flaws, there is no one like Yang Jiaqiang.
Except for the Obsidian Inspector, the Xiao family's peak combat power is just an ordinary demon king, which is in no way comparable to the demon kings of Longying Bookstore.
not to mention...
Lu Yuan did not hide the minor spells that Lu Yuan had abandoned, such as Rasengan, Chidori, and Healing. He directly opened a contribution point in Longying Bookstore. Over the years, many demon kings have learned it. These little spells.
certainly.
Chidori is definitely not comparable to the Wen family's Nine Heavens Universal Divine Thunder, but as a substitute and as a diversified fighting method, these small spells can still make up for some of the shortcomings of the demon kings like Longying Bookstore.
Especially healing.
As long as you can't be beaten to death, as long as you still have consciousness, even if your heart is broken and your brain is destroyed, as long as your cultivation level is high enough, you can save it.
Although, when the heart is broken and the brain is scrapped, people will basically lose consciousness directly, making it impossible to save them...
But there is no denying the excellence of this technique!
Imagine this.
The two fought to the death, and one party finally removed the opponent's big hip. But before he could be happy, he saw that the opponent's big hip had been reattached and even completely healed. The flexibility was not affected at all, but a certain amount of mana was wasted... .
Who the hell can stabilize their mentality?
Therefore, even if he saw that Lu Yuan was trying to force the Xiao family to rebel, Xiao Wancheng could only plan in advance with great frustration.
certainly.
The current news about the Xiao family cannot be spread.
Naturally, Yuan Mao could not receive a message from the Xiao family.
In this regard, Xiao Wancheng can only hope that Yuan Mao can read the hints in his eyes and not let his guard down at the critical moment.
However, what Xiao Wancheng doesn't know is...
These are Lu Yuan's instructions!
Do the whole show.
Since the Xiao family has been sealed off, it must be sealed to the end.
No other news can be spread, so only the collaborator Yuan Mao can spread the news. Even if Longying Bookstore may have been infiltrated by Yuan Mao, there will not be such a suspicious point!
Lu Yuan had been setting up this trap for a long time.
If the Xiao family doesn't fall into the trap, it's impossible for him to make the first move!
It is not possible to scare the snake away.
But killing the chicken to scare the monkey...
"can you accept?"
Looking at the beauty in the dressing mirror, Lu Yuan couldn't help but feel ashamed. After telling Dongfang Huaizhu part of the plan that could be told, Lu Yuan asked in a low voice.
This wedding banquet...
Want to see blood!
This is extremely unlucky!
But this bloodshed was another set up by Lu Yuan himself. For the most important first wedding in every girl's life, this is undoubtedly an insult and even tramples on the woman's dignity!
If it is unintentional, nothing will matter.
Just like the Yang family's wedding banquet ten years ago.
The Xiao family took the initiative to come to find trouble. Even though the Yang family's wedding banquet was interrupted, it still went ahead after all. The Yang family did not hold the new son-in-law accountable afterwards.
There is no other reason.
Just because everyone could see that the Xiao family actually planned to use this son-in-law as a breakthrough that day to deliberately criticize the Yang family.
If there is no son-in-law, there will be others.
Therefore, the responsibility does not lie with the son-in-law.
certainly.
Even so, Yang Fang, who was already angry because the cabbage was given to him, still used this reason to punish a certain miserable son-in-law without eating for a day.
The reason is to think about your mistakes behind closed doors.
Therefore, in the final analysis, this punishment is actually Yang Fang's anger, and the fundamental opportunity cannot be classified as punishment.
But Lu Yuan is different!
This time, it's his plan!
It means that he consciously guided this matter!
If Dongfang Guyue really pursues the case, Lu Yuan will have no room to argue.
But such a big thing obviously cannot be hidden away.
Dongfang Huaizhu smiled softly, touched Lu Yuan's cheek shyly, called the maid aside, prepared to take off her wedding dress, and then said with a smile:
"Of course."
"If I can help you and make you happy, I will naturally be happy too."
"what about me..."
Dongfang Qinlan's resentful voice came from the door.
Dongfang Huaizhu and Lu Yuan subconsciously turned around, only to see the funny scene of Dongfang Qinlan holding a red dress and struggling to cross the threshold.
That's right.
Dongfang Qinlan is also a bride...
This outrageous situation was mainly instigated by Dongfang Guyue. It may be because of the fact that it is not safe to let the wild boar outside to let the wild boars outside. Lu Yuan didn't know how his master Dongfang Guyue persuaded Dongfang Huaizhu and Dongfang Qinlan. In short, for this wedding banquet, he couldn't help but need to marry Dongfang Huaizhu and also bring Dongfang Qinlan.
What a ridiculous fact.
Reality is often more magical than stories.
Anyway, Lu Yuan didn't know what Dongfang Guyue, an old and disrespectful master, was thinking.
But if you look at it from another angle...
For him, it's not a bad thing.
As if sensing the strange atmosphere in the room, Dongfang Qinlan angrily held up her long red skirt and walked over menacingly. She looked at her peach-faced sister and couldn't help but snorted coldly, raised her chin and said with a few words. He retorted out of anger:
"I disagree!"
"It doesn't matter what you say."
Dongfang Huaizhu rolled his eyes disdainfully and looked at the unconvinced little sister in front of him. He immediately activated blood suppression, stretched out his hand, accurately grabbed Dongfang Qinlan's little ears, and asked with a smile:
"do you have any opinion?"
