"Everyone is destined to die. It may be heavier than Mount Tai or lighter than a feather."
Sang Yuan let go of Ni Bingyan, turned around, put his arms on the back of the chair, and lay on his back, staring at the few stars in the night sky for a long time before softly saying:
"Many people think this kind of truth is very funny and very inappropriate.
"I feel like survival is so difficult these days, who has the time to think about these unrealistic things?
"But I believe you, like me, don't think so.
"People's beliefs have never had much to do with living conditions, but only with what you think.
"My dad has a friend who is worth tens of billions, but he likes to farm in his spare time. It is said that last year he just declared a new variety of corn, which has a high yield, because he does everything by himself and does not pretend to be the hands of others. This makes him Very proud.
"My family once hired a cleaning lady. When she was paid every month, she would buy painting materials. When she came back to her room after get off work, she would set up an easel and paint. It had been many years. One time, a water pipe burst in her home. One room was filled with water, and we found out after she took out the paintings she had painted to dry them.
"My mother was so moved by her diligence and pursuit that she wanted to send her to an art academy for further study, but she refused. She said she just liked painting and did not want to become a painter.
"The year she retired, my mother held a painting exhibition for her and sold many works. I heard that with the money, she returned to her hometown and directly bought an apartment, and she lived a very stable life..."
Sang Yuan told her everything he had experienced, and advised her not to neglect her spiritual pursuits just because of material satisfaction.
What is the difference between having no dreams and not struggling, and being a salted fish?
How can people who often say this kind of thing and follow it through are mediocre and inactive people?
He firmly believed that Ni Bingyan was just temporarily depressed and did not really have any decadent thoughts.
Ni Bingyan listened quietly, holding his hand silently and interlacing his fingers without speaking.
Opposite the small square, under the dim street lights, the shadowy green plants have a hazy beauty.
Several children were jumping rubber bands there, and crystal beads of sweat splashed as the children ran and jumped.
Several uncles and aunties were sitting or standing next to them, each holding a fan and shaking it while chatting animatedly.
It didn’t matter how much each other was worth. Some people took cattail fans that cost a few dollars, while others took fragrant sandalwood antique fans. What’s worse, they held a plastic fan with an advertisement for a men’s hospital on the fan.
When others saw her, they commented on her personality, but did not look down on her because of it.
A Persian cat jumped down from the crabapple tree, raised its head, and meowed at a little girl who was sweating profusely from playing.
The little girl wiped her sweat before squatting down and picking up the cat with her lotus-jointed arms.
The cat was very obedient and let her hold it obediently. However, the girl was too small and the cat was too fat, so the cat slipped out of her arms like a piece of cat cake.
The little girl bumped the cat hard on her shoulder, touched its butt to steady it, wiped the sweat with the back of her hand, and then said goodbye to her friends:
"It's time for me to go home! My nya-chan is here to pick me up~"
One person and one cat said goodbye to their friends and slowly disappeared at the end of the path.
Ni Bingyan looked at their backs and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
There are so many beautiful things in life that you can feel just by slowing down.
It seems much better than rushing forward.
Moreover, what people like really doesn't seem to have much to do with the economic situation.
She hadn't taken a vacation for a long time, and even though it had become a habit for her, she still felt tired.
They are all made of flesh and blood, so it is impossible not to be tired.
When you are tired, what you long for most is to stop where you are and take a rest.
"If it is enough for a person to only pursue money throughout his life, then I can live a better life than most people in the world without making any effort since I was born.
"But I didn't do that. Instead, I worked hard since I was a child, even
He works much harder than his peers.
"why?
"Because others are others, I am me. I don't want to waste my life. I don't want to come to this world and leave no trace.
"I hope that when I die, in addition to my relatives and friends, there will be more people who can't bear to leave me, miss me, and miss me...
"Even though I have made so much money now, I am still far away from my goal, and I still need to work hard for it for a long, long time.
"Being rich and contributing to society are two different things. In this regard, you do better than me."
Not to mention social contribution and the like, the previous words simply pierced Ni Bingyan's heart.
The reason she worked so hard was because she was fed up with being ignored.
When she was young, no matter what happened to her, the surroundings were quiet, no one would care, and no one would care.
As long as she lives and does not harm society, no one will care about what she is thinking or what she wants.
When she was in school, her seat was always in the corner.
No one cares whether she listens to the class or not, and no one will ask her to go with her after school. As for going to the bathroom together during class, no one will take her with her.
It seems that children born in orphanages and children raised in normal families are two different people.
She later enjoyed being an actress, largely because she was fed up with this kind of neglect.
She wants to be the center of attention, she wants other people’s eyes to stay on her, she wants to become more important, she wants others to think of her well...
Humans are very complex creatures, and the most difficult thing to figure out is their thoughts. But sometimes people are very pure, and what they want is always very simple.
This man is the best at coaxing people. As long as she retorts that she is not as good as he said, he can blow a lot of rainbow farts until she is happy.
She was not in a good mood right now and didn't want to compete with him.
The passing of life turns out to be so easy.
It seems like no matter how hard you try, it's meaningless.
In fact, she vaguely understood why her mood suddenly turned bad after learning about Kong Xuyan's death.
Because she is afraid.
Fear of death.
With such a continuous job, what if I die suddenly?
Perhaps for her now, health care is the top priority.
Seeing her lowering her head and saying nothing. Sang Yuan sighed and stood up, holding her hand and gesturing for her to follow him and continue walking forward.
"You always can't figure out why I like you so much. After all, whether it's family background, growing environment, or career, we are different in every aspect. Under normal circumstances, it is really difficult for us to get together because of our life circles. There is almost no overlap."
While walking, Sang Yuan found a new topic.
The daughter-in-law always feels depressed for a period of time, can't get excited about anything, and has no appetite for anything to eat. At this time, she should be coaxed.
Like this, walking hand in hand on a midsummer night, chatting while walking, is better than giving gifts.
"Yes! What's even more amazing is that within a few times of daily contact between us, you suddenly fell in love with me, and you used so many tricks, and you looked like you were determined to win. Sometimes I wonder if you are You owed me a huge sum of money in your last life, and you have to repay it in this life. Otherwise, what are you doing for the sake of me? Do you want me to travel a lot on business? You can't be so superficial, just because you want me to look good, right?"
Ni Bingyan is not the kind of person who likes to be immersed in sadness. When he saw him talking about this, he couldn't help but glance at him sideways.
"Ahem!"
Sang Yuan felt guilty when she saw him, and almost choked on his saliva by accident!
The two have been in a long-distance relationship for a long time. They wrote a lot of letters, chatted a lot, and sent a lot of messages. The number of face-to-face conversations can be counted on one hand.
I didn't expect it to be so exciting.
"What's wrong? What did I say wrong? Don't think that I don't know if you don't tell me. I just don't expose you."
Every
A person who is good at acting and has a deep research on micro-expressions.
When the two of them were face to face, Ni Bingyan couldn't find anything wrong, so that was abnormal!
