Just as Yu Chisheng was debating whether to respond to Murong Lian, he was secretly planning:
"Murong Lian may not be suitable for me. Her attitude changes faster than the sky... Besides, my feelings for her will be sanctioned or condemned in terms of ethics and laws and regulations!"
"Moreover, there is no airtight wall in the world. There are so many eyes staring at the two of us in the villa. I might offend someone without paying attention, and someone might tell her husband...her husband Cao Pu Sooner or later, I will find out or know about it... At that time, if I want to get out, I'm afraid it won't be so easy..."
"However, Kan Ying is suitable for me. She is divorced now, and she is extremely beautiful. I am also single... I feel that Kan Ying means something to me, but I have no feelings for her. , pretending not to know..."
"Sigh... Regardless of whether he has feelings for her or not, maybe he will have feelings for her in the future!... I think these two women are good. I must have at least one of them."
Thinking about it and comparing it, Yuchi Sheng found that pursuing Kan Ying might be more beneficial to him.
Because of his image in Kan Ying's mind, he is not only handsome, but also so well-educated - his conversation is so humorous and meaningful that he looks like a male god.
He is not a superficial driver, but a learned and respected tutor.
But unlike Murong Lian, Murong Lian had investigated him and knew him thoroughly.
She has seen his appearance and demeanor from the beginning to now, from cautious and timid to bold, brave and unrestrained, etc.
However, he didn't understand that it was precisely because of his initial boldness and even shyness in hugging and holding hands that Murong Lian felt compassion and admiration for him and hired him here. Trapped in it, it's hard to extricate yourself.
At this time, Yu Chisheng became smarter.
He feels that in addition to right and wrong, there are also pros and cons in the relationship between a man and a woman.
Right and wrong are used to reason, good and bad and pros and cons are used to weigh. If something is beneficial, it doesn't necessarily mean it is good. If something has disadvantages, it doesn't necessarily mean it is bad.
However, after a pause...he thought again and tried not to pursue Kan Ying.
Pursuing Kan Ying is theoretically correct and beneficial, but it is not necessarily good.
Because he had no feelings for Kan Ying or had little feelings for her, it was so awkward to get along with her, but not as smooth as being with Murong Lian.
Moreover, Kan Ying might have noticed that Murong Lian was in love with him a long time ago, but she just pretended not to know anything.
That night, before Kan Ying went to chat under the yellow oak tree, Yuchi Sheng had already vaguely felt that she had noticed that they were in love.
Women's minds are the most sensitive, especially in terms of relationships between men and women - as some people say, this is the sixth sense.
After so much thinking, Yuchi Sheng had no choice but to go back and reconsider Murong Lian.
"In the past, when I grabbed her hand or put my arm around her shoulders, she twitched or shrugged it back."
"But tonight was different. When I pulled my hand back, she took the initiative to grab it and brought her mouth over, meaning she wanted me to kiss her."
"What's wrong with her?"
"Whatever she is - this is the perfect opportunity to regain the respect and respect she has for me, a pauper, no matter how rich she is."
"Other than me, only God knows how many lovers she has. Although she doesn't look that flirtatious, it's because of this that she attracts the love of more men."
"And her current love for me may only be a temporary interest, or it may be because she is lonely and just wants to have fun with me. Maybe it is just because we are so close and it is easy to meet."
This is the misfortune caused by the sexual liberation of men and women in modern civilized society - in this sexually disordered environment, a young man less than thirty years old who has received a little higher education often thinks of the correct view. Make mistakes and treat the wrong as right.
Alas...how could the young and frivolous Yu Chisheng understand these principles? ——In the love between a man and a woman, if there is no standard of right and wrong, it will not be a sweet result but a tragedy.
"I must get her and possess her, even if it is not for the rest of my life." Yuchisheng thought again, "If one day I accidentally become successful, such as becoming rich or becoming a high official, if the world laughs at me for having served her , I have been her lover, then I will tell them that it was the love that made me stay by her side."
Thinking of this, Yuchi Sheng withdrew his strong hand from Murong Lian's soft little hand, then turned around to hold her slim, long, plump and white hand tightly, and kissed her lips... ...Like two small rivers with warmth coming together, causing countless ripples.
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After the passionate kiss, Murong Lian hugged Yuchi Sheng's neck, which was as strong and thick as an upright iron pillar and exuded a strong masculine scent. She quietly asked Yuchi Sheng softly and softly in his ear:
"My dear, are you sure you want to leave me and make a living elsewhere recently?"
Yu Chisheng, who was dazzled by love, murmured helplessly:
"I...because I fell in love with you unconsciously. For me, this is such a happiness! You have the final say whether to leave or not..."
Hearing Yu Chisheng's words that seemed to be a confession to her, Murong Lian was so happy that she fell paralyzed on his chest, getting up feebly and feeling almost suffocated.
She gasped and leaned on Yuchisheng's upright and broad and powerful shoulders like an iron tower. They were so intimate that they were as close as one whole body, so that she could feel Yuchisheng's deep and heavy shoulders. The majestic, powerful and even regular breathing when the hour hand strikes.
It was past twelve o'clock in the evening, and the two of them were still not finished. They both had very different feelings, and neither of them wanted to leave voluntarily.
Murong Lian was completely immersed and intoxicated in this happy sky. At this time, there was no sorrow or even the smallest trouble that could dampen her mood. Of course, there was no trace of disappointment that could make her dissatisfied with him. This strong passion and enthusiasm retreated and cooled down.
She no longer scruples about the thoughts of chastity and integrity that shine with noble light like the brightest stars in the night sky... Even if she scruples again, she will sweep them away as easily as she does the garbage piled in the corner of her heart.
She thought: "Yu Chisheng and I will continue to embrace each other like this, and we will never change our hearts even if the seas and rocks are destroyed - he and I will never be separated..."
Of course, it was just her dream - and for her, it ended up being a nightmare. Because both of them are playing with fire, they will definitely burn themselves.
Yu Chisheng was in a dilemma again at this time - he was thinking about his future. On the one hand, he was considering Sun Zhuan's suggestion to cooperate in running a school and doing business. On the other hand, he was thinking about taking the civil service examination or other establishments to enter the system... Anyway, no matter what, he can't always work here and be her lover for the rest of his life!
Thinking of this, it made him upset and confused.
Finally, he thought that he had the support of Murong Lian, a rich woman, who could at least give him a moment of happiness no matter what happened in the future.
