She knew Chen Yusha so well, she knew that she didn't bother to compete with her for a man, and she also knew how painful an abyss she might sink into and never climb out again.
She will never appear in front of her again, even if she lies once, it doesn't matter, right?
No one will expose her except herself.
So she lied and was dominated by something called obsession. She only knew that she wanted to get such a thing, but she didn't know why she wanted it. She never thought about it. She was just dominated by something called obsession.
She was dominated by Weiming's power, and she tried every possible means to get something she didn't need.
Her lips moved several times before a sound came out of her throat.
"She got married to someone else. That person was very rich. After the child was born, he moved their family to a big city. She is living a good life now."
Knowing that she would never appear again, she made up her lies casually. She didn't have to make up her lies because she would never appear again.
Hearing this answer, Wang Wenyan clenched his fists and then unclenched them. The bell rang, and he turned around and walked back to the classroom, his back looking so sad.
"No, it's not like that..."
She looked at Wang Wenyan's back and moved her lips silently, but couldn't make a sound.
She yelled as hard as she could, but she couldn't make a sound.
It was like something had silenced her voice, but how could anything possibly silence her voice? It's just an excuse that you make for yourself, an excuse that you make for your own selfishness.
Selfishly, she walked into the classroom as the bell rang, raised her hands and looked at it. She was so selfish that she pushed others into the abyss and fulfilled her own obsession.
She lied again, how could she feel guilty?
She doesn't deserve it.
In the last half of the senior year of high school, Wang Wenyan finally smiled at her. They seemed to be back to the past, but they both deliberately did not mention the person who had disappeared.
After the college entrance examination, they often go to eat, watch movies, go to amusement parks, and book rooms in hotels together.
In the beginning, she was often awakened by his gibbering.
"Sasha...why..."
He kept calling Chen Yusha by her nickname, but his voice was not loud.
Han Zi leaned closer to listen. After hearing the name, her eyes widened and she jumped away as if she was electrocuted.
In the bloody scene, those desperate eyes appeared in front of him again.
In the dark room, there seemed to be countless pairs of eyes staring at her on the ceiling, and pairs of hands seemed to stretch out from the dark corners of the room!
Those pairs of hands kept coming closer to her, and then closer!
"Don't...don't come here...get out of here! get out of here! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
Her eyes widened, she huddled up, held her head and covered her ears, screaming.
Wang Wenyan, who was indulged in a dream with Chen Yusha, was also awakened by the ear-piercing scream.
"Azi? Azi? What's wrong with you?" Wang Wenyan anxiously pulled away Han Zi's hands covering her ears. He didn't know what happened to her.
After being pulled away from covering his ears, Han Zi finally heard Wang Wenyan's voice and saw his anxious face, frowning brows, and face full of worry.
Is it only when she falls into madness that he will care about her in the slightest?
She shook her head, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, and suddenly she didn't know what she was doing.
What has she done?
She looked at her hands, as if she saw blood on them. What had she done?
She trembled her lips and shook her head from side to side. No, no, it wasn't her who was wrong, it was him!
Her eyes filled with despair, shot towards the person in front of her, and yelled crazily: "Why? You still have that person in your heart, why do you want to provoke me?"
Why do you want to mess with me? If it weren't for you, how could I have refused to save you? How could I lie to you?
No, no, that's not the case!
Why can’t I realize my own mistakes? Why do I always blame others for my mistakes? It’s her who’s wrong, but she’s right!
It was her who refused to save her, and she selfishly lied...
"It's my fault... It turns out it's all my fault... It's all my fault..." She hugged her shoulders and kept murmuring.
Wang Wenyan felt as if he had been struck by lightning. His eyes widened suddenly, and he loosened his grip on Han Zi, and sat down helplessly.
What on earth did he do! ?
Did he drive Azi crazy? Wang Wenyan's eyes gradually became firm, yes, he was the one who drove Azi crazy!
wrong! Everything is wrong...
From that rainy night, everything went wrong...
Why did he take out his pain of losing Shasha on Azi? He was the one who drove Azi crazy! He was the one who drove Azi crazy with his own hands!
He looked at the crazy person in front of him and wanted to reach out to pull her, but was afraid to reach out and could only retract.
Does he love her? Do you love Azusa?
No, he doesn't, never has.
I didn’t love before that rainy night, I didn’t love during that rainy night, and I didn’t love after that rainy night.
That rainy night was just an emotional outburst.
He always wanted to forget that rainy night, as if it had never happened.
But he couldn't face Azusa's eyes. He knew what the owner of those eyes wanted, but he couldn't give it, so he kept running away.
In the last semester of his senior year of high school, he was about to flee the city forever, fleeing everyone in the city, but he still couldn't hold it back.
He wanted to know whose child Chen Yusha belonged to.
Is he the child of someone as irresponsible as he was to Azusa? What happened at that time, and why didn't anyone tell him?
So he found Azi, and he could tell that Azi must know something.
But why not tell him?
Are you afraid that he won't be able to accept it?
They underestimated him too much. He has never been a fragile person, not before, not now, and never in the future.
So he got the answer he wanted.
Hearing that answer, he seemed to feel better, at least knowing that she was doing well.
He didn't want to be the irresponsible person he had imagined countless times, so he chose to be boyfriend and girlfriend with Azi. They would get married and have children in the future. They would form a family and raise offspring together in peace. Walk through this life quietly.
Fortunately, they were admitted to the same university, the same department, and the same major.
As a result, they were inseparable and became the most enviable couple in the class.
But there is no peace between them, and they are not as loving as they appear on the surface.
He doesn't love Han Zi, never has. Everything he does good to her is just out of guilt and to make up for that rainy night.
What he didn't know was that Han Zi actually didn't love him either.
After so many years, she finally understood what the obsession was in her heart.
