Hearing the ringing of a mobile phone at the door of the office, Sang Yuan stiffened and narrowly avoided dropping the phone.
Someone walked to the door of his office without him noticing, which was a bit scary.
But then I thought about it, the security of this building is very good, and the company has also installed an advanced monitoring system. It is unlikely that it is an outsider, most likely an employee.
An employee found me crying...it seemed a bit embarrassing...
However, as long as you are not embarrassed, others will be embarrassed.
After living for two lifetimes, Sang Yuan is still very confident in terms of face thickness.
He was stunned for a moment, took a breath, stood up and opened the door.
Through the long corridor, I happened to see a fleeing figure turning out the door.
That way, he seemed more panicked than him.
"Ha~"
Shaking his head in amusement, Sang Yuan was not in the mood to work anymore, so he went directly back to the lounge and lay down on the bed.
I just received the file bag and it's on his bedside table.
After turning it over and over again, he couldn't help but take out the letter he just received and read it from beginning to end, and again...
Sometimes I want to cry, and sometimes I want to laugh.
He would rather call it a love letter than a letter.
I have finally waited for this day in my life!
[Dear boyfriend:
Seeing each other is like meeting each other!
I am writing to you on the last day of April. I wish you good health and all the best in May.
It's eight o'clock in the evening and I have just returned to the inn after a long day's work.
Usually, at this time, I usually do a set of papers, or read quietly for a while, do some exercise, then take a shower, skin care, and go to bed.
Day after day, year after year, I live like this, and I never feel bored.
Until one day, I suddenly felt that I should leave a portion of my life to you.
Companionship is the longest confession of love.
Just like you always did to me.
Sorry, I'm inexperienced in this area, I should have realized this sooner.
I am ashamed that you have always lost to others in this area.
When you read these words, you will definitely burst into tears - oops! This idiot finally woke up!
Thank you for your tolerance and infinite love. From today on, I will do my best to make you happy.
People always say that good love should go both ways.
In the past, you always walked a longer way to see me. I have become accustomed to standing there waiting for you. This is actually not good.
If one day you get tired and don’t want to come again, I won’t be able to wait for you if I still wait there. Fortunately, I realize this now and it’s not too late.
I always say that I am very busy, so I rarely take the initiative to see you or send you messages.
In fact, I just don’t like using high-tech products.
Because there are many goals that I want to achieve, and I am not as smart as those with extraordinary talents, so I have to work harder, so I reject these things that can easily make me lose focus.
I have been doing this for many, many years, and it is really hard to change my habit, so I decided to take the time to write to you whenever I have time in the future.
Paper is short but love is long. I feel like I have a lot to say, but I don’t know how to put it on paper.
My thoughts are messy and I can only write whatever I can think of, just like you are by my side and listening to me.
There is no need to focus on any theme and say whatever comes to mind. What I want is freedom and happiness.
Speaking of freedom, before I fell in love, I was actually very scared. I was afraid that without you in my life, I would have many options.
Later, I discovered that you paid a lot to accommodate me.
Recently, I can't help but think about everything between us. The more I think about it, the more guilty I feel. The more I think about it, the more I feel that you are good and I am terrible.
I am emotionally slow, my personality is not very good, and my hobbies are quite boring. If I hadn’t met you, I would have felt like I would have grown old alone in my life.
You are so busy at work, but you would rather work overtime for half a month than go on a trip with me; you are already tired when you come home after working overtime, but you still have to work hard to learn to cook my favorite dishes; you will remind me to put on more clothes when the weather is cold, and don’t Forgot to add a meal; you will travel long distances for my career; even if you are on a business trip, if you see something interesting, you will want to buy it for me...
Whether a person treats his feelings with enough care or not, the other half can feel it.
In this regard, I am far inferior to you and should learn from you.
It is no exaggeration to say that you are really great!
Because of you, I feel very happy, satisfied and proud every day!
To be honest, I often felt anxious about this before, and even considered breaking up to alleviate the guilt in my heart.
Now I feel that I was really stupid.
A blind cat bumped into a dead mouse. I will probably never have such good luck again in my life.
So I should hold on to you firmly instead of giving up on you easily.
I shouldn't worry about you being too nice, but I should be aware of my shame and be brave enough to follow your example!
You have been working hard for our future for so long. I think you should take a break and leave the matter of maintaining your relationship to me for the time being.
Speaking of our future, I didn’t dare to think about what it would be like before, but recently I can’t help but think about it.
Thinking about when we should get engaged, get married, and have a baby?
Where will you live after you get married, where will your children go to school, and how will you provide adequate support for the elderly?
I even thought about how we could coordinate this issue after living together since we have different schedules.
Also, tonight I had crab meat and lion's head, as well as vinegar-stewed shredded potatoes. The chef was very good at cooking, but it didn't taste good. I missed you so much.
The night is very beautiful tonight. I will sketch a few strokes in this letter and enjoy them with you.
Your favorite kissing girlfriend
April 30, 9pm]
After reading the letter, Sang Yuan unfolded the small piece of rice paper sent with the letter.
In the quaint town, there is no moon at the end of the month, and there are only dim street lights.
The ink color is gently smudged, and the atmosphere is directly filled.
My girlfriend’s paintings are great!
The most important thing is that there is a poem on the side: "Thinking of you is like the full moon, and the brightness decreases every night." ]
Although there was no signature or seal, it was a little less formal and a little more accompanying, but in Sang Yuan's eyes, the effect was really immediate.
How is he feeling now?
In spring, I planted a garden full of seeds, watered it carefully, and kept an eye on pests and diseases. I watched the seeds sprout little by little, the buds stretched little by little, and the flowers began to grow. Finally, the first flower bloomed, and then - finally, the garden was filled with fragrance.
The joy of that moment was enough to bring tears to his eyes!
To put it bluntly, pursuing Ni Bingyan is much more difficult than planting a garden of flowers with your own hands!
There is a saying that Sang Yuan also agrees with.
Love is a matter between two people, and love that goes in both directions is the most beautiful.
He has memories of his previous life, has a deep affection for Ni Bingyan, and has regrets that he cannot let go and wants to make up for, so his feelings have always been strong.
For Ni Bingyan, he was just a stranger in the beginning.
With her personality, it was really not easy for her to be so attentive to him in such a short period of time.
He didn't feel too wronged.
He always knew that she understood romance.
In his previous life, she had done many things that moved him. When he felt that life was difficult and there was no hope, he relied on those beautiful memories of the past to hold on.
After reading this letter, Sang Yuan's mind was filled with what Ni Bingyan wanted to express - I can see your efforts, I understand you! I will love you well in the future!
How could he hold on?
Watching the clouds clear and seeing the moonlight can best describe how he feels now.
Oh, beautiful love.
No matter how many lifetimes you live, no matter how old you are, you can never refuse!
