[He also said what was in his heart,
He said, I am a white-eyed wolf. He has raised me and my children in the past few years.
He is the one making money to support his family.
It was he who endured huge pressure and struggled to support the family.
He said I had no contribution to this family...
Is it true that all love will eventually be consumed by the daily necessities of life?
I think back to the beautiful, youthful youth,
How could it suddenly become like this?
The flower of love has indeed withered long ago,
Since when did he stop loving me?
Why doesn't he love me anymore?
It's because there are still ugly stretch marks on my belly.
Still have thinning hair,
Freckled face,
Maybe love stories only belong to young men and beauties with beautiful faces.
When the appearance is no longer there, everything returns to its true appearance.
In the end, I lost this game of love.
Young people have the right to be willful, but I don’t.
As humble as I am, I can only accept his support now.
It's not that I haven't thought about divorce.
But, since I don’t have a job, it’s hard to get custody of my child.
Even if the child is awarded to me, how can I support her?
How can a woman with children find a job?
For the sake of my children, I can only continue to stay in this home.
When your children go to college,
I will divorce him,
I don’t want a marriage without love,
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Brother Kai apologized to me today and promised that he would never hit me again in the future.
Maybe he remembered our former friendship,
I just continued to play with my child and nodded.
I can feel that the flower of love between us has completely withered.
We can never go back to the past,
I am no longer the most important person in his heart,
He has been fascinated by the colorful world outside,
My children and I are just a part of his life, not the whole of his life.
But my children are everything in my life,
Once, he was everything in my life,
All my efforts are for us to build our little family together,
But he forgot our original intention,
also possible,
Love is just a fantasy that belongs only to girls and women,
For men, love is never everything in their lives.
Perhaps what Brother Kai has always been pursuing is a world of flowers, power and money, and beauties throwing themselves into his arms.
And he is just a wife who conforms to his vision.
When I don't cooperate, he gets angry.
Maybe my idea is extreme,
But I can’t feel his love anymore,
——————
I know he has someone outside, but what can I do?
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Xinxin is five years old and will be in first grade next year.
I can go out and find a job,
Maybe if I return to society and get in touch with more people, my negative emotions can be erased]
The diary is gone now.
Shi Ran flipped through it again, but it was still blank.
Turning back again, she found that several pages had been torn out.
Moreover, the section was yellowish in color, and it was obviously torn off many years ago.
Could this person who tore off these pages be the hero?
Everything was different from Shi Ran's guess.
She had thought that this would be a happy family of three, but she didn't expect that this was just a superficially happy family of three.
Maybe this is the sutra that every family has difficulty reciting.
Her mother also lives alone with her.
She is exceptionally easy to take care of, never naughty, and can easily accomplish the goals her mother set for her.
So there was never any big quarrel between her and her mother.
After reading the mistress's experience, Shi Ran felt a little emotional.
She is still young and has not encountered love yet. She only knows some love from novels.
Love seems to be earth-shattering, weeping ghosts and gods, being infatuated but separated by life and death.
It was enjoyable to watch, but if she were asked to experience such love, she would refuse.
She also doesn't believe there is such a thing as love in the world.
This kind of thing is unscientific.
Everyone is selfish by nature, how could there be someone who exists specifically to love you to the core?
Guo Wan believed in love and thought she had met true love, but in fact, she just met the right person.
And love is just her fantasy.
Xie Kai didn't love her as much as she imagined.
When their interests do not conflict and one plus one equals two, there will be harmony between them.
But once this balance is out of balance, when she loses her job and becomes completely vulnerable, she has to accept Xie Kai's exploitation.
He had to be forced to see his true face.
He doesn't exist to love her, he only exists for himself.
He is killing everyone in this world where the jungle is already strong.
And she accidentally became his meat.
There is a saying on Blue Star that marriage is the grave of love.
Maybe they just responded to this sentence.
When they get married, they have to face a series of practical problems.
Women suffer from the pain of childbirth and the anxiety of unemployment, and men have to bear the burden of supporting the family.
If we cannot tolerate and understand each other, we will only hurt each other.
Often, the weaker party is harmed unilaterally.
Words like knives penetrate into the hearts of those who are close to you.
Shi Ran didn't know how this woman named Guo Wan could avoid the tragedy in her life.
She seemed to make every step correctly.
Meet your own and everyone’s expectations.
But her marriage was still unhappy.
On the surface, it seems that she has a good husband who can make money and a lovely daughter. She doesn't have to work but only plays with her daughter.
But how many people can clearly explain and see the bitterness in this?
Maybe Xie Kai goes home earlier, cares more about his wife and daughter, regards work as a part of life, regards family as the home of life, and is more considerate of his wife's efforts, everything will be different.
Maybe, Xie Kai doesn't care about this.
He has the ability to carve out his own world, so why should he care about another person's feelings.
Everything depends on Xie Kai's attitude.
You can't deny his contribution to the family, but his attitude towards his wife and outside temptations determine that his wife will not be grateful to him in any way.
As a person who has been a child for more than ten years, this is what Shi Ran thinks.
She hopes to live in a harmonious family.
If she has a father, she hopes that her father and mother will work together to care for each other and be considerate of each other, so that she can feel love and warmth.
Instead of everyone talking about how much they paid for this home, everyone said they suffered a loss.
If there were more caring words, maybe the family would become harmonious and no one would feel the pain.
A family should love each other.
When everyone cares about each other, no matter how hard life is, there will be hope.
Shi Ran never quarrels with her mother, not because she has a good temper, but because her mother never plays tricks on her.
Mom would never say anything to hurt her.
She knew that it was very hard for her mother to live with her alone and have to work and take care of her. She understood her mother.
Her mother also gave her the best care, the best life, and the best life plan.
Her mother would never tell her how much she had done for her, nor would she speak ill of her father in front of her.
She just, very simply, loves her children.
Xie Kai and Guo Wan.
It's obviously a win-win situation, but Xie Kai just wants to make himself happy.
Guo Wan obviously lost his job because he got married and had children, but he was able to tell Guo Wan that I raised you and you made no contribution to this family.
Having sacrificed so much, one sentence negated all Guo Wan's efforts.
These hurtful words were like knives cutting into Guo Wan's heart.
Time after time, bit by bit, the friendship between them was severed.
Xie Kai was, after all, like a piece of rotten meat, being torn out from his heart by Guo Wan.
Shi Ran looked at the torn pages, wondering what the content was and why they were torn out.
Did Guo Wan tear it off himself, or did Xie Kai tear it off?
Do these pages record the reason why people are locked in the basement?