Dongfang Qinlan was instantly frightened. He lowered his eyebrows and raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. He ignored Lu Yuan who was standing aside and replied obediently:
"No."
"I have no opinion."
"Sister, you just have no objection."
Dongfang Huaizhu nodded with satisfaction, retracted his hand with a smile, and then looked at Dongfang Qinlan's weird behavior with confusion, and couldn't help but ask:
"What are you doing?"
Dongfang Qinlan lifted up the complicated red dress and held it all in her hands. She ignored Dongfang Huaizhu's question and winked at Lu Yuan with a smile. Then she ran out and shouted loudly. road:
"I suddenly remembered something urgent."
"I go first!"
"but..."
"Sister, I would like to remind you that you should change your words. You should call your junior brother 'brother-in-law'. This will help identify you and me!"
Good guy.
Lu Yuan called him a good guy.
No wonder I mentioned the long skirt first!
The co-author is already ready to run away!
Fortunately, Dongfang Huaizhu was trying on wedding clothes. If Dongfang Huaizhu could escape, he would have caught up with Dongfang Qinlan and captured her.
Even if he couldn't get away, Dongfang Huaizhu was obviously very angry at this sentence. He subconsciously wanted to get up and chase after Dongfang Qinlan, but was pushed back to the chair by Lu Yuan.
"Will you help her or me..."
Dongfang Huaizhu turned around and accused Lu Yuan of being partial. Lu Yuan could only smile, hugged Dongfang Huaizhu, and whispered:
"You think so."
"She's your sister."
"If you want to teach her a lesson, why do you have to do it temporarily?"
"A monk can't run away from the temple."
"I'm here, where can she run to?"
Upon hearing this, Dongfang Huaizhu couldn't help but blush slightly. He patted Lu Yuan's chest in embarrassment and cursed angrily in a low voice:
"Shameless!"
"I won't tell you anymore!"
"I'm going to try on clothes!"
"Get out quickly!"
Dongfang Huaizhu walked out of the door dumbfounded. Lu Yuan had no choice but to spread his hands. In order to avoid the embarrassing situation of being looked at by the maids around him, Lu Yuan could only send a message to Dongfang Huaizhu and then left. .
The wedding dresses of this era were all handmade.
Shenhuoshuo Village is very wealthy.
The wedding dress is even custom-made.
certainly.
Even if it is tailor-made, there are still some areas that are not perfect. In order to do the best, these seamstresses who are invited to tailor the wedding dress have to modify the details through observation again and again, and strive to make everything perfect. Perfect in every detail.
Wives and concubines are treated differently.
But in terms of the most basic wedding dress, there is a certain gap between the wife's and the concubine's wedding dress. The concubine's wedding dress mainly focuses on the whole. The pattern of which part of the clothing needs to show elegance, and which part needs to show agility. , these are not issues that I need to consider at all.
But the wife is different.
Every move, no matter what the person looks like, the clothes must be taken into consideration, and the details must be as consistent as possible with the wearer's every move.
This is also the fundamental reason why Dongfang Huaizhu and Dongfang Qinlan try on wedding dresses over and over again.
But in the final analysis, the Shenhuoshan Villa is actually very wealthy, and normal people, even wives, cannot actually enjoy this treatment.
especially...
The silk thread of the wedding dress is completely gold thread...
The patterns on the wedding dress are completely gold patterns...
As a result, these days, in order to modify wedding dresses, disciples from Shenhuo Manor are often extremely unlucky to be dragged by the invited seamstresses to deal with the balls of thread...
It's really Dongfang Guyue's whimsical idea.
However, Dongfang Guyue’s reasons are also very good:
That kid Lu Yuan is the Demon King, but my two daughters are by no means high achievers, and they are definitely not as good as them in terms of cultivation. But the wedding dress must be designed well, and it must reflect that my two daughters are the most powerful of the country. Alluring looks!
At this point, the disciples of Shenhuo Manor have begun to verify whether they are unlucky...
－－－－－－Digression－－－－－
Tell me what's on your mind...
I'm new and still figuring it out.
Thank you very much for the book friend’s advice, it’s really helpful.
I'll find a way to change it.
The main reason was that I was not good at the early stage and laid some foreshadowings. As a result, a book friend said: Many places were not clearly written, and there was not enough foreshadowing for each foreshadowing. I have no idea what you want to do with this sudden foreshadowing...
So, I thought about changing it.
As a result, because I had no experience, I changed it to what it is now...
Anyway, it's still my fault...
Then let’s talk about the plot.
The fox demon is an important turning point.
Although the results are indeed not very good...
But this thread runs through the entire book, which is the conflict between reason and sensibility.
Destiny is complicated, so it is emotional.
Space is stable and therefore rational.
The Eye of Destiny is shattered, and the protagonist temporarily loses his sensibility.
So it will become more and more cold-blooded.
As you can see, he is becoming more and more withdrawn.
As for the fox demon, the emotional line runs through the entire plot.
This was also my original idea of choosing a fox demon.
After writing the fox demon, it’s time to train your heart.
Life is like this.
I was dull in the first twelve years of my life, confused in the middle five years, and struggled in the last two years. It was not until this year that I was rescued by an editor and saw the light of day.
The same goes for the protagonist.
Douluo was dull when he first arrived, and was confused by Tang Hao's attacks. Later, he struggled again and again, and finally saw the light of day (source)
In the Douluo chapter, I am not the protagonist.
But in life, there are similarities.
And the fox demon chapter...
It is a struggle against the complex reality.
Just go with the flow...
Still believe in yourself...
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