Fortunately, they didn't get through the door.
Chen Yusha's mother did not welcome them. She blocked the door and only said: "Thank you for coming to see her. It's just that Shasha has a very serious flu and is afraid of infecting you. I will tell her that you have been here and go home early." "
"...Okay." Wang Wenyan said.
Although I was anxious inside, I had no choice but to give up.
Han Zi kept her head down the whole time. She didn't know if Chen Yusha told her mother about her unwillingness to save her. If she had told her, her mother would definitely hate her now.
They went downstairs from Chen Yusha's house. It was already dark and there were no people on the street. It looked very eerie.
Han Zi hugged her arms and looked at the dark street. Her home was still two streets away. She wanted to ask Wang Wenyan to send her back, but thinking of his relationship with Chen Yusha, she stopped.
But what she didn't expect was that Wang Wenyan actually offered to take her home.
"It's getting dark, let me take you home." Wang Wenyan's voice sounded two meters away in front.
Han Zi raised his head and looked at him.
There wasn't much expression on Wang Wenyan's face. All the emotions were hidden in the night, making it difficult to see clearly. He added: "Thank you for accompanying me to see her. I'm sorry to bother you."
It turned out that it was still because of her.
Han Zi lowered his head and walked behind him.
Her mood was as dark and gloomy as the night at this time.
Why, things will become like this.
The days when the three of them were together seemed like it was the last century, and they can never go back.
Would things have been different if these things hadn't happened.
If they were still as good as they were in junior high school, and went home together inseparably after school, Shasha wouldn't be alone, and she wouldn't have encountered such a thing.
If she had been braver, Shasha would have suffered less.
The next day, Chen Yusha went to school. Her mother said she had a serious flu just last night.
Wang Wenyan felt very strange. When he passed by Chen Yusha's desk during class, he quietly dropped a note.
Chen Yusha opened the note and it read:
【what happens? Why did you take such a long leave? 】
Chen Yusha crumpled the note into a ball and threw it into the trash can during her lunch break.
When she passed Han Zi, she didn't look at her.
Han Zi also lowered his head, not daring to look at her.
After school, Han Zi wanted to catch up with Chen Yusha. She wanted to tell her that if she chose to call the police, she could testify for her.
But Wang Wenyan caught up with Chen Yusha one step ahead of her, but no matter what Wang Wenyan said, Chen Yusha remained silent.
Finally, Wang Wenyan took Chen Yusha to a secluded and uninhabited place. He asked her loudly, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you ignore me when I talk to you? Did I do something wrong? Where did I do it?" Can you tell me if it’s not good? Can’t I change it?”
Chen Yusha could no longer hold back, she threw herself into his arms and cried bitterly.
The girl's sobs echoed on the silent lake, and a few birds started up from the reeds on the opposite side and flew towards the dark distance.
The sky was dark and the deserted environment allowed her to cry unbridled.
Han Zi hid behind a tree, listening to Chen Yusha's cry, she covered her mouth and shed tears silently.
Why, why did everything become so desperate in an instant.
"Quack! Quack!..."
A few swans flew across the gray sky.
By the lake, Chen Yusha suddenly kissed Wang Wenyan. She gradually deepened the kiss, but pushed him away the moment Wang Wenyan hugged her tightly.
Why, why do those images always pop up in her mind.
"We broke up." Chen Yusha said suddenly and off guard.
"What?" Wang Wenyan frowned, thinking he heard wrongly.
"I said, let's break up." Chen Yusha repeated again.
Wang Wenyan finally heard the truth. He took Chen Yusha's hand in disbelief, held it tightly, and asked: "Why? Aren't we always very good? Why did we break up? Didn't we agree to have sex? Do you start dating openly and openly in college?”
Chen Yusha let him hold her hand and said expressionlessly: "How can there be so many reasons in life? If I say that I have slept with someone else, will you still like me?"
Wang Wenyan shook his head, "I don't believe it. I know you are not that kind of person. You know, neither am I. I will treat you wholeheartedly, and I promise I will never leave you alone!"
He raised his hand and swore, thinking she was testing him.
But Chen Yusha smiled, and after that she regained her cold expression, "Let's break up for now. We'll talk about college after we get to college."
She said this just as an expedient to avoid him doing anything irrational.
Fortunately, they can still go to college and escape from this place.
Maybe one day I will forget all this.
She can start over with Wang Wenyan.
With the idea that she must be admitted to college, Chen Yusha studied harder than before, even taking a lunch break. She filled her brain with study so that those unbearable scenes would not appear in front of her eyes.
As long as you don't think about it, it doesn't seem that sad.
Seeing Chen Yusha's determination to enter college, Wang Wenyan no longer dwelled on the past and devoted all his energy to studying.
Han Zi also wanted to leave this place.
If she stayed here for one more day and saw Chen Yusha for one more day, she would feel even more guilty.
The guilt was like a huge mountain, weighing her down.
She couldn't understand her cowardice at that time. They were such good friends, why she was cowardly at that time, why she didn't rush forward bravely at that time.
She just didn't want to believe it. She didn't want to believe that the friendship between her and Chen Yusha had long been exhausted.
So she didn't want to be affected at all because of her.
Only then did Han Zi realize that she had grown up unknowingly.
She has begun to think like an adult and make choices about everything in her life.
All together, choose what is beneficial to you.
Even if you feel sorry for others, it doesn't hurt. This is the way adults live.
They have to consider the risks in their lives and would rather stand by and not be affected in the slightest.
Of course, it was extremely gratifying to fall in the eyes of the head teacher.
During the midterm exam, all three of them ranked among the top twenty in their age group.
Soon it was late November, the weather had turned cold, and the windows in the classroom were closed. It was windy and rainy outside, and the weather was getting colder day by day.
